TheTripDoctor
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This is probably the most enjoyable and nicest trip i have ever had, this was 2 days ago, around 2am i decide that i want to take psilocybin and trip as i just got the 2oz of them and i wanted to try them since i hadnt had shrooms in a long time. I had used around 40mg of oxycontin from an 80mg a little before this point so i was very relaxed and feeling very nice.
so at 2am, i take out less than an 1/8th, maybe 4 caps, and aroud 5 stems i think, i cant be sure, i just was eating them like food. i know i ate no more than an 1/8th though. Some caps were very large as were the stems.
I ate these and around 3am i began to see the effects, i couldnt feel anything different, but i knew it was coming on, words began to have slightly different color hues on my screen, things bent and contorted around, and i felt as though things were becoming alive, the wood grain in the floor started to dance around and all that, small black specks began to look like ants dancing around.
This got stronger until around 4am when i noticed i was hearing my own voice echo in my head when i talked, it was funny and quite amusing, i never have had that happen before. the thing was i could tell the voice was inside my head i wasnt hearing it from around the corner or "over there" away from me.
I decided to take some more oxycontin and i crushed up 40mg and snorted it, 5 minutes later i began to feel soo good, i have never felt such nice euphoria in a long long time, i couldnt stop smiling, laughing, and just siting there feeling awesome, i felt i had discovered the secret to feeling euphoric.
I went downstairs and it was geting light out by now, i went and sat in the back doorway with the screen door open, and pet my dog. i looked around the back yard, i saw mulch on the ground moving around alive, i looked at trees at the leaves were moving around like hands, the branches swaying in some kind of universal dance, i saw the grain moving up the trunk, and i could literally feel the life force in this tree, it was communicating with me, and i felt at such peace, i knew that the whole world was alive and not just trees in the ground, or grass growing, or wood made into a fence, it all had life in it, and would communicate to me that i was very understanding and open minded, and that i was experiencing what the world is really like, everything is aware of whats going on, not just animals, but everything that grows, lives, even not living anymore, it all has a life force in it that observes what goes on.
I was of course amused by all the movement in things that never move, but what really got me was that i felt so alive, so amazing, everything was going to be ok, i knew that there is a world or a reality un seen by most people, and that it is in tune with everything that goes on, there is a hypercontinuum of life that we cant see or understand normally, but this life form, the mushroom, has taken its knowledge and imparted it into me for these few hours, i felt it was showing me things, look here, look there, feel this, isnt this grand?
It showed me the real world, and i knew that all this religion and organzied crap is completely wrong, this is what is really unseen and behind all the mysteries of life, why everything fits together so well, it is not a coincidence that certain animals who need certain foods are able to get it in there enviornment, its not a coincidence that everything is so in tune, or connected, for example one animal has an animal it needs for food, and this animal is present in the others environment.
The big one is water, we need water indefinately to survive, and this planet is made up mostly of water, it is like the planet is catered to its inhabitents, made so that we can survive, so many things are such that we are able to continue living, the trees take the Co2 that we breath out into them, turn it into oxygen that we can once again breath, this is no coincidence, it is as if all of this is planned out and set up for us, and there is no way it all hapened by chance, there is too much that specifically takes care of us, and this is all the result of this life force, this hypercontinuum.
I dont know everything about it, but i do know the truth about why everything comes together so pefectly now, and i plan on researching and exploring it much further.
And to anyone who thinks all of these things are as a result of some "god", i say to you, that god may be possible, but organized religion has NOTHING to do with it if there is a "god", no churches, no preists, no gathering like idiots to "pray",
if there was a god, he would definately not let people sit and be forced to believe with no proof, well i say to you, my belief has just shown me proof that it exists, and that i was right, it has no problem proving itself to me, as why would something expect you to believe with no proof? they wouldnt, yet this is how organized religion continues, "blind faith", believe because we tell you to. thats bullshit. and what do these organized religions do when questioned? nothing, they pretend that "god" will take care of them, and "god" has his plan in mind and whatever happens is his will, what a perfect way to disguise the fact that there is no god controlling anything, because whatever happens would happen anyway, and they act like it was all gods plan.
i invite you all to try this combination, the endorphins cause you to feel at such peace and let you experience what the mushroom wants to show you, without being scared or the like.
have fun
Note: edited title to meet forum standards.
[ 05 September 2002: Message edited by: shannabanana ]
so at 2am, i take out less than an 1/8th, maybe 4 caps, and aroud 5 stems i think, i cant be sure, i just was eating them like food. i know i ate no more than an 1/8th though. Some caps were very large as were the stems.
I ate these and around 3am i began to see the effects, i couldnt feel anything different, but i knew it was coming on, words began to have slightly different color hues on my screen, things bent and contorted around, and i felt as though things were becoming alive, the wood grain in the floor started to dance around and all that, small black specks began to look like ants dancing around.
This got stronger until around 4am when i noticed i was hearing my own voice echo in my head when i talked, it was funny and quite amusing, i never have had that happen before. the thing was i could tell the voice was inside my head i wasnt hearing it from around the corner or "over there" away from me.
I decided to take some more oxycontin and i crushed up 40mg and snorted it, 5 minutes later i began to feel soo good, i have never felt such nice euphoria in a long long time, i couldnt stop smiling, laughing, and just siting there feeling awesome, i felt i had discovered the secret to feeling euphoric.
I went downstairs and it was geting light out by now, i went and sat in the back doorway with the screen door open, and pet my dog. i looked around the back yard, i saw mulch on the ground moving around alive, i looked at trees at the leaves were moving around like hands, the branches swaying in some kind of universal dance, i saw the grain moving up the trunk, and i could literally feel the life force in this tree, it was communicating with me, and i felt at such peace, i knew that the whole world was alive and not just trees in the ground, or grass growing, or wood made into a fence, it all had life in it, and would communicate to me that i was very understanding and open minded, and that i was experiencing what the world is really like, everything is aware of whats going on, not just animals, but everything that grows, lives, even not living anymore, it all has a life force in it that observes what goes on.
I was of course amused by all the movement in things that never move, but what really got me was that i felt so alive, so amazing, everything was going to be ok, i knew that there is a world or a reality un seen by most people, and that it is in tune with everything that goes on, there is a hypercontinuum of life that we cant see or understand normally, but this life form, the mushroom, has taken its knowledge and imparted it into me for these few hours, i felt it was showing me things, look here, look there, feel this, isnt this grand?
It showed me the real world, and i knew that all this religion and organzied crap is completely wrong, this is what is really unseen and behind all the mysteries of life, why everything fits together so well, it is not a coincidence that certain animals who need certain foods are able to get it in there enviornment, its not a coincidence that everything is so in tune, or connected, for example one animal has an animal it needs for food, and this animal is present in the others environment.
The big one is water, we need water indefinately to survive, and this planet is made up mostly of water, it is like the planet is catered to its inhabitents, made so that we can survive, so many things are such that we are able to continue living, the trees take the Co2 that we breath out into them, turn it into oxygen that we can once again breath, this is no coincidence, it is as if all of this is planned out and set up for us, and there is no way it all hapened by chance, there is too much that specifically takes care of us, and this is all the result of this life force, this hypercontinuum.
I dont know everything about it, but i do know the truth about why everything comes together so pefectly now, and i plan on researching and exploring it much further.
And to anyone who thinks all of these things are as a result of some "god", i say to you, that god may be possible, but organized religion has NOTHING to do with it if there is a "god", no churches, no preists, no gathering like idiots to "pray",
if there was a god, he would definately not let people sit and be forced to believe with no proof, well i say to you, my belief has just shown me proof that it exists, and that i was right, it has no problem proving itself to me, as why would something expect you to believe with no proof? they wouldnt, yet this is how organized religion continues, "blind faith", believe because we tell you to. thats bullshit. and what do these organized religions do when questioned? nothing, they pretend that "god" will take care of them, and "god" has his plan in mind and whatever happens is his will, what a perfect way to disguise the fact that there is no god controlling anything, because whatever happens would happen anyway, and they act like it was all gods plan.
i invite you all to try this combination, the endorphins cause you to feel at such peace and let you experience what the mushroom wants to show you, without being scared or the like.
have fun
Note: edited title to meet forum standards.
[ 05 September 2002: Message edited by: shannabanana ]
