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Advice My girlfriend says she hates men… but I’m a man.

Yea I’m out of the relationship for good this time. It became too much. I’m now on a ton of meds and need to stablize and taper some. She got me all fucked up and left. Some dark energy that woman had but I wish her healing on that journey. But damn is she beautiful on the outside so that’s a bummer. But hey I guess there’s plenty fish in the sea. Time to hit the gym and go thug mode for a while. Growing is uncomfortable and I’m pretty used to being uncomfortable. was it was a weird relationship because she loved bombed me all day but then constantly asked for reassurance followed by telling me to get medicated all while never addressing her own issues. I tried everything with her and now it’s time for me to it’s me time and but it does suck being alone. I’ve never liked being alone. Need to heal physically and mentally while also being safe and growing. Kind of even going off the deep end for 2 weeks but don’t think it’s anything I can’t shake. LFG!!!
 
pnillyg said:
Yea I’m out of the relationship for good this time. It became too much. I’m now on a ton of meds and need to stablize and taper some. She got me all fucked up and left. Some dark energy that woman had but I wish her healing on that journey. But damn is she beautiful on the outside so that’s a bummer. But hey I guess there’s plenty fish in the sea. Time to hit the gym and go thug mode for a while. Growing is uncomfortable and I’m pretty used to being uncomfortable. was it was a weird relationship because she loved bombed me all day but then constantly asked for reassurance followed by telling me to get medicated all while never addressing her own issues. I tried everything with her and now it’s time for me to it’s me time and but it does suck being alone. I’ve never liked being alone. Need to heal physically and mentally while also being safe and growing. Kind of even going off the deep end for 2 weeks but don’t think it’s anything I can’t shake. LFG!!!
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*Remember to give yourself grace and self care while you’re dealing with your breakup and building your self back up.
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In falling into the addiction deeper and deeper. My last psych got me on a bunch of shit to get me off oxy but now I’m just on everything. And on top of dealing with all this I’m now all alone. I live far away from people and don’t have many friends that resonate with the depth of pain I’ve insured in my life. And it seems to be a latter for me that I let women treat me and put me in positions where I end up using and then I go through a breakup and a detox at the same time. Shit idk what to do. Also fired my psych so now getting scripts from a friend… idk what to do im scared and alone and sad. So much to handle all at once
 
I also got the glue so I’ve been out on steroids which are making me wired which is kind of good during the day but needing more benzos. Also needing Advil cause as somebody with opiates dependence and benzo dependence and gabapentin dependence and lunesta dependence also lexapro its hard to tell what is what and where to go. Like damn I’m just feeling lost
 
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