nonoxynol9
Greenlighter
in case youre not a reader.
phase one: intense visuals
phase two: disattachment (is that a word?)
phase three: complete mind fuck
phase one: intense visuals
phase two: disattachment (is that a word?)
phase three: complete mind fuck
if you like intense shit. i would highly reccomend them. just have a good positive trip buddy. or a baby sitter. there were moments i wanted to drive to church.. lol.. im not religious. so i dont really know...
fuguwefyuewqfy~!~ i was going to post pictures of why they are called penis envy, but i think i deleted them in a druken fit of rage. typical me. anyway, you can use your imagination. they are quite mouth watering :D
anywhooo- my lover and i grew and our first batch.. i dont even recall what strain they were. they sucked balls. like 3.5 grams was maybe a body buzz.
perhaps a minor body buzz was all we were expecting with the penis envy..
well we were wrong!!the begging uh, maybe 2-3 hours was spent laying in bed staring at the ceiling. watching the most incredable color shows. i remember thinking about "being" and how great it was that you could "eat a feeling". my boyfriend was conteplating how people "do things", such as music coming from the speakers and talking. keep in mind he is a mechanical engineer.
next was when the visuals went away and i felt like i really needed something in me. apparently my boyfriend was a good idea. but it didnt work out. which for me is like, not being able to give a homeless guy money. we would go back and forth at this for an hour. trying to get on eachother and then feeling denied. it was strange, considering the only time i dont want to have sex is when im dying.
which leads me to the third and final phase. death. i didnt want to die. i didnt need to do. i felt like it was happening and it was really the only option. i felt like i was dying. and had my boyfriend convinced he too was dying. and it was good to be dying.
addictionally. somewhere in this madness we had a telepathic conversation. and when it was confirmed roughtly a month later. it really was everything, word for word. kinda nuts.
also: the trip came in intense waves.
and anyone and everyone who consumed 3.5 grams. regardless of how consumed. lost all sense of reality. some would consider this strain an instant bad trip. i would say... be easy.
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