goodnitestar
Bluelighter
my head was full that day
anxious thougths, memories....
even though outside the sun seemed so bright, that it almost warmed the entire place...
as the sky shifted with a softwind, and the blue hue seemed almost as if it was only
a painted canvas not yet dry
a endless reminder of my true loves eyes
my curiousity led me from my apartment
leaving quickly beyond my front door,
down the hall
down three flights
out the side of the building
grasping for my coat, for the suns warmth from inside was decieving, and a bitter chill ran through me...
sighing , dissapointment , no stranger
lifelessly I headed down the street to the cafe' sat motonless for nearly a hour, staring at the world
as i found myself waiting for you to show up here, by accident
just like a movie, everything is like a movie these days, tragedy and drama, without the romance...
a
nd i found myself lost again in my anxious thoughts, and memories...
times when I would never think Id be alone again
times when I was inherent for engagement, and marrige
as i sip the last of my coffee, and take one more drag from my stale cigarrette, i push in the chair, and take my things and breath in one last warm breath , stinging my throut raw
coughing my way out to the cold air
pushing up my head glancing cautiously at the passing crowds, hoping for a glimpse into those eyes, blue as the november sky......
but your not here, and i think i know why......
[ 05 November 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
[ 05 November 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
[ 05 November 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
anxious thougths, memories....
even though outside the sun seemed so bright, that it almost warmed the entire place...
as the sky shifted with a softwind, and the blue hue seemed almost as if it was only
a painted canvas not yet dry
a endless reminder of my true loves eyes
my curiousity led me from my apartment
leaving quickly beyond my front door,
down the hall
down three flights
out the side of the building
grasping for my coat, for the suns warmth from inside was decieving, and a bitter chill ran through me...
sighing , dissapointment , no stranger
lifelessly I headed down the street to the cafe' sat motonless for nearly a hour, staring at the world
as i found myself waiting for you to show up here, by accident
just like a movie, everything is like a movie these days, tragedy and drama, without the romance...
a
nd i found myself lost again in my anxious thoughts, and memories...
times when I would never think Id be alone again
times when I was inherent for engagement, and marrige
as i sip the last of my coffee, and take one more drag from my stale cigarrette, i push in the chair, and take my things and breath in one last warm breath , stinging my throut raw
coughing my way out to the cold air
pushing up my head glancing cautiously at the passing crowds, hoping for a glimpse into those eyes, blue as the november sky......
but your not here, and i think i know why......
[ 05 November 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
[ 05 November 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
[ 05 November 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
