Thug Love
Bluelighter
I was in 8th grade and I must have been 13 or 14 years old; so my memory of this is a bit foggy. I remember looking up vicodin on the internet since I had stolen some from my dad and tried it a few times. While looking at drug info on vicodin on the internet I looked at a bit of info on some other drugs. One of the drugs I looked at was morning glory seeds. It said it was legal so I thought that was sweet.
Then a bit later in the month I was at my grandmas. She had a big garden so she had a shitload of seed packets. Some of the seeds happened to be morning glories. She must have had like 20 packets of those. I remembered reading about it so I grabbed a packet. I looked up morning glory seeds at the internet for a bit and it said you need like 200 seeds to get high. And my packet only had like 100 or so. So the next time I went to my grandmas I grabbed like 6 more packets. I wanted to get really high. I counted out all the seeds and I had over 700 seeds.
It was a nice sunny day outside, the day after Easter. It was a Monday and I had that day off from school so it seemed like the perfect day. The internet said you needed to chop them up so I just threw them in my coffee grinder and grinded them up. I put the powder in a bag and waited until my dad went to work. I mixed it with water and sugar and chugged it. It tasted nasty as fuck. I didn’t really know what it would do. I didn’t read to much into it, I just knew it was ’comparable to acid’ or someshit. I didn’t even know what acid did, all I knew was it gets you high.
I didn’t know how long it would take to kick in so I immediately went out side away from my brother and skateboarded around with my friend. I didn’t tell him that I was on anything cause he would have gotten pissed. We just walked around, skated and talked for a few hours. I didn’t feel much.
After like 2.5 hours it just hit me. I got a mental feeling of being pretty stoned, but still in a very different way. My body felt heavy and weird. I looked down the long street and saw these racing static lines. Colors got much brighter. I know I had more crazy visual changes but I cant really remember them at this point. At first it was overwhelming since all I had done before this was take vicodin and drink alcohol. We walked to the park and some people from my school were playing football. They asked if I wanted to play and I just like stumbled around, laughed and said no.
Visually everything was brighter and my vision was all wavy and shit. I had some ‘hallucinations’ but not what I was expecting so I didn’t really pay attention to them (I expected hallucinations to be like pink elephants jumping around). Mentally I felt so happy and stoned.
We go to his house and at this point I was peeking. I laid on his floor while he played ps2 and I just thought about how crazy this was. I felt extremely euphoric. My friend was like wtf are you on cause I was like rolling around on the ground doing weird shit. My mom calls me home and I walk home listening to music. It was the best its ever sounded. And each song sounded like the first time I ever listened to it. I remember looking at this statue in this persons yard and I looked like it was moving around. I just laughed at it for a minute. I had never felt anything like this before so it was really fun.
I came home and ate dinner. It had came down a bit. It felt like it was my first time doing everything. I used a fork to eat my dinner and it was like my first time using a fork. First time sitting in a chair. First time watching TV ect. I went to my room and watched TV and felt ‘ego loss’. I didn’t like it because I didn’t know what it was but I got used to it and thought about my life and shit. At the time I thought it was going to change me forever and seemed really profound and shit.
My posters looked like they were moving and waving around. But I didn’t really care, at this point I was just focusing on the mental trip. I thought about my self and it was like I forgot who I was. Like I forgot all my past ideas and that moment was my first time being alive. Hard to explain but I kind of get this feeling on DXM but I don’t really like that feeling on DXM.
After a while I came down and felt amazing. I couldn’t believe what I had been through. For some reason I didn’t try it again, I think it was because I was scared my grandma would notice the missing seed packets. This was a good trip but I should have known more about the effects of morning glory seeds. I bet if I tried the same amount today it would be better because I know a lot more about drugs and shit.
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Then a bit later in the month I was at my grandmas. She had a big garden so she had a shitload of seed packets. Some of the seeds happened to be morning glories. She must have had like 20 packets of those. I remembered reading about it so I grabbed a packet. I looked up morning glory seeds at the internet for a bit and it said you need like 200 seeds to get high. And my packet only had like 100 or so. So the next time I went to my grandmas I grabbed like 6 more packets. I wanted to get really high. I counted out all the seeds and I had over 700 seeds.
It was a nice sunny day outside, the day after Easter. It was a Monday and I had that day off from school so it seemed like the perfect day. The internet said you needed to chop them up so I just threw them in my coffee grinder and grinded them up. I put the powder in a bag and waited until my dad went to work. I mixed it with water and sugar and chugged it. It tasted nasty as fuck. I didn’t really know what it would do. I didn’t read to much into it, I just knew it was ’comparable to acid’ or someshit. I didn’t even know what acid did, all I knew was it gets you high.
I didn’t know how long it would take to kick in so I immediately went out side away from my brother and skateboarded around with my friend. I didn’t tell him that I was on anything cause he would have gotten pissed. We just walked around, skated and talked for a few hours. I didn’t feel much.
After like 2.5 hours it just hit me. I got a mental feeling of being pretty stoned, but still in a very different way. My body felt heavy and weird. I looked down the long street and saw these racing static lines. Colors got much brighter. I know I had more crazy visual changes but I cant really remember them at this point. At first it was overwhelming since all I had done before this was take vicodin and drink alcohol. We walked to the park and some people from my school were playing football. They asked if I wanted to play and I just like stumbled around, laughed and said no.
Visually everything was brighter and my vision was all wavy and shit. I had some ‘hallucinations’ but not what I was expecting so I didn’t really pay attention to them (I expected hallucinations to be like pink elephants jumping around). Mentally I felt so happy and stoned.
We go to his house and at this point I was peeking. I laid on his floor while he played ps2 and I just thought about how crazy this was. I felt extremely euphoric. My friend was like wtf are you on cause I was like rolling around on the ground doing weird shit. My mom calls me home and I walk home listening to music. It was the best its ever sounded. And each song sounded like the first time I ever listened to it. I remember looking at this statue in this persons yard and I looked like it was moving around. I just laughed at it for a minute. I had never felt anything like this before so it was really fun.
I came home and ate dinner. It had came down a bit. It felt like it was my first time doing everything. I used a fork to eat my dinner and it was like my first time using a fork. First time sitting in a chair. First time watching TV ect. I went to my room and watched TV and felt ‘ego loss’. I didn’t like it because I didn’t know what it was but I got used to it and thought about my life and shit. At the time I thought it was going to change me forever and seemed really profound and shit.
My posters looked like they were moving and waving around. But I didn’t really care, at this point I was just focusing on the mental trip. I thought about my self and it was like I forgot who I was. Like I forgot all my past ideas and that moment was my first time being alive. Hard to explain but I kind of get this feeling on DXM but I don’t really like that feeling on DXM.
After a while I came down and felt amazing. I couldn’t believe what I had been through. For some reason I didn’t try it again, I think it was because I was scared my grandma would notice the missing seed packets. This was a good trip but I should have known more about the effects of morning glory seeds. I bet if I tried the same amount today it would be better because I know a lot more about drugs and shit.
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