I had a good day yesterday. Man it's so fuckin nice not to have to work Tuesday afternoons! As I was halfway home, my phone rang. Oh great. Who the fuck could this be at this early hour? It was Johnny. I had completely forgotten about him. He had called last night wanting to know if I'd hang out at some motel and party with him, and that he had shit. "Sorry," I said. "Got to leave for work in 30 minutes." He said he might be calling back after work was over, but truthfully, I pretty much lost this crazy horniness that hit me like a ton of bricks for a couple months. It's weird the stuff I'm finding out about myself. I've been given numerous offers to hook up with various guys, and I just don't seem to want to do it. Perhaps I'm sure whoever I hook up with will only be a disappointment, and often times with someone I really don't know that is the case.
So, I did about 5 shots, kicked back, enjoyed myself, didn't go anywhere or do anything. I think what I love the most about drugs is that while on them, I'm constantly entertained. I can stay holed up in a single room for days with nothing but the PC or the radio for amusement. That's because most of my entertainment is showing me it's own vids in my head. It's weird how that happens, but it's true. I got 10 million phone calls it seemed like yesterday, but didn't feel like talking to anyone, especially creditors. I haven't run up any new debts, but the probation dept keeps calling. I know it's them because their number is always blocked. I dread having to deal with this shit. I want to get the most out of this vacation for sure. Too bad Erik doesn't live down the street like Aimee and Linda. I thought about going to see them yesterday, but the problem sometimes in doing that, is that I can't just offer Linda a line without Aimee and Don as well. I want to see them though, maybe tonight I will. I'm glad Erik got my card. Hope he was satisfied with the quality of Tina.
So, I did about 5 shots, kicked back, enjoyed myself, didn't go anywhere or do anything. I think what I love the most about drugs is that while on them, I'm constantly entertained. I can stay holed up in a single room for days with nothing but the PC or the radio for amusement. That's because most of my entertainment is showing me it's own vids in my head. It's weird how that happens, but it's true. I got 10 million phone calls it seemed like yesterday, but didn't feel like talking to anyone, especially creditors. I haven't run up any new debts, but the probation dept keeps calling. I know it's them because their number is always blocked. I dread having to deal with this shit. I want to get the most out of this vacation for sure. Too bad Erik doesn't live down the street like Aimee and Linda. I thought about going to see them yesterday, but the problem sometimes in doing that, is that I can't just offer Linda a line without Aimee and Don as well. I want to see them though, maybe tonight I will. I'm glad Erik got my card. Hope he was satisfied with the quality of Tina.