SillyStringer
Greenlighter
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- Jun 8, 2016
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So to start it off, the dosage was; 7 grams of Acacia Confusa, and 3 grams of Syrian Rue seed. I took both individually and ground them in my coffee grinder. I then used my 00 capsules to contain the ingredients. I swallowed the Syrian Rue capsules, waited 45 minutes and took the Acacia. Within sometime I began to notice some weird body sensations. I eventually had to sit outside for a few minutes and let the new head space settle in. I was listening to music, and felt very much so inside of it. I had this nice warm loving feeling. I eventually tried to goto sleep and noticed I was being talked to by this being inside of my head. It was showing me things about my life and how the ego works. It kept calling me friend and would shower me with love. It's hard to describe the experience. It eventually told me farewell after 3 hours and the effects shortly diminished. I'm not sure if I will try this again. The experience was enough in itself to keep me assured an entire lifetime that there is a higher entity. It was as if I was connected to the universe. The trip was defined in chapters which I spoke with words without realizing I was speaking them. I have dropped my porn addiction, realized the pain I was putting others through, and realized I was only hurting myself by the way I was living. It shared with me that some people are rejected for the experience, which is why my friend who took the same amount of both substances through the ingredients up and had no experience. It has been 2 days since and I still have this peace in my soul like I haven't had since. It was a beautiful experience to say the least. But not one I am considering jumping back into. It explained that I needed to take what I learned and combine it with my existing ego to better myself. That it stripped me of who I thought I was, and I was able to examine myself from my heart. Not once was the experience too much, but it's not to say it would be the same for the next person. I believe as individuals we share different relationships with who we think these higher entities are. For some they may call it God, the universe, or Mother Ayahuasca. But I'll just call it friend, as it did me.
