xxxkelsxxx
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I've done Molly several times. For years actually. Well this past weekend I bought what I thought was Molly.. I did a few finger dips around 1030pm. Snorted one line of it, and slowly did more throughout the night. I had a pretty good high from it, but wasn't like a Molly roll. It was a lot more chill. When I got home, I did the last bit of it. It was a half gram. Started taking it at 1030. Finished the bag off around 3am. I started to get really spacey after that. Just staring straight ahead. I couldn't look at anyone in the eye and had a hard time even creating sentences. Bout an hour later, it got worse. At this point, I couldn't barely talk at all. If I wanted to say something it took me like 10 minutes just to finally blurt out what I was trying to say, and when I did, it still was very difficult to speak clearly. My heart rate got up to 150, and my blood pressure was high. Hands and feet were freezing cold. Had the worst anxiety of my life. I had to hide under the covers completely. Couldn't peek out bc I felt like everyone was staring at me and I didn't want them to see my face bc I felt like a crazy person and I felt that I looked it too. Couldn't close my eyes either. When I did, everything would start shaking under my eyelids really bad. It's hard to explain. The vision I got when I closed by eyes was just like really bad shaky and my heart would start to feel like it was about to explode. This lasted until the next day around 5pm when I finally found a xanax bar to take to calm me. I went to bed that night, I was able to sleep fine (hence I had been awake for over 48 hrs) I thought it was all over. I was so happy when I went to bed that night thinking it was over. Well woke up the next morning, still felt kinda spacy. So I went to work. When I got there, I still couldn't make eye contact with ppl. I felt like they knew something was wrong with me. And when I tried to just sit at my desk and work, no talking, my hands were shaking my heart was racing, I had a Very hard time breathing, I began to cry and had to leave. I am now at home trying to find more xanax to get through it. The anxiety went down some but as I stand up or talk to someone face to face it comes back again. I've never in life had a drug give me these awful effects, esp not for this long. It's lunchtime here now. Someone I know said it could've been metholyne which I've never heard of! Has anyone else ever experienced anything like that when doing this drug? I did read something ab it saying you should only like a small small amount... so doing a whole half gram in a night might've caused it? I've read up on stuff and it said a lot of those ways I felt were signs of overdose. Should the dose of this drug been taken differently and this not of happened? Please share your experiences with me so I can be informed in the future! (Also I take Wellbutrin 300mg daily and blood pressure meds)
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Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_bodyload
exptype_difficult
roacode_oral
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