dankhead88
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Drugs: T+0:00 - 2 Grams of mushrooms
T+1:00 1 ecstasy tablet
T+1:45 - bowl of weed,
T+1:50 - lung full of nitrous,
T+1:50 - shot of vodka.
T+5:00 - shots of vodka
Weight: 173 lbs.
T+0:00 - I take the mushrooms on an empty stomach. The taste isn’t too bad, but could use a little drink to make these bad boys go down.
T+0:30 – I feel them coming up pretty fast. The colors are vivid and lights are bright.
T+1:00 – Wow, I feel them. Everything is so much more vivid and odd looking. The night sky has no boundaries. This is intense. The streets and buildings looks like the future. I feel myself melting into the seat. Cars and streets started to become bigger and wider or smaller and thin. My vision was focusing then unfocusing. I then would get these thoughts, whether I should go home or not, whether I should go somewhere else, or find someone or be by myself. At that point I’ve decided to drop an ecstasy tablet.
T+1:45 – It just hit me. Colors were glowing. People’s shirt would glow and the fluorescent lightings made it look like the sun was coming down. Music felt like it was playing faster and faster. The halogen light bulbs got brighter and brighter. I felt like the sun was pouring down on me. Everything was leaving trails or afterimages. Like if someone moved their hands, it would make trails and shapes. People’s faces and shape of heads would be kind of exaggerated. My vision felt like I was in a movie. Talking to people made me realize how egotistical they can be or how disciplined they can be. I sit back down. I start to smoke a little weed. I feel stoned but at the same time I feel like I’m just tripping slightly harder. I feel a millions thoughts in my head. Whether it’s negative, positive, and/or neutral. The thought of nothing put me in a thought loop. I was wondering what it all meant or how it was possible. I was thinking about this paradox for a while.
T+1:50 – I inhale the nitrous oxide and could start feeling it after each second passed by. Slowly my vision was getting heavily distorted with colors and patterns blocking my field of vision. Time stopped. I started doing things that I would normally do in everyday life. I started commenting on it. “light up a cigarette”, “ open a window”, “put chair back”, “play some music”. It’s weird. I knew I was fucked up, but for some reason. The nitrous oxide made me feel normal, but inside my head I felt like the things I do everyday really isn’t normal at all. I was stuck in a loop again. I take a shot of vodka to see if it would calm the thought loops down, but I guess it really didn’t affect me that much. I felt a little more at ease, but the thought loops stayed with me. I lay back and I close my eyes. I feel nothing. Completely void of the clothes I was wearing, the environment I was in, my physical body and skin. I was nothing more than an entity and floating eyeballs in space. I looked at the time. Time is heavily dilated. I told myself. “Time just stopped”. The clock felt like It was going nowhere for me. The thought of the life cycle made me wonder. As a human being, do we really have a meaning in this world? As chemicals, does it have a meaning? Are we just organic materials being produced in this world to die? Does an afterlife truly exist or do we just get loads of chemicals pumped in our brain that our body secretes to make it seem like there’s an after life? Do we really have a meaning in this life or are we all just insignificant beings on earth? Is there really true meanings of life or is that what society just pushes on us. The loops go on and on. It just doesn’t stop.
T+3:00 – After going through those loops. I decided to go home. I stayed in complete silence. Had little thoughts in my mind. I was coming down though. My visuals weren’t as strong and my body was tired.
T+5:00 – I feel exhausted. Yawning a lot. I’ve decided to take a few shots of vodka and passed out.
Conclusion to this trip? I really don’t have any other than it was fun but at really confusing and weird. I just need to move on because some things are a mystery and should stay a mystery.
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Drugs: T+0:00 - 2 Grams of mushrooms
T+1:00 1 ecstasy tablet
T+1:45 - bowl of weed,
T+1:50 - lung full of nitrous,
T+1:50 - shot of vodka.
T+5:00 - shots of vodka
Weight: 173 lbs.
T+0:00 - I take the mushrooms on an empty stomach. The taste isn’t too bad, but could use a little drink to make these bad boys go down.
T+0:30 – I feel them coming up pretty fast. The colors are vivid and lights are bright.
T+1:00 – Wow, I feel them. Everything is so much more vivid and odd looking. The night sky has no boundaries. This is intense. The streets and buildings looks like the future. I feel myself melting into the seat. Cars and streets started to become bigger and wider or smaller and thin. My vision was focusing then unfocusing. I then would get these thoughts, whether I should go home or not, whether I should go somewhere else, or find someone or be by myself. At that point I’ve decided to drop an ecstasy tablet.
T+1:45 – It just hit me. Colors were glowing. People’s shirt would glow and the fluorescent lightings made it look like the sun was coming down. Music felt like it was playing faster and faster. The halogen light bulbs got brighter and brighter. I felt like the sun was pouring down on me. Everything was leaving trails or afterimages. Like if someone moved their hands, it would make trails and shapes. People’s faces and shape of heads would be kind of exaggerated. My vision felt like I was in a movie. Talking to people made me realize how egotistical they can be or how disciplined they can be. I sit back down. I start to smoke a little weed. I feel stoned but at the same time I feel like I’m just tripping slightly harder. I feel a millions thoughts in my head. Whether it’s negative, positive, and/or neutral. The thought of nothing put me in a thought loop. I was wondering what it all meant or how it was possible. I was thinking about this paradox for a while.
T+1:50 – I inhale the nitrous oxide and could start feeling it after each second passed by. Slowly my vision was getting heavily distorted with colors and patterns blocking my field of vision. Time stopped. I started doing things that I would normally do in everyday life. I started commenting on it. “light up a cigarette”, “ open a window”, “put chair back”, “play some music”. It’s weird. I knew I was fucked up, but for some reason. The nitrous oxide made me feel normal, but inside my head I felt like the things I do everyday really isn’t normal at all. I was stuck in a loop again. I take a shot of vodka to see if it would calm the thought loops down, but I guess it really didn’t affect me that much. I felt a little more at ease, but the thought loops stayed with me. I lay back and I close my eyes. I feel nothing. Completely void of the clothes I was wearing, the environment I was in, my physical body and skin. I was nothing more than an entity and floating eyeballs in space. I looked at the time. Time is heavily dilated. I told myself. “Time just stopped”. The clock felt like It was going nowhere for me. The thought of the life cycle made me wonder. As a human being, do we really have a meaning in this world? As chemicals, does it have a meaning? Are we just organic materials being produced in this world to die? Does an afterlife truly exist or do we just get loads of chemicals pumped in our brain that our body secretes to make it seem like there’s an after life? Do we really have a meaning in this life or are we all just insignificant beings on earth? Is there really true meanings of life or is that what society just pushes on us. The loops go on and on. It just doesn’t stop.
T+3:00 – After going through those loops. I decided to go home. I stayed in complete silence. Had little thoughts in my mind. I was coming down though. My visuals weren’t as strong and my body was tired.
T+5:00 – I feel exhausted. Yawning a lot. I’ve decided to take a few shots of vodka and passed out.
Conclusion to this trip? I really don’t have any other than it was fun but at really confusing and weird. I just need to move on because some things are a mystery and should stay a mystery.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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