Pain_in_vain
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 13, 2023
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I am a former BLer comming back forom BL detox. But cravings for BL and BLeres became too strong so I caved...and here I am.
I need insights from other people so I can better understand my predicament. I don't see what I don't see and more views I get better understanding I will have. So please don't hold back.
First I want to state that 'pseudoaddiction' was certainly overplayed by big pharma to sell as much opioid medication as fast as possible. But I have come to realise that my problems with opioids were created exactly cause of dynamics explained by 'pseudoaddiction'. For many years my problens were ignored by my GP and it took me several years before I was X-rayed. There were visible problems with my back and same happened with MRI...and in the end with EMG/EMNG examination. In the end the whole host of problems were found from inborn pronlrms with my back, spinal stenosis, demineralisation of lower spine, polyneuropathy, neuralgia...and it took years for all this tests to be completed (lousy medical system). But I had to work and function so I started to take opioids (pharmaceuticals) on my own as my GP didnt want to prescribe anything except tramadol up to 150mg.
I will cut to the matters of my question. As I couldnt pay for morphine and oxycodone tabs on the street (less offer, higher prices and higher tolerance) I transfered to nethadone. So now I was, and am, registered as an opioid addict. Nevertheless I tried all SSRIs/SNRIs/tricyclics , gabapentinoids and every kind of non-pharmacological therapies - excercise, magnetic therapy, acupuncture, trigger point...you name it.
Few weeks ago addiction psychiatrist that I go to prescribed morphine on top of 50mg of methadone. I was surprised, but at the same time confused. See I got 12h slow release morphine but only one 60mg tab. I didn't think it would be useful with 50mg methadone but hopefully this is just to test the waters and I msy have start the journey of transition ftom methadone to morphine.
This 60mg SR morphinpe even helped me as I was able to sleep better since I started to take them in the afternoon.
My question are:
1) Can I get propper pain relief from morphine if I stay on 50mg of methadone?
2) How much of morphine (oral, slow release) would bring truly felt benefits if I was left on 50mg methadone but morphine was raised.
3) From your experience (as web calculators are all over the map) what amount of oral morphine would actually be needed to replace methadone all together?
Thabk you BLers for existing and replying.
I need insights from other people so I can better understand my predicament. I don't see what I don't see and more views I get better understanding I will have. So please don't hold back.
First I want to state that 'pseudoaddiction' was certainly overplayed by big pharma to sell as much opioid medication as fast as possible. But I have come to realise that my problems with opioids were created exactly cause of dynamics explained by 'pseudoaddiction'. For many years my problens were ignored by my GP and it took me several years before I was X-rayed. There were visible problems with my back and same happened with MRI...and in the end with EMG/EMNG examination. In the end the whole host of problems were found from inborn pronlrms with my back, spinal stenosis, demineralisation of lower spine, polyneuropathy, neuralgia...and it took years for all this tests to be completed (lousy medical system). But I had to work and function so I started to take opioids (pharmaceuticals) on my own as my GP didnt want to prescribe anything except tramadol up to 150mg.
I will cut to the matters of my question. As I couldnt pay for morphine and oxycodone tabs on the street (less offer, higher prices and higher tolerance) I transfered to nethadone. So now I was, and am, registered as an opioid addict. Nevertheless I tried all SSRIs/SNRIs/tricyclics , gabapentinoids and every kind of non-pharmacological therapies - excercise, magnetic therapy, acupuncture, trigger point...you name it.
Few weeks ago addiction psychiatrist that I go to prescribed morphine on top of 50mg of methadone. I was surprised, but at the same time confused. See I got 12h slow release morphine but only one 60mg tab. I didn't think it would be useful with 50mg methadone but hopefully this is just to test the waters and I msy have start the journey of transition ftom methadone to morphine.
This 60mg SR morphinpe even helped me as I was able to sleep better since I started to take them in the afternoon.
My question are:
1) Can I get propper pain relief from morphine if I stay on 50mg of methadone?
2) How much of morphine (oral, slow release) would bring truly felt benefits if I was left on 50mg methadone but morphine was raised.
3) From your experience (as web calculators are all over the map) what amount of oral morphine would actually be needed to replace methadone all together?
Thabk you BLers for existing and replying.