Anyway when i woke up this morning and dosed back off for a few(as usual) i had a sexy dream and fuck if i didn't JIZZ IN MY PANTS(boxers)
Don't take this the wrong way Treefa, but I'm so glad I ran across this!! This happens to me literally every time I go through an opiate w/d, or like you've said, there is a lull in the pattern of use my body has come to expect. I'll have no sexual appetite whatsoever but lo and behold, on nights 2 and 3 of my w/d, like clockwork, i'll blast myself in my sleep. It's gotten to the point where i just expect it and dress for bed accordingly haha. It simply has to do with the fact that I'm a fertile young man all backed up from weeks of sexual neglect, either due to a complete lack of sex drive or even more confounding, opiated sex that went on for hours but never came to fruition. subsequently, the second my prostate is feeling up to the task it flushes the pipes, with or without captains orders.
In a weird way it's actually a good sign. Every time I go on a binge, which are usually about 3 months long, I worry that Im doing some sort of damage to my prostate by suddenly neglecting it of its scheduled maintenance for an extended period of time. But I've come to realize that even though losing a few pints in my PJ's might make me blush, at least it means that despite my best efforts at sabotaging my endocrine system, it's actually continuing to function quite nobly. I recently read a book on modern space travel that included a conversation with a male astronaut who had lived aboard the ISS for months. The topic of "self-gratification" came up, and he confirmed that though it was impossible to get the privacy required for "manual release", he had been trained that the body simply took care of the problem internally, as in "the inside of my space bag while i'm dreaming" internally, whenever necessary (it differs from male to male). point being, if it's good enough for NASA, it's good enough for me.
I suspect this is quite a common side-effect of opiate withdrawal, likely as universal as restless legs and insomnia if not much more stigmatized and a bit messier haha. the secrets out. if you're a male opiate user and you've inexplicably and unexpectedly made a mess of your manhood while trying to focus on your more socially acceptable symptoms, like uncontrollable diarrhea and cold sweats, then you're among friends. wipe up and move along...
