Really weird shroom trip
Ok so i have had this shrooms , about 1g for a while now and today i decided it would be a good time for me to eat them.
I went with a friend to visit his sister and we sat around talking for a while then i ate my bag of shrooms and washed down with coke.
We just sat and chilled , watching tv.. after about 20-30 min i feel an urge to be outside when the trip started so me and my friend both went out, took the bus downtown and then started walking to a beautiful park nearby wich i have found is really awesome for tripping
So now it's been like maybe and hour , and hour and a half maybe and i didn't feel so very trippy...
no visuals or anything but i just felt really good, was in an overall positive mood and we sat at a bench under some tall nice looking trees and just gazed att the nature.
After a while we decided it was time to move on so we started walking to our next goal at a nice lake where we could sit and smoke without having to worry about to many people watching.
We sat down near the water and lighted up some hashish.
I took a few hits and instantly feeling something going on.
On our way back my thoughts raced sky high...
it was like i was thinking a million thoughts at once and had some trouble focusing, allthough i still felt real good.
We met up with some other friends at my house , they said they were going fishing and asked me to come with.
My other friend who i've been with all day was heading home so i said bye and went inside my apartment to get my bike out and ride down to the lake.
Sometime about now i stared feeling really really weird , not in a positive way. It was like i didn't understand anything at all anymore. What was the purpose of this? Where was i going and why? Suddenly i couldn't understand and i felt like my brain had been blocked on normal thinking.
I couldn't really figure out what was normal anymore...
i just kept thinking i felt so very weird and disconnected somehow from the normal everyday reality.
I started to feel pretty bad mentally and then i realised how increadible thirsty i was! i had really really dry mouth and had trouble swallowing... i just feel i need to have some kind of liquid instantly...
i almost started getting panicked.
My intense thirst was all i could think of , the only thing that made sense was that i needed something to drink , and fast !
I said something like "see you later" to my friends and went with my bike to the nearest source of liquid wich happened to me a McDonalds resturant.
When i went inside i thought the line waiting was very disturbing but when it was finally my turn i ordered a coke and a burger and then went to sit down for a while.
My thirst seemed to be reduced by a small amount after the coke but i was still in a pretty bad mental condition where i could not think of anything else then getting home and just relax cause i really couldn't think clear.
I felt a bit scared that my brain had stopped functioning normally or something... i rushed home and went to sit down at the computer.
I couldn't concentrate!
I tried reading some stuff on irc but nothing made sense.
i could barely understand the words...
I felt like my brain capacity was down to like 10%, it was horrible!
I tried talking to a friend on msn and tried explaining how i felt.
It was really hard to put in words , i just felt really weird and stupid , not like on weed when u are stoned and the mind dosent seem to work that well but u still enjoy being stoned.
This feeling of was extremly annoying. I just wanted to think normal again but i didnt know how.
Eventually the trip seemed to fade...
it's now almost 7 hours since i ate the shrooms and i begin to feel normal again , yet somehow a bit lost. I think a good night's rest is what i need now..
I just gotta say i have done shrooms before , both good and bad experiences but it was never like this.
The visual part of the trip just wasnt there , just felt like a bad mindfuck
Well at least the start was good.
Ok so i have had this shrooms , about 1g for a while now and today i decided it would be a good time for me to eat them.
I went with a friend to visit his sister and we sat around talking for a while then i ate my bag of shrooms and washed down with coke.
We just sat and chilled , watching tv.. after about 20-30 min i feel an urge to be outside when the trip started so me and my friend both went out, took the bus downtown and then started walking to a beautiful park nearby wich i have found is really awesome for tripping
So now it's been like maybe and hour , and hour and a half maybe and i didn't feel so very trippy...
no visuals or anything but i just felt really good, was in an overall positive mood and we sat at a bench under some tall nice looking trees and just gazed att the nature.
After a while we decided it was time to move on so we started walking to our next goal at a nice lake where we could sit and smoke without having to worry about to many people watching.
We sat down near the water and lighted up some hashish.
I took a few hits and instantly feeling something going on.
On our way back my thoughts raced sky high...
it was like i was thinking a million thoughts at once and had some trouble focusing, allthough i still felt real good.
We met up with some other friends at my house , they said they were going fishing and asked me to come with.
My other friend who i've been with all day was heading home so i said bye and went inside my apartment to get my bike out and ride down to the lake.
Sometime about now i stared feeling really really weird , not in a positive way. It was like i didn't understand anything at all anymore. What was the purpose of this? Where was i going and why? Suddenly i couldn't understand and i felt like my brain had been blocked on normal thinking.
I couldn't really figure out what was normal anymore...
i just kept thinking i felt so very weird and disconnected somehow from the normal everyday reality.
I started to feel pretty bad mentally and then i realised how increadible thirsty i was! i had really really dry mouth and had trouble swallowing... i just feel i need to have some kind of liquid instantly...
i almost started getting panicked.
My intense thirst was all i could think of , the only thing that made sense was that i needed something to drink , and fast !
I said something like "see you later" to my friends and went with my bike to the nearest source of liquid wich happened to me a McDonalds resturant.
When i went inside i thought the line waiting was very disturbing but when it was finally my turn i ordered a coke and a burger and then went to sit down for a while.
My thirst seemed to be reduced by a small amount after the coke but i was still in a pretty bad mental condition where i could not think of anything else then getting home and just relax cause i really couldn't think clear.
I felt a bit scared that my brain had stopped functioning normally or something... i rushed home and went to sit down at the computer.
I couldn't concentrate!
I tried reading some stuff on irc but nothing made sense.
i could barely understand the words...
I felt like my brain capacity was down to like 10%, it was horrible!
I tried talking to a friend on msn and tried explaining how i felt.
It was really hard to put in words , i just felt really weird and stupid , not like on weed when u are stoned and the mind dosent seem to work that well but u still enjoy being stoned.
This feeling of was extremly annoying. I just wanted to think normal again but i didnt know how.
Eventually the trip seemed to fade...
it's now almost 7 hours since i ate the shrooms and i begin to feel normal again , yet somehow a bit lost. I think a good night's rest is what i need now..
I just gotta say i have done shrooms before , both good and bad experiences but it was never like this.
The visual part of the trip just wasnt there , just felt like a bad mindfuck
Well at least the start was good.
