psychedelicsoul
Bluelighter
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For me, it'd had to be a double spice blunt. That's a blunt filled with spice, wrapped into a bigger blunt filled with spice. It's a blunt wthin a blunt... bluntception...
I smoked two spice blunts at once, in one huge cigar sized mount of spice... It was either caution gold or OMG
But I had some fucked up hallucinations. I mean I'd see images flash before me, I even felt the contact of God and the grim reaper. It was a strange reptilian overload that ruled above us. I was so scared. I just feel like hugging someone, it was really traumatic. I don't thinkt here are others who could understand the fear of a hallucinogenic addictive drug like spice... You feel the presence of spirits, you feel disphoria. You just feel alone, and sometimes you just wanna die. You wish you could die. But you're too scared to die. You have to bear it all alone, because nobody else would understand. The feeling of ego death... the feeling of who you are slipping away and disconnection from your body and mind. You feel nothing sometimes. It's like your identity and emotions mutate and die right before you. You feel alone and scared but you can't scream. Sometiems you do scream and you pray to all these presences around you and you have to suffer the dysphoria anyway. It the fleating happy moments you feel your soul in tune with the movements and the rhythems of your mind... but it's only a matter of time before you lose your sanity and the fear overtakes you. You feel your thoughts rushing too fast for you to keep track off. And sometimes it's like you can't think at all. You try to think, but nothing comes through your conciousness.. but fear, because you think you're dying...
And then you live.. and one day you do it again, after all that sorrow...
And yes, that was the craziest shit I smoked.
I smoked two spice blunts at once, in one huge cigar sized mount of spice... It was either caution gold or OMG
But I had some fucked up hallucinations. I mean I'd see images flash before me, I even felt the contact of God and the grim reaper. It was a strange reptilian overload that ruled above us. I was so scared. I just feel like hugging someone, it was really traumatic. I don't thinkt here are others who could understand the fear of a hallucinogenic addictive drug like spice... You feel the presence of spirits, you feel disphoria. You just feel alone, and sometimes you just wanna die. You wish you could die. But you're too scared to die. You have to bear it all alone, because nobody else would understand. The feeling of ego death... the feeling of who you are slipping away and disconnection from your body and mind. You feel nothing sometimes. It's like your identity and emotions mutate and die right before you. You feel alone and scared but you can't scream. Sometiems you do scream and you pray to all these presences around you and you have to suffer the dysphoria anyway. It the fleating happy moments you feel your soul in tune with the movements and the rhythems of your mind... but it's only a matter of time before you lose your sanity and the fear overtakes you. You feel your thoughts rushing too fast for you to keep track off. And sometimes it's like you can't think at all. You try to think, but nothing comes through your conciousness.. but fear, because you think you're dying...
And then you live.. and one day you do it again, after all that sorrow...
And yes, that was the craziest shit I smoked.