Marauder
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I have taken MPA in the past with mixed results. It has always been either very good (productive, worthwhile, no problems) or had started out OK but quickly began making me feel very sick. Anyway, I'm tired of Monster and coffee which aren't doing much because I haven't slept since I got up on Friday at 4:00 PM.
The times prefixed with ~ happened 'a few hours' before I began keeping track of time and vitals.
I felt tired but otherwise OK before taking this dose. I normally take bupropion 400 mg/day
and zoloft 200 mg/day but have not taken my doses yet. I have taken about 10 etizolam in the past
24 hours. I have some lingering sedation. My benzo tolerance is high and these light blue chalky no-taste 1mg etizolam pellets are very weak.
Here are some notes on my observations with MPA:
* The order was made in the UK but it shipped from elsewhere. I don't know its exact origin.
* It is powder and rocks, slightly off-white. The more it is exposed to air/heat, the darker it gets.
* The powder has a tendency to absorb water from the air and turn darker, eventually
into a brownish slime. It MUST be stored in at least a GLASS masor jar in the fridge.
* MPA use makes my piss very dark yellow, almost orange.
* I've had times where I dosed multiple times with no side effects, but I had incidents
where I dosed moderately after full sleep and afterwards felt very sick. I had a headache,
I was irritable, nauseated, feverish. I have never had that happen to me on ANY drug. This
happened the last time I took MPA a few weeks ago. I have not touched it since today.
The old stash that was kept out is a brown slime (discarded), but the fridge stock is powder/clumps.
Sometimes I feel like MPA is a clean and very therapeutic agent, and other times I feel like it
is highly toxic simply due to the severe after effects or crash. Sleeping it off usually works,
and this may be related to my pharmaceutical meds? Anyway, ...
* There were many experiences where I stopped and said to myself, "damn this feels like a gentler, longer lasting MDPV" but etizolam/zoloft/wellbutrin are always in the mix in various doses and for the past few weeks I have been eyeballing and carelessly too.
JULY 14 2013
~4:00 AM: Insufflated around 30 mg MPA
Decided to insufflate for a change. I usually take oral with great results.
Usual oral dose eyeballed 50-150 mg and redosed as needed.
~4:45 AM: Insufflated around 30 mg MPA
The first dose above made me feel more awake, focused and
determined to finish what I'm doing. Not so much irritability
but I feel edgy about switching tasks. At this point (and in general)
this is a fantastic work/study drug.
I am going to stay up and get most pending tasks done. I have a strong
urge to.. sit down and work on every project idea I've been planning out
lately, or even just a strong urge to write or have a productive discussion.
There is no euphoria, which makes this a GREAT study/work aid. I'm "fine" at
this point but I am seeking euphoria. I wait until around 7:30 AM and call my
cocaine dealer. He delivers the purest coke I've ever had for a reasonable
price. He does not sell/deliver during the Islamic month of Ramadan so this might
be an issue. I have other connects but this dude's product looks just like the coke
in the "purifying cocaine" results picture.
I've never had coke that was uniform in color and texture, and where the rocks
easily broke down. It has the MDPV hydrophillic look, no burn, no crash. My friend
who doesn't stimulants tried this coke and said "damn man, cocaine is bad because
it feels fucking amazing but also benign and clean. I can see myself taking this everyday."
He didn't pick up, so I will get started on errands while I wait.
7:30 AM: I'm cleaning up the house and find the scale. I weigh and dose a little less than 100mg oral
8:12 AM: Came out of the shower. Let's check vitals (heart rate + BP)
pulse: 106
sys: 151 mmHg
dia: 109 mmHg
8:28 AM: I feel awake, motivated and eager to be productive. It feels like a hybrid of
Modafinil and a low dose of Adderall. or it feels like you are physically
dependent on adderall and missed your dose for a few days, and now you finally
dosed and you feel back to your old self.
I feel like "I'm back" - Normal life occurs on automatic. I look and sound the
same usually, but my head is elsewhere and I lack drive. I feel like my true
self is normally locked up while my body is on autopilot trying to get by with
as little higher brain function use as possible (depression.)
8:32 AM: Dry mouth. I've been having dry mouth since my first insufflated dose.
8:39 AM: Hydrated. I will take vitals again before beginning errands
pulse: 112 BPM
sys: 146 mmHg
dia: 99 mmHg
9:08 AM: The dry mouth is becoming a nuisance and I feel as though I've hit a ceiling or the effects take awhile to build up. I'm shifting between wanting to get up and do something active out of the house, vs just lying here reading and writing.
I'm going out. I will report my experience as soon as I get back (in 1hr) but I am holding off on redosing and still waiting on a response for an 8 ball.
10:31 AM: Did my MPA lose a lot of potency? It's stored in an ideal location, but feels impotent compared to previous experiences. I'm between awake and lazy. Not tired, but not in the mood to work on things I wouldn't enjoy working on while sober. That's not necessarily a bad thing, but it has gotten my hopes down.
Should I try another ROA? It might be the lack of sleep, stress, medication or just a long lasting tolerance (1 week stim free, before that I was on coke binges, no MPA or amphetamines in at least 30 days prior to this.)
I suppose all my babble may simply be translated into "I didn't recall MPA being this moreish" but I do remember that its effects on me were not subtle. Indeed, they were uplifting—nowhere near coke but like a less euphoric 4-FMA.
I'm doing whatever task(s) happen to be in my way. I can't sit still for very long and I'm probably clenching unconsciously.
1:22 PM: Not much of a comedown but 3mg etizolam aint no never hurt nobody had it? The idea of nap vs staying up: I could use a nap more than a redose right now. I'm at a point where the next dose will be great for a few hours, and then I'll be aching and stuck in bed until tomorrow, at least according my prior experiences with constant redosing on MPA.
pulse: 96 BPM
sys: 147 mmHg
dia: 104 mmHg
The times prefixed with ~ happened 'a few hours' before I began keeping track of time and vitals.
I felt tired but otherwise OK before taking this dose. I normally take bupropion 400 mg/day
and zoloft 200 mg/day but have not taken my doses yet. I have taken about 10 etizolam in the past
24 hours. I have some lingering sedation. My benzo tolerance is high and these light blue chalky no-taste 1mg etizolam pellets are very weak.
Here are some notes on my observations with MPA:
* The order was made in the UK but it shipped from elsewhere. I don't know its exact origin.
* It is powder and rocks, slightly off-white. The more it is exposed to air/heat, the darker it gets.
* The powder has a tendency to absorb water from the air and turn darker, eventually
into a brownish slime. It MUST be stored in at least a GLASS masor jar in the fridge.
* MPA use makes my piss very dark yellow, almost orange.
* I've had times where I dosed multiple times with no side effects, but I had incidents
where I dosed moderately after full sleep and afterwards felt very sick. I had a headache,
I was irritable, nauseated, feverish. I have never had that happen to me on ANY drug. This
happened the last time I took MPA a few weeks ago. I have not touched it since today.
The old stash that was kept out is a brown slime (discarded), but the fridge stock is powder/clumps.
Sometimes I feel like MPA is a clean and very therapeutic agent, and other times I feel like it
is highly toxic simply due to the severe after effects or crash. Sleeping it off usually works,
and this may be related to my pharmaceutical meds? Anyway, ...
* There were many experiences where I stopped and said to myself, "damn this feels like a gentler, longer lasting MDPV" but etizolam/zoloft/wellbutrin are always in the mix in various doses and for the past few weeks I have been eyeballing and carelessly too.
JULY 14 2013
~4:00 AM: Insufflated around 30 mg MPA
Decided to insufflate for a change. I usually take oral with great results.
Usual oral dose eyeballed 50-150 mg and redosed as needed.
~4:45 AM: Insufflated around 30 mg MPA
The first dose above made me feel more awake, focused and
determined to finish what I'm doing. Not so much irritability
but I feel edgy about switching tasks. At this point (and in general)
this is a fantastic work/study drug.
I am going to stay up and get most pending tasks done. I have a strong
urge to.. sit down and work on every project idea I've been planning out
lately, or even just a strong urge to write or have a productive discussion.
There is no euphoria, which makes this a GREAT study/work aid. I'm "fine" at
this point but I am seeking euphoria. I wait until around 7:30 AM and call my
cocaine dealer. He delivers the purest coke I've ever had for a reasonable
price. He does not sell/deliver during the Islamic month of Ramadan so this might
be an issue. I have other connects but this dude's product looks just like the coke
in the "purifying cocaine" results picture.
I've never had coke that was uniform in color and texture, and where the rocks
easily broke down. It has the MDPV hydrophillic look, no burn, no crash. My friend
who doesn't stimulants tried this coke and said "damn man, cocaine is bad because
it feels fucking amazing but also benign and clean. I can see myself taking this everyday."
He didn't pick up, so I will get started on errands while I wait.
7:30 AM: I'm cleaning up the house and find the scale. I weigh and dose a little less than 100mg oral
8:12 AM: Came out of the shower. Let's check vitals (heart rate + BP)
pulse: 106
sys: 151 mmHg
dia: 109 mmHg
8:28 AM: I feel awake, motivated and eager to be productive. It feels like a hybrid of
Modafinil and a low dose of Adderall. or it feels like you are physically
dependent on adderall and missed your dose for a few days, and now you finally
dosed and you feel back to your old self.
I feel like "I'm back" - Normal life occurs on automatic. I look and sound the
same usually, but my head is elsewhere and I lack drive. I feel like my true
self is normally locked up while my body is on autopilot trying to get by with
as little higher brain function use as possible (depression.)
8:32 AM: Dry mouth. I've been having dry mouth since my first insufflated dose.
8:39 AM: Hydrated. I will take vitals again before beginning errands
pulse: 112 BPM
sys: 146 mmHg
dia: 99 mmHg
9:08 AM: The dry mouth is becoming a nuisance and I feel as though I've hit a ceiling or the effects take awhile to build up. I'm shifting between wanting to get up and do something active out of the house, vs just lying here reading and writing.
I'm going out. I will report my experience as soon as I get back (in 1hr) but I am holding off on redosing and still waiting on a response for an 8 ball.
10:31 AM: Did my MPA lose a lot of potency? It's stored in an ideal location, but feels impotent compared to previous experiences. I'm between awake and lazy. Not tired, but not in the mood to work on things I wouldn't enjoy working on while sober. That's not necessarily a bad thing, but it has gotten my hopes down.
Should I try another ROA? It might be the lack of sleep, stress, medication or just a long lasting tolerance (1 week stim free, before that I was on coke binges, no MPA or amphetamines in at least 30 days prior to this.)
I suppose all my babble may simply be translated into "I didn't recall MPA being this moreish" but I do remember that its effects on me were not subtle. Indeed, they were uplifting—nowhere near coke but like a less euphoric 4-FMA.
I'm doing whatever task(s) happen to be in my way. I can't sit still for very long and I'm probably clenching unconsciously.
1:22 PM: Not much of a comedown but 3mg etizolam aint no never hurt nobody had it? The idea of nap vs staying up: I could use a nap more than a redose right now. I'm at a point where the next dose will be great for a few hours, and then I'll be aching and stuck in bed until tomorrow, at least according my prior experiences with constant redosing on MPA.
pulse: 96 BPM
sys: 147 mmHg
dia: 104 mmHg
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