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Bluelighter
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- Oct 3, 2005
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Immortality
I have a couple of friends that have all their birthdays around the same time. So running out of money I decided to buy them some tickets to a doof. After driving around and picking up some of the people that were traveling with us we headed back to my mates house. After some time of fucking around and what not we finally got on our way, all up there were six of us.
We started on the real journey to the doof ground. The car radio and chat being the only source of entertainment kept us at ease for the rest of the trip and after getting lost a couple of times and doing some sweet off-road driving we finally made it to the doof.
One of my friends and I went for a scout around to see what we could find in the way of things and one thing lead to another and we ended up back at the camp fire, we had nothing but some weed that I had brought with me. We smoked a couple of cones from a pipe and listened to some pretty wicked psy-trance.
We went for another scout and ended up with some mushrooms golden tops I believe. We all had acquired some sort of substance by this time and where ready to get messed up. My friend and I went back to the car and I made this really cool sandwich with mushrooms, bread and some potato chips witch I can recommend (I really detest the taste of mushrooms by themselves as it makes me gag). I ate this sandwich with an unknown amount of dry mushrooms on it.
Now it didn’t hit me straight away and it came on slowly but when it came on DAM I was completely gone. From sitting down at our little site to walking around giggling for no reason I was starting to peak. I went to the dace floor and danced, this experience was truly amazing and like nothing I could ever relate it to. As the music speed up and swirled in my head so the dance floor, it speed up to my perspective. It was like watching a movie in fast forward and then in slow motion at the same time. My eyes would go in and out of focus in time with this fast forward and slow motion making blurs and really intense detailed “stops” in time
At this time I needed something from the car so I started heading back with a couple of my friends. I started to think about dinosaurs and Egyptians and old school shit, that has a deeper meaning to me that you would ever know if you spent time around me. I was tripping in as many ways as you possibly can. I finally made it back to the car for the first time. At this point the trip flipped. I started seeing and thinking stuff that you don’t normally think about. Immortality how to achieve it, why you would never bother to achieve it, all came across my mind.
I started seeing people, the immortal people that steal the light and appear and disappear within 10 seconds. You know how when you’re tripping and you think you see people, well I was tripping so hard I saw them everywhere. Now my car was parked on a hill and a little way away from the dance floor. I got out of my car and looking at the ground I was walking over bodies and bodies of the people they where all looking at me and for some reason I knew them all. I wasn’t scared in the slightest I was intrigued and curious about these people. I ended up in a ditch talking to these really huge gum trees. We talked shit for a while they took the shape of tribal aboriginals; witch is kind of weird because of an aboriginal tale I once read about the tree sprits. Anyway at the end of our conversation he told me that my friends where there. So I walked out of this ditch and called out to my friends. They were walking down the road of the hill. And I must have tripped them out because they were like “where the fuck did you come from”. We headed back down to the dance floor and I lost myself on it for the second time that night.
After dancing my legs away I went back to the car for something again. Started seeing the immortals jumping in and out of my way, people I hadn’t seen in years then them disappearing to thin air on me. I got back to my car looking for the keys couldn’t find them. Thinking that it would be all ok I didn’t think about my keys. Hoping that in my state I would be able to just pull them out of thin air in the morning. It seemed that my car was locked witch wasn’t good because I needed to get in. so somehow after thinking about it for some time I melted into the car. Now this is debatable but that’s how I vividly remember getting into this locked car. I opened up the car for my friends to get in, not sure where they came from. I sat in my seat thinking about life and death.
For the first time of the trip I started to go down hill, fast. I started thinking about friends that I no longer knew. The people in my life who through location and circumstances where no longer apart of my life. I started thinking about the people that had died in my life. I closed my eyes I felt my blood run cold. All through my body my blood went icy. The images that went through my mind were dark and cold and all in all not the things I wanted to be thinking about at all. The car finally became empty all my friends had melted their way out of there or fallen asleep in the back. So alone with no one to talk to I ventured into the dark part of my head. Found some really interesting things that I feel I needed to think about, things that I didn’t even relies existed about my self.
Well there is only so much of this part of my own head that I can personally deal with, and when I deal with it I try to do it in small doses. So I looked out of my window back down at the immortals lying every where, making up my car making up the trees the bush everything. And in the distance I saw a light I could hear the sweet music which would bring me back to the place I wanted to be. I got out of that car and headed back to dance away. Well I stayed at our little set up for a while until it was almost morning when we all decided to head back to the car. I was not tripping as hard now and I was losing the intense visuals. We all got in and started talking shit out of our faces funny trippy stuff you say when your fucked up, and some how still hits the nail on the head. I finally pulled those keys out of thin air, and even though they ended up being in my pocket the whole night. From falling over to dancing like crazy my friends were no were nearly as impressed with this feet that I felt I had in achieved by finding them.
By the time we got out of the car the morning had come we headed down to the dance floor for the morning set, I was no longer feeling what had been so intense for most of the night. I started dancing only to collapse; my mussels had been far to abused and I couldn’t support my own weight. Two lovely girls helped me up and I sat down on a chair for half an hour before I could stand up again. I headed back to a fire and just warmed my self up for a couple of hours. I was given some chocolate by some really nice people, hugs all round from my end. At this time I had had enough and decided to go back to the car which is where the trip ended.
I had such an intense time that by the end of it I really felt like my brain had just been mushed all up. I got what I needed out of it, and some stuff that I didn’t want. I still don’t quite have a better way to describe the people and things that I see in my trips as immortals, even if they truly aren’t immortal they are some where in my head and they always will be in my head I take them with me as I walk around, as I trip. Not sure how much mushrooms I had but it felt like I had enough. It is an experience that I respect and would love to do again some time.
I have a couple of friends that have all their birthdays around the same time. So running out of money I decided to buy them some tickets to a doof. After driving around and picking up some of the people that were traveling with us we headed back to my mates house. After some time of fucking around and what not we finally got on our way, all up there were six of us.
We started on the real journey to the doof ground. The car radio and chat being the only source of entertainment kept us at ease for the rest of the trip and after getting lost a couple of times and doing some sweet off-road driving we finally made it to the doof.
One of my friends and I went for a scout around to see what we could find in the way of things and one thing lead to another and we ended up back at the camp fire, we had nothing but some weed that I had brought with me. We smoked a couple of cones from a pipe and listened to some pretty wicked psy-trance.
We went for another scout and ended up with some mushrooms golden tops I believe. We all had acquired some sort of substance by this time and where ready to get messed up. My friend and I went back to the car and I made this really cool sandwich with mushrooms, bread and some potato chips witch I can recommend (I really detest the taste of mushrooms by themselves as it makes me gag). I ate this sandwich with an unknown amount of dry mushrooms on it.
Now it didn’t hit me straight away and it came on slowly but when it came on DAM I was completely gone. From sitting down at our little site to walking around giggling for no reason I was starting to peak. I went to the dace floor and danced, this experience was truly amazing and like nothing I could ever relate it to. As the music speed up and swirled in my head so the dance floor, it speed up to my perspective. It was like watching a movie in fast forward and then in slow motion at the same time. My eyes would go in and out of focus in time with this fast forward and slow motion making blurs and really intense detailed “stops” in time
At this time I needed something from the car so I started heading back with a couple of my friends. I started to think about dinosaurs and Egyptians and old school shit, that has a deeper meaning to me that you would ever know if you spent time around me. I was tripping in as many ways as you possibly can. I finally made it back to the car for the first time. At this point the trip flipped. I started seeing and thinking stuff that you don’t normally think about. Immortality how to achieve it, why you would never bother to achieve it, all came across my mind.
I started seeing people, the immortal people that steal the light and appear and disappear within 10 seconds. You know how when you’re tripping and you think you see people, well I was tripping so hard I saw them everywhere. Now my car was parked on a hill and a little way away from the dance floor. I got out of my car and looking at the ground I was walking over bodies and bodies of the people they where all looking at me and for some reason I knew them all. I wasn’t scared in the slightest I was intrigued and curious about these people. I ended up in a ditch talking to these really huge gum trees. We talked shit for a while they took the shape of tribal aboriginals; witch is kind of weird because of an aboriginal tale I once read about the tree sprits. Anyway at the end of our conversation he told me that my friends where there. So I walked out of this ditch and called out to my friends. They were walking down the road of the hill. And I must have tripped them out because they were like “where the fuck did you come from”. We headed back down to the dance floor and I lost myself on it for the second time that night.
After dancing my legs away I went back to the car for something again. Started seeing the immortals jumping in and out of my way, people I hadn’t seen in years then them disappearing to thin air on me. I got back to my car looking for the keys couldn’t find them. Thinking that it would be all ok I didn’t think about my keys. Hoping that in my state I would be able to just pull them out of thin air in the morning. It seemed that my car was locked witch wasn’t good because I needed to get in. so somehow after thinking about it for some time I melted into the car. Now this is debatable but that’s how I vividly remember getting into this locked car. I opened up the car for my friends to get in, not sure where they came from. I sat in my seat thinking about life and death.
For the first time of the trip I started to go down hill, fast. I started thinking about friends that I no longer knew. The people in my life who through location and circumstances where no longer apart of my life. I started thinking about the people that had died in my life. I closed my eyes I felt my blood run cold. All through my body my blood went icy. The images that went through my mind were dark and cold and all in all not the things I wanted to be thinking about at all. The car finally became empty all my friends had melted their way out of there or fallen asleep in the back. So alone with no one to talk to I ventured into the dark part of my head. Found some really interesting things that I feel I needed to think about, things that I didn’t even relies existed about my self.
Well there is only so much of this part of my own head that I can personally deal with, and when I deal with it I try to do it in small doses. So I looked out of my window back down at the immortals lying every where, making up my car making up the trees the bush everything. And in the distance I saw a light I could hear the sweet music which would bring me back to the place I wanted to be. I got out of that car and headed back to dance away. Well I stayed at our little set up for a while until it was almost morning when we all decided to head back to the car. I was not tripping as hard now and I was losing the intense visuals. We all got in and started talking shit out of our faces funny trippy stuff you say when your fucked up, and some how still hits the nail on the head. I finally pulled those keys out of thin air, and even though they ended up being in my pocket the whole night. From falling over to dancing like crazy my friends were no were nearly as impressed with this feet that I felt I had in achieved by finding them.
By the time we got out of the car the morning had come we headed down to the dance floor for the morning set, I was no longer feeling what had been so intense for most of the night. I started dancing only to collapse; my mussels had been far to abused and I couldn’t support my own weight. Two lovely girls helped me up and I sat down on a chair for half an hour before I could stand up again. I headed back to a fire and just warmed my self up for a couple of hours. I was given some chocolate by some really nice people, hugs all round from my end. At this time I had had enough and decided to go back to the car which is where the trip ended.
I had such an intense time that by the end of it I really felt like my brain had just been mushed all up. I got what I needed out of it, and some stuff that I didn’t want. I still don’t quite have a better way to describe the people and things that I see in my trips as immortals, even if they truly aren’t immortal they are some where in my head and they always will be in my head I take them with me as I walk around, as I trip. Not sure how much mushrooms I had but it felt like I had enough. It is an experience that I respect and would love to do again some time.
