I apologise in advance for how petty and pathetic this is compared to some of you guys, I just need advice.
Basically over the last 7 days I've 'abused' Diclazepam. I bought 25 2mg pellets and have been using 6-9mg a day, with some left over ofc. I orginally purchased these to try and avoid this horrible anxious feeling I was getting in my chest while smoking weed (Bongs), it kind of helped but then they stopped working as well so I dumped the weed completely. And this is where it starts, I stopped smoking weed, still taking my diclaz at this point. The next day I met up with my mum and had lunch (Spilled the beans, SWED3 years etc, not the diclaz though, I was expecting major overreaction due to her view on RCs.) Anyway, she tells me to make an emergency GP appt, which I did. (This all took so much mental drive and confidence that I feel I wouldnt of been able to do it without the Diclaz, I'm a very humble person usually) Luckily enough I was at the GP's in an hour, told him everything I told my mum (Excluding Diclaz, the doctor was a friend of my dads) And my GP prescribed me 7 days of 3.25mg zopiclone for sleep, which kinda works, but the Diclaz has fucked my tolerance and I dont know what to do. One thing I want to do is cold turkey the diclaz until my next doctors appt (10days from original appt to see how I feel) And should I ask for legtimate anxiolytic daily medication, because I've been writing in anxiety journal and it seems my anxiety snowballs throughout the day rather then onsetting at night. My real question here is what do I need to do here to help my case, I dont want to smoke weed anymore and I also dont want to feel anxious, and 3rd of all I really dont want to fuck myself up on RC benzos to the point the medical ones wouldnt help me. Feel free to forward this to anyone you think can give me any advice on this.
Peace
Basically over the last 7 days I've 'abused' Diclazepam. I bought 25 2mg pellets and have been using 6-9mg a day, with some left over ofc. I orginally purchased these to try and avoid this horrible anxious feeling I was getting in my chest while smoking weed (Bongs), it kind of helped but then they stopped working as well so I dumped the weed completely. And this is where it starts, I stopped smoking weed, still taking my diclaz at this point. The next day I met up with my mum and had lunch (Spilled the beans, SWED3 years etc, not the diclaz though, I was expecting major overreaction due to her view on RCs.) Anyway, she tells me to make an emergency GP appt, which I did. (This all took so much mental drive and confidence that I feel I wouldnt of been able to do it without the Diclaz, I'm a very humble person usually) Luckily enough I was at the GP's in an hour, told him everything I told my mum (Excluding Diclaz, the doctor was a friend of my dads) And my GP prescribed me 7 days of 3.25mg zopiclone for sleep, which kinda works, but the Diclaz has fucked my tolerance and I dont know what to do. One thing I want to do is cold turkey the diclaz until my next doctors appt (10days from original appt to see how I feel) And should I ask for legtimate anxiolytic daily medication, because I've been writing in anxiety journal and it seems my anxiety snowballs throughout the day rather then onsetting at night. My real question here is what do I need to do here to help my case, I dont want to smoke weed anymore and I also dont want to feel anxious, and 3rd of all I really dont want to fuck myself up on RC benzos to the point the medical ones wouldnt help me. Feel free to forward this to anyone you think can give me any advice on this.
Peace
