LethalDeinonychus
Greenlighter
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- Jul 1, 2018
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Hi, rookie here.
I'm basically going through some issues right now and I'm trying my hardest to survive. Ironically, while trying I'm actually putting myself in danger, I am aware of that but it is what it is.
I would say I have high tolerance for most benzos; at one point I took 20mg of alprazolam and felt nothing special, although that probably isn't all that much to begin with. Maybe I'm just ignorant and lucky. In fact, I'd say I simply felt even more irritated than before I took all those. I did fall asleep at the end but no "blackouts" or anything dramatic.
Right now I'm taking 2mg of clonazepam (prescribed), I'll admit I don't at all use it as I'm supposed to because I'll down around 6 pills at once to try to knock myself out whenever something rough comes up. And it hasn't really been working so I'm guessing my body's kinda okay with me taking them at this point.
Today I took 6mg of clonazepam (because that's the only amount I had left at the moment) along with 5 beers and it partially worked - I did fall asleep but nothing too drastic happened. In fact, I got a phone call a couple of hours later and that was enough to wake me up.
Frustrated, I went and bought another 2l bottle of beer, drank it all within half an hour and took some fluphenazine I had leftover from when I was taking it daily - I think it was 4 milligrams. I know it's a totally different type of drug but I'm trying my best here.
I'm feeling drowsy, I experience some weird sensations I can't fully describe - my question is basically how far am I allowed to go given all this info to avoid not waking up? And, more importantly, how much mixing and dosing is enough to kill me? I realize it highly depends on the individual but I'm just looking for general input here. Because I want to just sleep, I don't want to deal with the world right now, but I realize killing myself would cause problems for others so I'll set it aside for now.
There's nobody around me to notice something going wrong, that's why I'm asking strangers.
Thanks in advance to anyone that answers.
I'm basically going through some issues right now and I'm trying my hardest to survive. Ironically, while trying I'm actually putting myself in danger, I am aware of that but it is what it is.
I would say I have high tolerance for most benzos; at one point I took 20mg of alprazolam and felt nothing special, although that probably isn't all that much to begin with. Maybe I'm just ignorant and lucky. In fact, I'd say I simply felt even more irritated than before I took all those. I did fall asleep at the end but no "blackouts" or anything dramatic.
Right now I'm taking 2mg of clonazepam (prescribed), I'll admit I don't at all use it as I'm supposed to because I'll down around 6 pills at once to try to knock myself out whenever something rough comes up. And it hasn't really been working so I'm guessing my body's kinda okay with me taking them at this point.
Today I took 6mg of clonazepam (because that's the only amount I had left at the moment) along with 5 beers and it partially worked - I did fall asleep but nothing too drastic happened. In fact, I got a phone call a couple of hours later and that was enough to wake me up.
Frustrated, I went and bought another 2l bottle of beer, drank it all within half an hour and took some fluphenazine I had leftover from when I was taking it daily - I think it was 4 milligrams. I know it's a totally different type of drug but I'm trying my best here.
I'm feeling drowsy, I experience some weird sensations I can't fully describe - my question is basically how far am I allowed to go given all this info to avoid not waking up? And, more importantly, how much mixing and dosing is enough to kill me? I realize it highly depends on the individual but I'm just looking for general input here. Because I want to just sleep, I don't want to deal with the world right now, but I realize killing myself would cause problems for others so I'll set it aside for now.
There's nobody around me to notice something going wrong, that's why I'm asking strangers.
Thanks in advance to anyone that answers.