Worst. Period. Ever.
Not going to kill myself.
Back to normal now.
Yay for Auckland! Full of druggies! lol Actually I am not a druggie anymore, aren't I good? Tell me I'm good.
However I am now up to 53kg which puts me in the normal/healthy weight range, which is of course completely unacceptable.
I ate like maddness during this period, uck, very very bad, gained 3kg! but I did not go "oh look weight gain, lets get on the crack" which is probably better not to be doing.
I'm gonna go on optifast and get rid of the weight of course, but yes. anyway...
I've been talking to chris's mum, she doesn't hate me and wasn't not speaking to me after all, I am super blonde and had sent txt to her landline number expecting response, LOL,
anyway...