My battle with DXM

[sonicwhite]

I have been going down this road for atleast three months. I have struggled with this addiction before but it got knocked offingand when I started to smoking ICE. But this was this one bad things I did. I tried it out but it was grasping and choking me to death. I see my frail mind becoming more and more as I try to stop but it hasn't stopped me from doing it. Insanity is what I'm going thru . I know I am. I was talking to walls and the air and it has struck me in such a way that My mind is being fried.

 

[onetwo]

What? I didn't even know DXM was addictive?

 

[sekio]

DXM can be very addictive, it is a SNRI drug just like some of the major antidepressants, and produces a pleasurable dissociated mindstate that can't compare to anything else.

 

[2c-goinsane]

Dissociatives are the most addictive drugs iv ever came across(for me atleast), more so than heroin/benzos, dissociatives would destroy me if i let it happen.

Sounds like you need a break, why not just set the DXM and Meth aside for awhile? alls it takes is to put the shit down, pretty simple.

Make yourself some hash oil and toke on some that when your wanting that extra kicker instead of doing some dxm or meth.

 

[choco1ate]

please get help while you still can. you don't have to fry your brain, but thats what will happen if you keep doing dxm.

and 2c- not for a while, for good. he clearly has a problem

 

[Jesusgreen]

Psychedelic Drugs -> TDS

Take a break man, I find actually that with dissociatives one of the easiest ways to quit/take a break is to just get rid of your stash, I find that unlike other addictive drugs there's usually not as huge a compulsion to get a new stash once you've ran out, but if you haven't - there are HUGE cravings to continue use, so get rid of it!

 

[tripnotyzm]

As already stated, you really need to kick the DXM, dude..! Your brain is a very powerful tool, but your drug misuse is clearly starting to alter the way that tool is meant to function.
Focus..
I think you are reaching a critical stage here.
You are starting to recognize vivid signs of mental instability, please tell me you still understand that these issues are only going to be further influenced each time you get high..?
DXM addictions are no good man.
Being addicted to it pretty much means that you are constantly perceiving a false reality.
You carry enough strength inside your brain to overcome this pothole.. Overcome it!
Forget ice too, it will make you crazy twice as fast!

 

[tripnotyzm]

Take a break man, I find actually that with dissociatives one of the easiest ways to quit/take a break is to just get rid of your stash, I find that unlike other addictive drugs there's usually not as huge a compulsion to get a new stash once you've ran out, but if you haven't - there are HUGE cravings to continue use, so get rid of it!

I have to agree with this post. Discarding or destroying a 'stash' can really open doors for motivation and restore your determination..

 

[alexvolume2]

I've been using DXM off and on for about 10 years. I like to think that I have plenty of brain cells to spare since I'm pretty intelligent and it hasn't affected me much, but it did however have lasting effects on my relationships with people. However, it is a potent anti-depressant and it's cheap. I used about a gram a day for many months and this usage pattern not only led me to Plateau Sigma a couple of times, but also made me delusional and manic enough to send an email to Alexander Shulgin via MAPS about DXM's antidepressant effects and actually expect a response. I also disconnected all the cords from my computer b/c I thought I was being watched by the government....tread the road you are on with caution, but I would really recommend quitting. DXM induced depression is the pits.

 

[sonicwhite]

Ya it's the depression that gets me. I wake up and I feel like crap so I go to the store and waste 5 dollars on cough syrup. and the chick at the counter said are you always sick? lol. Ya man it's getting out of control fo rizzle.

 

[Shady Kaity]

DXM can be very addictive, it is a SNRI drug just like some of the major antidepressants, and produces a pleasurable dissociated mindstate that can't compare to anything else.

Dissociatives are the most addictive drugs iv ever came across(for me atleast), more so than heroin/benzos, dissociatives would destroy me if i let it happen.

Thank you. Everyone I know thinks I'm just fucking crazy and pathetic because DXM has this insane hold over me. And unfortunately DXM has destroyed me, in all ways. Health wise, and i have also lost myself mentally and emotionally. and for some reason I still go back to it ever now and then. Just last week I was on a five or so day binge of dxm and salvia...shit really fucking took a toll on me. Its going on five years now that I've been trying to stay the fuck away.

I PM'd the OP with more personal information and advice, but really, get the help you can ASAP. before you lose everything...no exaggeration. never thought I'd be where I am today and I'm only turning 21 next month.

Be safe be healthy and be HAPPY.

 

[Shady Kaity]

please get help while you still can. you don't have to fry your brain, but thats what will happen if you keep doing dxm.

and 2c- not for a while, for good. he clearly has a problem

yeah thats a good point. even if i havent done dxm in a good long while and i smoke a lil bud, I get a high similar to DXM, almost like it activates old chemicals or some shit..idk. so Id say just hold off on everything for a while. and find something productive to busy and improve yourself and your life. Think of shit you use to like to do, like old hobbies, of think of shit youd like to try, do some volunteering, take up some community classes or something. Get a stupid job even if it doesnt pay well, as long as it makes you feel better about you.