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My Dreams Haunt Me

sunEdltye

Ex-Bluelighter
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Meaningless pictures,
Broken memories that still cut me,
Freezing hearts and freezing lives.
I hated to say goodbye,
But it wasnt my choice, I was so weak, I couldnt fight,
Forgive me for not fighting.
You showed me so much, I never understood,
Til I was older what you showed me,
Now I understand.
The aura of your presense,
The northern lights of your spirits,
It has been over 3 years without contact,
Do you ever think about me?
Of course I think of this on a day;
A day where the sun wont shine, The trees wont sit still, and the Air wont stop breathing hard.
Term-oil of love, the love we knew,
Innocent was I, who felt such strong feelings.
Older I am now, but wiser am I?
Learned life's lessons, lectures long lasted.
Broken Bones bundled, But burdened.
Other girls have come, but none like you.
Other personalities came, but now one fits me.
Lessened of the strength inside,
Why do I think of you 3 years past?
Metamorphous into my present,
The past is but a dusty book of pictures,
Transform into the future, With each tick on my clock.
Rise up from the memories, they cant hurt me;
I have been numb, and I still dont like you.
You are such an ordinary girl;
Others could match you with only a smile;
I could now match you, with only a cigerrete.
The power of it, a Wand of my magic;
Help me fight my inner demons.
Afraid to goto sleep, afraid you'll be there;
Stripped of my weapons, stripped of my mind.
Cloaked with only black, I will fight through;
I will make it to the other side
Because I know of a girl worth fighting for.
She hasnt a name, or a face to claim;
But it's my God damn dream, and she exists with me.
I can over come! I can pull through!
It's all inside me! It's all I can do!
Scene change- darkness- Quiet- Calm-
Eye of the storm- passing- Change-
Gentle nights,
Glowing lights,
Scared of flight,
Make me might.
Cursing shadows,
Hide from me,
The devil plays,
Black I see.
Dimming sounds,
Decrescendo-
Close my eyes.
Curtain falls.
Fine
 
Evan, that was wonderful. Your past will always come back to you, and one day it will no longer be haunting, and you will laugh at it's powerlessness. There will be someone who is worthy of your love sweetie. I'm glad you're back, I missed you.
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hang in there..the past is tough..but then again learn from it and realize there is someone out there that makes it worth while.
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always smile :)
AIM: ililonei
 
She hasnt a name, or a face to claim;
But it's my God damn dream, and she exists with me.
from the movie "You've Got Mail", when meg ryan and her fiance realize they're not really in love with each other, they are just together because they "make sense" together, and he asks her "is there someone else?" and she kind of looks away and smiles shyly and says "no, but there's the dream of someone else."
i love that line.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"There's a part of me, that i forgot to be. Take a look and see, the light still shines in me." ~~ Milk, Inc.
 
aww Evan *hugs*
this was really excellent.. even tho i was kinda disapointed it wasnt about u're dream about me
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~*Jen
*As bad as I am, I'm proud of the fact, that I'm worse then I seem.*
 
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