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Mushrooms+hash I need help, i'm lost.

Peaceandporc

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Hi,

This afternoon me ande two friends took 2.5g of highly potent dried cubensis (thai+columbian). After a very intense 5h trip, at the end of my come down and having smoked about 2/3rd of a 5-6g bar of hash between the three of us, I got up (for the first time since the beginning of the trip) and went to the toilets.

I haden't eaten for about 24h befoire taking the mushrooms, and have been doing psychs about once a week for the last month, irregularly for the laszt 3 years, so relatively experienced user.

Aften pissing, I suddenly felt light headed and weak, then reality folded into red emptiness, before unfurling every single forgotten moment of my childhood in front of me, I sat inside my head, as an adult looking, unable to ac,t out of a childs eyes. I lived approximatly 5 years like this, before finally realizing it wasn't real, and looking for a way out, after searching I found a bathroom floor in the possibilities, and woke up, then woke up again in my living room with my friends looking down at me asking if i was ok, offering me water and jam (the only thing in my fridge at the time).
They told me i'd been gone about 1minute, had walked back in, said i felt bad and collapsed.
I was sweaty and extremely confused, I have no memory of anything after pulling my junk out to piss, up to waking up in my living room.

My friends have gone home, its the evening, i'(m having trouble concentrating on anything but the whole childhood i can now remember in exact detail. I'm scared of going to sleep because I think i might lose reality again, and not be able to realise i did like last time.

Has this happened to anyone before? Could it be due to a combination of malnutrition, lack of sleep, low bloodpressure (i have already fainted because of my low blood pressure), the fact that I took 25i-NBOMe about a week ago? or am I just losing it? please help me, any advice would be great, i'm just so confused at what happened and how long it toojk me to find my way out of my head, and that this happened on such a low dose of shrooms aswell.

Any aswer appreciated, I'm seriously freaked out.
 
Don't worry. Experiences like this are very possible. you haven't eaten a whole day before your trip (did you drink enough water though?), you smoked a lot of cannabis (which tends to potentiate psychedelics). I too had thoughts like that while coming down like "will it ever be the same... am I staying like this".
If you seriously scared, call a good friend to be with you, it will help you to calm down. Don't smoke any more hashish, get some water or tea, eat something, do something else to occupy your mind (stuff that helps you to relax).
If you have a benzodiazepine on hand, maybe take a small dose of that, many people use it if they have bad comedowns.

You are not "losing" it! Tomorrow you will be baseline, that's for sure. It's going to be alright!
 
Hey man, don't worry you will be just fine.
Intense psychedelic experiences can be very scary and confusing, especially if they stir up your emotions.
Not eating for a day, probably not drinking enough as well as sleep deprivation most likely contributed to this end result.
I've also had come downs where I felt similar, "is this permanent" "am I stuck like this" etc, but always felt better the next day. Eat what you can, have some water and try and get some sleep.
Tomorrow you will be back to normal, that's for sure.
 
I'm back, I've managed to get some sleep and some food in me, and i really do feel a lot better. I'll definitely be writing up a trip report about this experience though.
Thanks for the calm and reassuring vibes guys, it helped a lot =)
 
Hey! Good to hear you're back and feeling better.

You will indeed be fine. Writing a trip report is a great idea and a good way to help process what happened so your 'everyday mind' can take it on board without being overwhelmed and thinking it's busted or something.

Big experiences like that really show you a thing or two about the concept of TIME, don't they?

Be happy that you're back and have some serious experience under your belt, and take care of yourself.

Don't push your mind around too much for a while. It needs time to integrate and recover from an expansive experience.

Take care:)
 
Thanks Halif, yeah I don't think time will ever have the same meaning for me, and i'll be taking a couple of months break too, I think.
 
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