my gothic maya.

[rewiiired]

Got to look away,
it's dangerous in here
trapped inside your eyes again
I see that this could never end.

What is it about you
that drives me mad?
What is it about you that
I find so comfortable
and warm?

So damn familiar,
except that you're beautiful.
So damn peculiar,
so different, I loose control.

And it's so dangerous in here,
in your ocular silos where all of my
good sense of logic goes
soaring out the window:

decending to the depths
of my dead dreams one more time
cradling the child inside my head
help me leave this nihilism far behind

So dangerous here,
but so enticing, and I
forget the inevitability.
The seeming fate of
nothing real ever forming
between you and me,

and I've got to stop fooling myself,
got to face cold, hard reality
before my heart shatters
to peices once again.

Its like a hand reaches out
from your pupil and tickles my brain
and it echoes throughout my body
like warm, intoxicating waves...

it's so dangerous in here,
just one more poison I feed myself
you could be my companion, a reason,
but this is my web of illusions,
this is my hell.

I'm better off dealing with lonely,
better off wandering this earth all alone,
better off finding myself through myself
making meaning, making myself whole.

Through you, I touch my soul
I only wish that it were so beautiful
but you're just a symbol, a metaphor,
for my ambivalence to the sensual,

and I've got to look away,
too entranced by my wish to stay
and its so damned dangerous in there
I'm so lost and locked in the stare.

 

[Altermind's]

wow !! when you will pass thru maya ??

Is she that you refer in this part ?

"...
Through you, I touch my soul
I only wish that it were so beautiful
but you're just a symbol, a metaphor,
for my ambivalence to the sensual,
..."


your gothic maya appear very atracctive...