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Bluelighter
my soul was being spun round the axis of the psychedelic dimension
8_october_2001/my soul was being spun round the axis of the psychedelic dimension
substance abuse: : t+ 0:00 lite_dose_psilocybine_cubensis
t+ 0:30 5mg.5_meo_dipt
12:00: [morning] afterhaving a quick think during showering this plan came up; instead of your usual morning ritual decided is too ingest a lite dose of psilocybine cubensis followed by
5mg. 5_meo_dipt; all to be taken on a empty stomach; i am sippin my tea right now
with strange greyish particles lookin up from the bottom [which i plan to leave where they
are]; this is just after parttakin in a art-exposition which left a immense amount of impressions on me; in this weekend various media like art, music & dance were used to create a happening; often in this kind of situations i just go with the flow hardly realizing what happens: leading to a somewhat letargic state like you have reached your maximum absorption level; this final day before my working week begins seems like a good time to do a excursion.
previous drug use: this is the fifth weekend i am not [ab]using mdma; other drugs like thc, alcohol, ghb, 5_meo_dipt, shrooms & amt are still being used; but after my last weekend on e i stayed pretty sober.
12:20: first hint of lightheadedness gonna cook the shrooms on the bottum again; i wonder what
the combination of these two family members will produce; visual versus audio/relaxation versus energy.
12:30: in order to succeed i must go on; there goes 5 mg. 5_meo_dipt; with a sip of my recooked
mushrooms; my partner is still sleeping is she in for a suprise; i think she will stick to her usual morning pattern + me on tryptamines; as i am to intergrate some new skill and discard some old files; i will now proceed to gently remove the part that makes my processor hurt; crave for something out of reach; i lazy son of a b*tch; awakening of my fellow human being.
13:00: and then touchdown the intensity of it has not fully reached my core of existence but it will soon; the synergy combined with girlfriend & carpet ... .. . amazing; focussing on my writing creates flowing liquid distortions of reality; very good & very personal cause i am the only one trippin; [13:07] time dilation is becoming apperent; this feels good it can take you both ways; the war is continueing on the background [tv]; it can take you both ways; audio is going crazy on me: pitches of tones move down and backup forming absurd mutations of sound; all in fashion of flowing waves that synchronize\synthesyze perfect with another; this is probably my peak because i keep losing it; later.
13:34: time distortion is fact; till so far remarkeble that it took on an complete other form then i aspected [i stop writing it is just to much].
13:50: all things happen fast: eat a banana, toilet gets broken, english is not my language, at some party people get arrested and freely give the police all drugs they have in their possesion[this happens on tv]; sometimes it makes me introvert; i remember another rapport from a girl who did double my dose ... must have been quite a ride; hair that sticks on my hands; i am zappin in and out; feels great.
18:42: this is the review; did some groceries dumped my old paper and d has left; still not baseline; typical for tryptamines; the trip was very strong, no thinking no intergration of past events; just a relatively fast intense psychedelic experience; due to the low dose the usual geometric patterns of mushrooms were never present; when meo kicked in i got a as far as my knowlidge goes a lsd like trip with a kickstart; very different then my previous experiences with only meo; as if the tryptamines amplified each other nearing the point of temporary enlightment[+3 shulgin rating scale].
at 12:30 i was allready trippin from the mushrooms i left my text unchanged to give an impression of the intensity; my soulmate was watchin tv what influenced the trip. and we had a conversation during my experiment she saw nothing peculiar about my behaviour and looks; at the same time my soul was being spun round the axis of the psychedelic dimension; i found myself writing on a paper that seemed to fly beneath my pen without touching it; the ink flooded on the paper like paint brush; while on the carpet every hair was pulsating; softly touched by colourfull lights from a unknown lightsource; shadows on the walls movin; i never lost my mind and felt quite energized but my brain was in no way capable of handeling these sensations and at the same time acting towards somekind of goal;movement and actions were clumsy; the peak was short but seemed due to time stretchin twice as long; residual feelings lasted a lot longer; will do it again and then double the dose of one [or both]. peace.
decided is to put up this experience i logged during the event. hey it even met up to the guidelines. i remember now another influence that played an important role during that time. it was just after the disaster in new york which almost continuesly was on tv here. and made a big impact on everyone. one part of it sufaces in the rapport "the war is continueing on the background [tv]". i recall great empathy for all people on earth during it. and sadness about the world we have to live in together. even now i don t understand why. anyway that s it still not repeated it however reading it creates the appetite to do so. mmm...
8_october_2001/my soul was being spun round the axis of the psychedelic dimension
substance abuse: : t+ 0:00 lite_dose_psilocybine_cubensis
t+ 0:30 5mg.5_meo_dipt
12:00: [morning] afterhaving a quick think during showering this plan came up; instead of your usual morning ritual decided is too ingest a lite dose of psilocybine cubensis followed by
5mg. 5_meo_dipt; all to be taken on a empty stomach; i am sippin my tea right now
with strange greyish particles lookin up from the bottom [which i plan to leave where they
are]; this is just after parttakin in a art-exposition which left a immense amount of impressions on me; in this weekend various media like art, music & dance were used to create a happening; often in this kind of situations i just go with the flow hardly realizing what happens: leading to a somewhat letargic state like you have reached your maximum absorption level; this final day before my working week begins seems like a good time to do a excursion.
previous drug use: this is the fifth weekend i am not [ab]using mdma; other drugs like thc, alcohol, ghb, 5_meo_dipt, shrooms & amt are still being used; but after my last weekend on e i stayed pretty sober.
12:20: first hint of lightheadedness gonna cook the shrooms on the bottum again; i wonder what
the combination of these two family members will produce; visual versus audio/relaxation versus energy.
12:30: in order to succeed i must go on; there goes 5 mg. 5_meo_dipt; with a sip of my recooked
mushrooms; my partner is still sleeping is she in for a suprise; i think she will stick to her usual morning pattern + me on tryptamines; as i am to intergrate some new skill and discard some old files; i will now proceed to gently remove the part that makes my processor hurt; crave for something out of reach; i lazy son of a b*tch; awakening of my fellow human being.
13:00: and then touchdown the intensity of it has not fully reached my core of existence but it will soon; the synergy combined with girlfriend & carpet ... .. . amazing; focussing on my writing creates flowing liquid distortions of reality; very good & very personal cause i am the only one trippin; [13:07] time dilation is becoming apperent; this feels good it can take you both ways; the war is continueing on the background [tv]; it can take you both ways; audio is going crazy on me: pitches of tones move down and backup forming absurd mutations of sound; all in fashion of flowing waves that synchronize\synthesyze perfect with another; this is probably my peak because i keep losing it; later.
13:34: time distortion is fact; till so far remarkeble that it took on an complete other form then i aspected [i stop writing it is just to much].
13:50: all things happen fast: eat a banana, toilet gets broken, english is not my language, at some party people get arrested and freely give the police all drugs they have in their possesion[this happens on tv]; sometimes it makes me introvert; i remember another rapport from a girl who did double my dose ... must have been quite a ride; hair that sticks on my hands; i am zappin in and out; feels great.
18:42: this is the review; did some groceries dumped my old paper and d has left; still not baseline; typical for tryptamines; the trip was very strong, no thinking no intergration of past events; just a relatively fast intense psychedelic experience; due to the low dose the usual geometric patterns of mushrooms were never present; when meo kicked in i got a as far as my knowlidge goes a lsd like trip with a kickstart; very different then my previous experiences with only meo; as if the tryptamines amplified each other nearing the point of temporary enlightment[+3 shulgin rating scale].
at 12:30 i was allready trippin from the mushrooms i left my text unchanged to give an impression of the intensity; my soulmate was watchin tv what influenced the trip. and we had a conversation during my experiment she saw nothing peculiar about my behaviour and looks; at the same time my soul was being spun round the axis of the psychedelic dimension; i found myself writing on a paper that seemed to fly beneath my pen without touching it; the ink flooded on the paper like paint brush; while on the carpet every hair was pulsating; softly touched by colourfull lights from a unknown lightsource; shadows on the walls movin; i never lost my mind and felt quite energized but my brain was in no way capable of handeling these sensations and at the same time acting towards somekind of goal;movement and actions were clumsy; the peak was short but seemed due to time stretchin twice as long; residual feelings lasted a lot longer; will do it again and then double the dose of one [or both]. peace.
decided is to put up this experience i logged during the event. hey it even met up to the guidelines. i remember now another influence that played an important role during that time. it was just after the disaster in new york which almost continuesly was on tv here. and made a big impact on everyone. one part of it sufaces in the rapport "the war is continueing on the background [tv]". i recall great empathy for all people on earth during it. and sadness about the world we have to live in together. even now i don t understand why. anyway that s it still not repeated it however reading it creates the appetite to do so. mmm...
