Must be my tolerance

[SmashingWretzky]

I am in pretty uncomfortable position at present I can't get high. I am shooting pretty decent amounts a 1/2 G in two shots pretty close together.

I know the meth is good as everyone around me is getting spun off the exact same gear...

I felt a little buzz and i dry heaved the 2nd time. I have a pain in the stomach which is just heartburn nothing to stress about..

I don't want to keep redosing as I have been doing this long enough to know the amounts are out of hand as it is..

My body is feeling the years of abuse and as ive stated in a previous thread I am no longer experiencing the same feelings i craved its been years...

I think its time for me to put my cue in the rack so to speak. The last decade and a bit has been heaven and hell. The days of self medicating my problems are long behind me.

I am almost out of viens and while im aware I could find some more spots. I have always looked after the ones i had and rotated all the time. Even being safe im down to 1 and a half basically...

Its time for me to stop because I no longer have the fear or attachment to the drug i once did. It seems like the next step in my lifes progression..

Its been coming for a while and I don't have the desire to push the boundaries and compromise my well being. Years ago I wouldn't have stopped until i was as high as i could get or i ran out of gear.

I am gonna prepare for the mental battle that could be ahead. I am just tired and worn out. There is only so long you can play this game for. I have lost more than i ever won. Its all about choices and its time for me..

I have blabbed on here. Has anyone thats in recovery come to this similar crossroad.. The time just seems right to stop though its been years to reach this point...

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hello, i'm gonna move this over to the health&recovery subforum so you'll get more recovery related responses. I wish you good luck with it and hope you'll stay strong because you need a proper mindset for such a move. I've been in and out recovery myself but I am still in the "grip" of addiction.

 

[cj]

You can do it man. The main symptoms will be lethargy and cravings. Clear your calendar for a week and get some weed. To stay quit you need to find some hobbies and a purpose. I could write a book on that but for now just focus on getting through that initial week

 

[Echotango]

Getting yourself some good Weed preferably something that helps with Anxiety and is Sedating like an Indica of some sort. It literally will make a huge difference that will make it hard for you to believe. Stay away from anything like L-Tyrosine as anymore excess/external Dopamine will just slow down the progress of your natural Dopamine. Fun Fact Dopamine will either direct or indirectly plays a Role in controlling the Amount of Estrogen your body makes, meaning the more Deficient in Dopamine you are the higher your Estrogen Levels will be.

If I must go on Google and find this information to show you for you I can but it's literally as easy as typing it in on Google and you can find a bunch of articles on it. For both Weed helping people since it actually stimulates a bit of well I don't want to geet the technical terminology or right way to explain it incorrect and have somebody annoyingly say "your wrong it works this way" with the same end result I am talking about or some for an example simply lol. Essentially your GABA Levels increase slightly and your Endorphins when you use Weed from what I have read.