Jolly Green Giant
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November 14, 2003
Today I am taking 3.5 grams (1/8 of an Ounce) of Mushrooms. This is my first experience with Mushrooms, but I have used LSD three times and 2C-I once. This makes me rather inexperienced with the use of psychedelics.
It is my friend’s birthday tomorrow, so she (lets call her “B”) is having her party tonight. Her boyfriend “C” is going to also take 3.5 grams. And my friend “D” is also taking 3.5 grams. Everyone else at the party was not using any drugs.
Background
I’m 17 years old, male, 6 foot 7 inches tall, and 200 pounds. My use of psychedelics is limited, but I have come to value them greatly. I have discovered what they can teach me. I have been considering what psychedelic I wanted to use next, and I have heard of some very good experiences with Mushrooms, which is why I thought it would be a very good one to try. My friend “C” Brother ate half a 1/8 a few days earlier and said he tripped pretty hard. This with the reports of what others had said about this batch of mushrooms, made them out to be very potent mushrooms.
November 14, 2003 Before the trip
I had slept quite well the few days before the trip. I had been taking regular vitamins, generic once a day, which had vitamin C, vitamin B6, and many others. I ate a very light breakfast at 7 a.m., and nothing else. At about 5:15 or so, I spent about 10 minutes trying to concentrate on this toy truck I have, and tried to shut everything else out. It was hard, but not that hard, because it was in my room alone. At 5:30 my friend “B” picked me up. “D” was already in the car. We went to her house to begin the party. At 6:15 “C” finally shows up.
November 14, 2003
6:25 We start to eat the mushrooms. If you have not had the pleasure of eating mushrooms, they are honestly the worst thing I have every tasted. I have 2 caps, and 4 steams. So you know how you eat anything bad, you put it in your mouth, chew it up, and then wash it down fast. I drank a coke with it to wash away the taste. We ate them in the kitchen. It was me “B” “C” “D” and 2 more who were “B” ‘s friends. Out of the 6 of us, me “B” “C” “D” did drugs with some regularity, but the other two did not.
6:30 (+0:00) The mushrooms are all down, time to play the waiting game. As the waiting game goes on, there was a roll of toilet paper on the table, so I tried to do the same thing with the toy truck, but now with the 5 of them talking it was a lot harder. After about 2 minutes I gave up.
6:45 (+0:15) Time for a smoke, we pack up a bubbler and a bong. We went to smoke up in a bedroom. After we finish those, I felt unbelievable stoned. I haven’t felt this stoned in a long time. The body feel is very nice. Time to sit back to wait for the trip to come on. A nice +1.
6:55 (+0:25) I look down at my jeans, and see the pattern that I recognize as a pattern from this rug my grandmother has. It has completely covered my jeans. It find this very entertaining, but I can’t help thinking, I’m only 25 minutes into this, and it is so strong how is this going to go. But I keep my cool, its time just to enjoy the ride. I gentle +2.
7:00 (+0:30) Lots of patterning, very slight tracers, music sounds extra good. Both “C” and “D” are having hallucinations. And everything is very very funny. Unfortunately, the people who are not tripping are looking at us. Or should I say me, I didn’t like this, but the idea of talking to them to tell them not to look at me also seemed very odd. I decided just to look away, if I didn’t look at them, they wouldn’t look at me, or so I thought. Not yet a +3, more of a +2 and 1/2
7:15 (+0:45) The 3 who weren’t tripping, leave us alone. I lay down on the bed. I really enjoy the body high. It was very nice. I look strait up, there is this poster on the ceiling. I look at it, it is changing colors, showing dimension, very cool and entertaining. Now I’m up to a +3
7:30 (+1:00) Another friend “F” shows up. He does not used drugs other than smoking cigarettes and drinking. But he respects my right to use them. He says he needs a smoke at the moment, I went with him, and then so did “C” and “D”. We don’t smoke cigs in the house, so we went outside. I don’t usually smoke, but I like to smoke when I’m tripping, so I smoked a cigarette. So did everyone else. The visualizations were getting intease. The trees, bushes, houses, street, were all moving. I got nauseous, but did not puke. It was more a motions sickness from everything moving around me.
7:40 (+1:10) We finish up outside, and head into the living room. “F” turns on the TV. Although I always flip through the channels myself, me “C” and “D” couldn’t handle him doing this in this state. We told him just to pick something, anything, the flashing of the screen was too much. But he just couldn’t decide, and went on for a while. Finally he stopped, and it was very soothing again. I was able to enjoy the body high, and the visuals. These are some of my favorite times when tripping.
7:50 (+1:20) “C” “D” and “F” go to the kitchen. I stay in the TV room, but I turn the TV and the lights off. It just lay on the couch in total bliss. This is great, I really love it. I just stay in the room tripping, while the others talk. I close my eyes, and see thousands of people looking at me. All of them have this little simile or there face. Just to let me know that they know I’m tripping and just want to enjoy it with me. I guess I would call them spirits if I had to give them a name. None of them say anything, they just want to enjoy this with me, I have no objection to this, I welcome them and open my eyes back up.
8:15 (+1:45) I go back into the kitchen. I start talking to everyone a little. I fell very out of the situation. “F” needed another cigarette, so I go back out with him. “D” was going to go with us, but he could not find his shoes at the time, and said that it was not worth it to find them. I really found that funny. I was at strong +3 now.
Anyways, we are out sitting on law chairs on the porch, when I started looking at this tree. When I see a face in the center of the branches. A body forms under it, but still connected to the tree. She is smiling at me. She is very beautiful, she gives off this feel of innocence’s. I feel like I’m connected with her, connected with the spirits, connected with nature. Then she gives me this little wink, and disappears.
“F” and me start talking. We talk about our parents mainly. How they reacted to his smoking, and how my parents feel about my drug use (well the drug use they know about anyways). How we really just wish we could make them understand why we do these thing. But we know that in the end it is useless, they already decided they way they think it should be.
It really was like being in two worlds at once. On the one side, I’m connected with nature; I feel that there are spirits with me, through this journey, whether it is the trip or the journey of life. Yet we are talking about the really world, the world with work, school, etc. I really got appreciation for the spiritually world, how much simpler it is.
8:30 (+2:00) We head back inside, and I start talking to other people. A lot more people have showed up. 10-15 people I would say, or at least it seemed like that amount. After about 20 minutes, I feel that I don’t want to be around people anymore. I go to the basement, which “C” and “D” had been down there for some time already.
8:50 (+2:20) I head downstairs. My two friends are tripping as hard as I am, and having a great time. We just sit back with out the lights on for a long time. I have no idea for sure how long, the next time I remember was 9:30, but in this span, a few things happened. First all of use didn’t want to deal with people. Second about half way though, “C” went back upstairs, to the bedroom, and looked at to posters. And last I was able just to sit and think.
I thought about a lot about many things. The main one, was how tripping was affecting my life. I decided, that it was something I needed, something that would help me. But just don’t think about it throughout the day. I think about tripping too much. I need to enjoy it, learn from it. But when I’m not tripping, unless I’m planning the trip, there is no need to think about it. I need to concentrate on my schoolwork. I’m going to college I need to learn as much as I can now. I hope that I can put that into practice.
9:30 (+3:00) “S” and I start talking about the trip. What we saw and whatnot. I didn’t tell him everything, for some reason when I talk about my trip out loud, I feel that it isn’t going to be as special anymore, I don’t know really why I feel like that, but I do. So the stuff about the spirits and the start concentrating on schoolwork I left out. I feel fine for him or anyone for that matter to read this. I guess I think if it is written in word, then it is real, but if I say it, they could say that I’m crazy or something. Maybe I’m just weird. Anyways, we were both enjoying ourselves a lot. It was a fun time, but I could already tell the intensity was way down. It was disappointing, I was hoping for a long trip, it isn’t over yet, but I was hoping for more intensity at 3 hours in. Down to a modest +2.
10:00 (+3:30) We go back upstairs and there are a lot of people, I don’t know a lot of these people, although I should, I cannot remember there names. I sit down and watch some TV.
10:30-11:30 (+4:00 - +5:00) I spend the time watching TV and talking to people. If feel like I’m coming down fast. Nothing other than slight patterning, for the most part the trip is over. I was hoping that it would last longer. Down to a +1.
2:00 (+7:30) I get home from the party. I’m very tried and didn’t want to stick around anymore. I finally eat something, although I’m not that hungry.
2:30 (+8:00) I’m so tired that I get to bed very easily. An interesting note about that nights sleep. I had the best dreams I have ever had. They were very vivid, and very lucid. I really enjoyed it.
Wake up 1 pm the next day, feeling very good.
November 16, 2003 Retrospect
I really enjoyed the trip, and I really did learn a lot, but I can’t help feeling the slightest bit disappointed. I really was hoping that it would last longer. I got up at a strong +3, but only for a little over 2 hours. Not like with LSD, where I can be at a +3 for 4 to 5 hours.
But I do wish to start concentrating on my studies more. It is really important to me to start doing more than the minimum, to start really learn the schoolwork.
The best thing about the trip was the spirits. I felt so connected with them. I have never believed that there was a god, but I always believe that there was something else. Maybe it is that there are spirits. I hope they look after me, for my up coming trips as well.
I have a lot of interest in trying these again. But I don’t want to do them at a party. I think I would like to try them out in nature, and alone. I would like to try a more spiritual trip. See what I could learn from these spirits.
Today I am taking 3.5 grams (1/8 of an Ounce) of Mushrooms. This is my first experience with Mushrooms, but I have used LSD three times and 2C-I once. This makes me rather inexperienced with the use of psychedelics.
It is my friend’s birthday tomorrow, so she (lets call her “B”) is having her party tonight. Her boyfriend “C” is going to also take 3.5 grams. And my friend “D” is also taking 3.5 grams. Everyone else at the party was not using any drugs.
Background
I’m 17 years old, male, 6 foot 7 inches tall, and 200 pounds. My use of psychedelics is limited, but I have come to value them greatly. I have discovered what they can teach me. I have been considering what psychedelic I wanted to use next, and I have heard of some very good experiences with Mushrooms, which is why I thought it would be a very good one to try. My friend “C” Brother ate half a 1/8 a few days earlier and said he tripped pretty hard. This with the reports of what others had said about this batch of mushrooms, made them out to be very potent mushrooms.
November 14, 2003 Before the trip
I had slept quite well the few days before the trip. I had been taking regular vitamins, generic once a day, which had vitamin C, vitamin B6, and many others. I ate a very light breakfast at 7 a.m., and nothing else. At about 5:15 or so, I spent about 10 minutes trying to concentrate on this toy truck I have, and tried to shut everything else out. It was hard, but not that hard, because it was in my room alone. At 5:30 my friend “B” picked me up. “D” was already in the car. We went to her house to begin the party. At 6:15 “C” finally shows up.
November 14, 2003
6:25 We start to eat the mushrooms. If you have not had the pleasure of eating mushrooms, they are honestly the worst thing I have every tasted. I have 2 caps, and 4 steams. So you know how you eat anything bad, you put it in your mouth, chew it up, and then wash it down fast. I drank a coke with it to wash away the taste. We ate them in the kitchen. It was me “B” “C” “D” and 2 more who were “B” ‘s friends. Out of the 6 of us, me “B” “C” “D” did drugs with some regularity, but the other two did not.
6:30 (+0:00) The mushrooms are all down, time to play the waiting game. As the waiting game goes on, there was a roll of toilet paper on the table, so I tried to do the same thing with the toy truck, but now with the 5 of them talking it was a lot harder. After about 2 minutes I gave up.
6:45 (+0:15) Time for a smoke, we pack up a bubbler and a bong. We went to smoke up in a bedroom. After we finish those, I felt unbelievable stoned. I haven’t felt this stoned in a long time. The body feel is very nice. Time to sit back to wait for the trip to come on. A nice +1.
6:55 (+0:25) I look down at my jeans, and see the pattern that I recognize as a pattern from this rug my grandmother has. It has completely covered my jeans. It find this very entertaining, but I can’t help thinking, I’m only 25 minutes into this, and it is so strong how is this going to go. But I keep my cool, its time just to enjoy the ride. I gentle +2.
7:00 (+0:30) Lots of patterning, very slight tracers, music sounds extra good. Both “C” and “D” are having hallucinations. And everything is very very funny. Unfortunately, the people who are not tripping are looking at us. Or should I say me, I didn’t like this, but the idea of talking to them to tell them not to look at me also seemed very odd. I decided just to look away, if I didn’t look at them, they wouldn’t look at me, or so I thought. Not yet a +3, more of a +2 and 1/2
7:15 (+0:45) The 3 who weren’t tripping, leave us alone. I lay down on the bed. I really enjoy the body high. It was very nice. I look strait up, there is this poster on the ceiling. I look at it, it is changing colors, showing dimension, very cool and entertaining. Now I’m up to a +3
7:30 (+1:00) Another friend “F” shows up. He does not used drugs other than smoking cigarettes and drinking. But he respects my right to use them. He says he needs a smoke at the moment, I went with him, and then so did “C” and “D”. We don’t smoke cigs in the house, so we went outside. I don’t usually smoke, but I like to smoke when I’m tripping, so I smoked a cigarette. So did everyone else. The visualizations were getting intease. The trees, bushes, houses, street, were all moving. I got nauseous, but did not puke. It was more a motions sickness from everything moving around me.
7:40 (+1:10) We finish up outside, and head into the living room. “F” turns on the TV. Although I always flip through the channels myself, me “C” and “D” couldn’t handle him doing this in this state. We told him just to pick something, anything, the flashing of the screen was too much. But he just couldn’t decide, and went on for a while. Finally he stopped, and it was very soothing again. I was able to enjoy the body high, and the visuals. These are some of my favorite times when tripping.
7:50 (+1:20) “C” “D” and “F” go to the kitchen. I stay in the TV room, but I turn the TV and the lights off. It just lay on the couch in total bliss. This is great, I really love it. I just stay in the room tripping, while the others talk. I close my eyes, and see thousands of people looking at me. All of them have this little simile or there face. Just to let me know that they know I’m tripping and just want to enjoy it with me. I guess I would call them spirits if I had to give them a name. None of them say anything, they just want to enjoy this with me, I have no objection to this, I welcome them and open my eyes back up.
8:15 (+1:45) I go back into the kitchen. I start talking to everyone a little. I fell very out of the situation. “F” needed another cigarette, so I go back out with him. “D” was going to go with us, but he could not find his shoes at the time, and said that it was not worth it to find them. I really found that funny. I was at strong +3 now.
Anyways, we are out sitting on law chairs on the porch, when I started looking at this tree. When I see a face in the center of the branches. A body forms under it, but still connected to the tree. She is smiling at me. She is very beautiful, she gives off this feel of innocence’s. I feel like I’m connected with her, connected with the spirits, connected with nature. Then she gives me this little wink, and disappears.
“F” and me start talking. We talk about our parents mainly. How they reacted to his smoking, and how my parents feel about my drug use (well the drug use they know about anyways). How we really just wish we could make them understand why we do these thing. But we know that in the end it is useless, they already decided they way they think it should be.
It really was like being in two worlds at once. On the one side, I’m connected with nature; I feel that there are spirits with me, through this journey, whether it is the trip or the journey of life. Yet we are talking about the really world, the world with work, school, etc. I really got appreciation for the spiritually world, how much simpler it is.
8:30 (+2:00) We head back inside, and I start talking to other people. A lot more people have showed up. 10-15 people I would say, or at least it seemed like that amount. After about 20 minutes, I feel that I don’t want to be around people anymore. I go to the basement, which “C” and “D” had been down there for some time already.
8:50 (+2:20) I head downstairs. My two friends are tripping as hard as I am, and having a great time. We just sit back with out the lights on for a long time. I have no idea for sure how long, the next time I remember was 9:30, but in this span, a few things happened. First all of use didn’t want to deal with people. Second about half way though, “C” went back upstairs, to the bedroom, and looked at to posters. And last I was able just to sit and think.
I thought about a lot about many things. The main one, was how tripping was affecting my life. I decided, that it was something I needed, something that would help me. But just don’t think about it throughout the day. I think about tripping too much. I need to enjoy it, learn from it. But when I’m not tripping, unless I’m planning the trip, there is no need to think about it. I need to concentrate on my schoolwork. I’m going to college I need to learn as much as I can now. I hope that I can put that into practice.
9:30 (+3:00) “S” and I start talking about the trip. What we saw and whatnot. I didn’t tell him everything, for some reason when I talk about my trip out loud, I feel that it isn’t going to be as special anymore, I don’t know really why I feel like that, but I do. So the stuff about the spirits and the start concentrating on schoolwork I left out. I feel fine for him or anyone for that matter to read this. I guess I think if it is written in word, then it is real, but if I say it, they could say that I’m crazy or something. Maybe I’m just weird. Anyways, we were both enjoying ourselves a lot. It was a fun time, but I could already tell the intensity was way down. It was disappointing, I was hoping for a long trip, it isn’t over yet, but I was hoping for more intensity at 3 hours in. Down to a modest +2.
10:00 (+3:30) We go back upstairs and there are a lot of people, I don’t know a lot of these people, although I should, I cannot remember there names. I sit down and watch some TV.
10:30-11:30 (+4:00 - +5:00) I spend the time watching TV and talking to people. If feel like I’m coming down fast. Nothing other than slight patterning, for the most part the trip is over. I was hoping that it would last longer. Down to a +1.
2:00 (+7:30) I get home from the party. I’m very tried and didn’t want to stick around anymore. I finally eat something, although I’m not that hungry.
2:30 (+8:00) I’m so tired that I get to bed very easily. An interesting note about that nights sleep. I had the best dreams I have ever had. They were very vivid, and very lucid. I really enjoyed it.
Wake up 1 pm the next day, feeling very good.
November 16, 2003 Retrospect
I really enjoyed the trip, and I really did learn a lot, but I can’t help feeling the slightest bit disappointed. I really was hoping that it would last longer. I got up at a strong +3, but only for a little over 2 hours. Not like with LSD, where I can be at a +3 for 4 to 5 hours.
But I do wish to start concentrating on my studies more. It is really important to me to start doing more than the minimum, to start really learn the schoolwork.
The best thing about the trip was the spirits. I felt so connected with them. I have never believed that there was a god, but I always believe that there was something else. Maybe it is that there are spirits. I hope they look after me, for my up coming trips as well.
I have a lot of interest in trying these again. But I don’t want to do them at a party. I think I would like to try them out in nature, and alone. I would like to try a more spiritual trip. See what I could learn from these spirits.
