Mushrooms - Semi Exp - No control of my body/soul(7grams)

[alantis360]

no control of my body/soul-7grams-semi experienced

It was late at night, ive been wanting to do the quarter challenge for a long time (7grams of hydroponic mushrooms)

The other night i fulfilled this goal.

Ok so i went out to a good fiends of mine, took about 4 darvocets (high tolerance) and proceded to drink lots of aclocohol, my friend and i once we got back to our dorms decided it was time to do the quarter challenge.

i have eaten acid, way too many tabs that anyone should eat, ive eaten acid numerous times, but this mushrooms experience changed my life.

my friend and i ate the mushrooms, and we both knew we were about to experience something that we couldnt even imagine.

so we both split a half an ounce of shrooms and waited to enter our journey.....

i hit me sooooo hard, all of a sudden tears started running down my face, my thoughts and emotions were changing every split second. i totally left my body, ego loss completely, as these teas ran down my face simultaneously they were tears of joy and saddness at the same time.

I amlost felt thaT i had overdosed. sounds were echoing/popping noises in my head, it felt exactly like a 6 hour whippit.

this was the first time ive ever had a bad trip. i felt completely dead, my soul was compeltely ripped from, i could barely even speak

the scariest part, i mean ive smoked savlia and broke through and thought it was deva vu, but this trip every moment i opened my eyes i felt i was seeing something i have seen millions and millions of time already before, and i kept seeing the same thing over and over and over agiain, like intense intense deja vu , everything i saw which was every time i opened my eyes it was something i have seen/felt like i have seen trillions of times over and over again. the only thing i could speak out of my mouth was "disgustinmg" and "over and over again". it was so fucking scayr, i was in hell and kept correlating everytning to the nightmare i had seen the night before when i was sleeping, i was stuck in this same nightmare.

i kept saying im trying to just stay alive, i just wanted to wake up becuase i was so stuck in this nightmare/dream. i felt the feelings of and indian thousands of years ago who also ate shrooms, i felt numerous times like i was in other states like with my grandparents who live way up sate from me, in the us like i was all of a sudden way up north with my grandparents. it was scary.

The most intense feeling i felt was the face of my mother, and how so badly i wish i could be with her, i felt like i was dead completely, and all i wanted to do was just hug my mother like i would when i was 7 years old.

even though this was a bad trip, i learned so much, it was beutifull, and yet i felt the whole time i was in pure agony, it felt so bad

i experienced total travel from when i was reborn, then i was reborn and felt all the eveil leaving my body, it felt good as if i cleansed my soul.

please if anyone has a true experience like this let me know i want to share,.

if you are ready i suggest eating a high dose of mushrooms (5-9 grams)

it will change your life and it will not be like anything you could ever imagine.

 

[psychonaut65]

Re: no control of my body/soul-7grams-semi experienced

i kept saying im trying to just stay alive, i just wanted to wake up becuase i was so stuck in this nightmare/dream.

Most ccertainly, my experimentation with shrooms in the start with high doses let me see the dark side of tripping: its not all fun and games. They really are hellish realms but they gradually fade away with more high-dose mushroom experiences. Having said they are hellish, i find these trips offer the most introspection and analysis of your life because they knock you to the floor with their intensity and rebuilding your ego after that seems a completely different ball game. Mushrooms are cool

peace

 

[DJAngrE]

Mushrooms reveal the truth about reality... that life is a joke. You can either choose to laugh at the joke and enjoy life while you're here, or you can fight life every step of the way by being scared of dying and humiliated at the joke that's been played on you. Mushrooms taught me that heaven and hell are indeed right here on earth because this life is what we make of it and then we're dead.

my $.02
peace

 

[Ed_Gein]

if you are ready i suggest eating a high dose of mushrooms (5-9 grams)

I've experienced complete loss of motor coordination, ego-loss, and stomach-content-loss as well from extremely high mushroom doses twice! 3-4 times if I include another 2 times that were on the edge of total loss of physical function. Personally, I wouldn't recommend this dose at all. Most people would not get anything positive from the experience IMO, and would more likely experience a trip to the hospital. The first time it happened to me, highly aided by incorrect safe dosage recommendations on a major site (2 erroneous documents discussing safe dosage of mushrooms at what I know now is just insane (approximately 36 grams dried cubensis) I'm going off memory and this about 4 years ago too! But I can assure you it was totally insane to claim what it did as being safe, non-lethal) Which at the time, was a nearly non-existent topic of research/reports/documentation. Most people on major discussion boards during this time actually thought muchrooms had no overdose potential. I'll try and elaborate more later, i'm way low on sleep and time but I wanted to throw out that caughtion flag after reading your recommendation. I just don't believe it's really as safe as one might think. That's totally assuming the individual can handle the experienceof complete physical paralysis for 3 hours or more! Anyways, I'll try and elaborate more lately!

 

[alantis360]

I agree, this dosage really did not feel safe at all, but i learned so much from it. It felt like my soul was cleansed.

 

[psychonaut65]

I guess mushrooms open doors that should be left closed in some people, i said to myself in one trip (while holding a knife in my hand) that killing myself at that point wouldn't make any difference in the slightest, its times like those where tripping does become unsafe and i agree with you; however, if people conducted their experiences in a responsible manner with a sitter etc i would assume this could be avoided.

peace