I IM'd 65mg of MXE after doing 80 last time and wanting a medium to strong trip.
0:00: I shoot it up, put on Shpongle, and curl into my bed, taking hits of weed slowly letting the effects slam me.
0:05 I'm high, very high. I feel myself being ripped into somewhere else.
0:05-2:00 There's no real timestamps for this, there was no sense of time really going on. I saw the Brain from Pinky & the Brain I had just watched a few seasons and much to my delight, it was much better than I remembered and it had stuck in my mind. I always feel that whatever your eyes have observed in the last while, is repeated with a MXE trip. I can theme my trips by what I do and watch the previous few days, it's very interesting. The Brain started to talk to me and asked me what I was thinking about. I told him that I'm really annoyed at how jealous I can get over my lover hanging out with her ex-husband. I feel that I have a inappropriate reaction to this event. The Brain and I talked about it for a while and I realized my passion is the source of my jealousy, I feel so strongly, and I can let that emotion become unbridled and take over me. I finally moved on from this and then moved to simply tripping balls.
I finally became coherent enough to realize there's music playing and the trip becomes more directed by the music. Shpongles intense fast paced beat set the mood and I started seeing civilzations and entire nations of people, I would take the identity of a person in this fantasy world and live out a life. It was magical and fantastical and I wrote down something during this that I don't remember doing, it said "Imbeingmovedaroundlikeapegonaboard which translates into bullets being shot out as lives" It really felt like my physical body was moving around on a giant board, each time I plugged into a "slot" it was another life, and it was so intense and captivating that I associated going into that life with a gunshot.
In between lives I kept wondering what I tripped about first, and the Brain would pop up again and pull out a list and brief me on what I had been thinking about. It reminded me of a pop-up in a video game, he was just to the side, telling me something really quick then back to the trip!
2:00 I keep getting sober, but far from it in reality. I begin hallucinating more classical things, geometric shapes and structures, more akin to a visualizer. I keep smoking pot to ramp the visuals up and briefly lapse into a world of insanity. I see ships flying through space, giant creatures, entire worlds spinning past me, I love the cosmic feeling brought on by dissociatives.
2:30 The visuals begin to die down, I have full awareness of myself, change the music to daft punk and sit and smoke a bowl, trying to burn into my mind what I learned and what happened in the M-hole. I didn't really feel like going through the stimulation portion of the trip, as I typically glowstick and didn't have any. I take three shots, smoke a bowl, and pass out.
MXE is probably my favorite drug period. I hadn't done a pure MXE trip in a whille, mixing with 2c-t-2 and DMT respectively last times. I'm personally very excited to try 25I-nbome and MXE, hopefully for new years.
0:00: I shoot it up, put on Shpongle, and curl into my bed, taking hits of weed slowly letting the effects slam me.
0:05 I'm high, very high. I feel myself being ripped into somewhere else.
0:05-2:00 There's no real timestamps for this, there was no sense of time really going on. I saw the Brain from Pinky & the Brain I had just watched a few seasons and much to my delight, it was much better than I remembered and it had stuck in my mind. I always feel that whatever your eyes have observed in the last while, is repeated with a MXE trip. I can theme my trips by what I do and watch the previous few days, it's very interesting. The Brain started to talk to me and asked me what I was thinking about. I told him that I'm really annoyed at how jealous I can get over my lover hanging out with her ex-husband. I feel that I have a inappropriate reaction to this event. The Brain and I talked about it for a while and I realized my passion is the source of my jealousy, I feel so strongly, and I can let that emotion become unbridled and take over me. I finally moved on from this and then moved to simply tripping balls.
I finally became coherent enough to realize there's music playing and the trip becomes more directed by the music. Shpongles intense fast paced beat set the mood and I started seeing civilzations and entire nations of people, I would take the identity of a person in this fantasy world and live out a life. It was magical and fantastical and I wrote down something during this that I don't remember doing, it said "Imbeingmovedaroundlikeapegonaboard which translates into bullets being shot out as lives" It really felt like my physical body was moving around on a giant board, each time I plugged into a "slot" it was another life, and it was so intense and captivating that I associated going into that life with a gunshot.
In between lives I kept wondering what I tripped about first, and the Brain would pop up again and pull out a list and brief me on what I had been thinking about. It reminded me of a pop-up in a video game, he was just to the side, telling me something really quick then back to the trip!
2:00 I keep getting sober, but far from it in reality. I begin hallucinating more classical things, geometric shapes and structures, more akin to a visualizer. I keep smoking pot to ramp the visuals up and briefly lapse into a world of insanity. I see ships flying through space, giant creatures, entire worlds spinning past me, I love the cosmic feeling brought on by dissociatives.
2:30 The visuals begin to die down, I have full awareness of myself, change the music to daft punk and sit and smoke a bowl, trying to burn into my mind what I learned and what happened in the M-hole. I didn't really feel like going through the stimulation portion of the trip, as I typically glowstick and didn't have any. I take three shots, smoke a bowl, and pass out.
MXE is probably my favorite drug period. I hadn't done a pure MXE trip in a whille, mixing with 2c-t-2 and DMT respectively last times. I'm personally very excited to try 25I-nbome and MXE, hopefully for new years.
