~Missing the moments~

[cherub]

I hate being Mushy, and emotional, I only see it as a sign of weakness.
But lately things have been hitting me alittle hard.

I have this urge for someone
Yes I admit, I enjoy some aspects of being single. I enjoy my alone time.
and right now I have no desire to give up being single.

I have been through some hard times in the past with men. But we all survive we all get through. I am not afraid, I just feel I need more time to just be me.

Lately I dont even have the urge to seek a relationship with anyone
I just miss somethings.

I miss being held mostly, that knowing someone you care wants to hold you and you crave to be in their arms, wrapped around you tightly.

Those silent moments caressing eachothers in silence
whispering very little words, kisses and smiles
the contentness of just being there.

Those walks hand in hand, that squeeze when you look at eachother and one winks and the other laughs. Then you both just sigh

I don't want it everyday, just a moment here and there
I know the idea of love is nice
But lately I don't feel the need to seek it or for it to seek me

I just miss the moments
so for now
I will just hold to some memories.

 

[bisKi]

*hugs*

I can only imagine how it feels - i miss hugs and cuddles too - and this is not mushy

 

[Reverend_Lust]

I know where your comming from. I miss many parts of having a partner but i enjoy alot of parts of not having one. Dont let it worry you when it happens you will know it and no longer miss those things.

I know the idea of love is nice
But lately I don't feel the need to seek it or for it to seek me

so well said I like it

 

[cherub]

Biski you are awesome! ,,, thanks reverend

 

[LinZ-E]

cherub...your words are so beautiful...and so true...though you may not be seeking the deep, intrinsic 'love' others may be...just the temporary lust...or even the comfort from someone close...though if there will ever be a man who can respect your love...your life..and also play a role in your existance that may be so inbelievably important to you....whoever he is...he will never know how lucky he is....

 

[PsychoKitten]

Cherub, your writing is amazing because it always comes from the heart. Chin up honey, no matter what happens, no matter how many people fall by the wayside, there are always others who walk tall beside you and more who are fighting to enter your space.

*hugs*

 

[haste]

Certainly know how you are feeling, but keep your chin up cause good things always come to special people and they don't come anymore special than you

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

Thank You for this, Cherub.

I don't think anything could have summed up the way I feel right now any better. I just cannot be with anyone right now, but I long for that contact, every now and again. Just a touch.

It's good to know that after all we are still human

((Cherub))