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Greenlighter
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6 months ago I started drinking a few beers in the evening, first 2-3 beers, then 4, sometimes 5. Then 3 weeks ago I started to note cravings for a drink in the morning to which I stupidly gave in at some days. Now it seems like dependency has already set in, I can feel how the first 1-2 beers in the morning actually only make me normal again. Right now I'm at 6-7 beers/day and the dependency seems to grow faster and faster with every day and every beer. So, this shit has to stop now, I cannot drink any more of this f*cking poison. The last 3 days I've gone more and more downhill, vomiting in the mornings and waking up all the time during the night sweating like crazy.
Yesterday I tried to find out about the extent of the physical dependency so I refrained from drinking in the morning. At about 3PM I started experiencing withdrawal symptoms, most notably very strong agitation, some undefinable pain all around my body, sweating, very rapid heartbeat and light vertigo. I resumed drinking shortly after but the "feeling" of withdrawal didn't really go away, I was plagued by horrifying nightmares all throughout the night and woke up every hour or so.
So today I decided to go to the doctor. I told her all about what happened and how f*cking stupid I was, told her about the withdrawal symptoms and so on. When I was finished she shrugged and asked me if I wanted to go to a closed mental hospital for detox. I told her no, I'd really rather not because I do not drink 2 bottles of vodka a day yet and do not believe a closed mental institution to be a good place for withdrawal, especially because I'm only 22 years old. She asked me why I was in her office then and I told her that I needed a doctor to go to if shit hits the fan during my self-detox and to please give me 3 or 4 days worth of Benzodiazepines so I wouldn't die of a heart attack in 2 days. She told me to get out of her office.
Anyway, my mum happily gave me 20 x 50mg slow-release tablets of an opiate called Tilidin. It's not available in the United States at all as far as I know but in Europe it is widely used for strong pain. I do not know how strong it is given my lack of experience with opiates but I've taken both 50mg Tilidin and 3mg Morphine once and the Morphine felt approximately twice as strong.
Generally speaking, is it a good idea to use opiates during alcohol withdrawal? My physical health is not the best at the moment and my nutritional intake is HORRIBLE but I cannot continue f*cking drinking any more, I feel like the alcohol sucks up any vitamins and energy I happen to take in.
Thank you very much!
Yesterday I tried to find out about the extent of the physical dependency so I refrained from drinking in the morning. At about 3PM I started experiencing withdrawal symptoms, most notably very strong agitation, some undefinable pain all around my body, sweating, very rapid heartbeat and light vertigo. I resumed drinking shortly after but the "feeling" of withdrawal didn't really go away, I was plagued by horrifying nightmares all throughout the night and woke up every hour or so.
So today I decided to go to the doctor. I told her all about what happened and how f*cking stupid I was, told her about the withdrawal symptoms and so on. When I was finished she shrugged and asked me if I wanted to go to a closed mental hospital for detox. I told her no, I'd really rather not because I do not drink 2 bottles of vodka a day yet and do not believe a closed mental institution to be a good place for withdrawal, especially because I'm only 22 years old. She asked me why I was in her office then and I told her that I needed a doctor to go to if shit hits the fan during my self-detox and to please give me 3 or 4 days worth of Benzodiazepines so I wouldn't die of a heart attack in 2 days. She told me to get out of her office.

Anyway, my mum happily gave me 20 x 50mg slow-release tablets of an opiate called Tilidin. It's not available in the United States at all as far as I know but in Europe it is widely used for strong pain. I do not know how strong it is given my lack of experience with opiates but I've taken both 50mg Tilidin and 3mg Morphine once and the Morphine felt approximately twice as strong.
Generally speaking, is it a good idea to use opiates during alcohol withdrawal? My physical health is not the best at the moment and my nutritional intake is HORRIBLE but I cannot continue f*cking drinking any more, I feel like the alcohol sucks up any vitamins and energy I happen to take in.
Thank you very much!
