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Good evening Bluelighters!
I'm writing this post just to get this issue off my heart and possibly have some neutral feedback about my language syntax from native english speakers.
It appears as if I have experienced some changes in my manner of speech(or perhaps language syntax) and typing after consuming 4 or 5g of methylone over a period of 1.5 months which took place half of a year ago. Last 1g was consumed over the period of 24h during which I had no sleep. It resulted in psychosis which lasted about 12 hours, but significant afterglow was present for a few months until I re-started SSRI treatment.
During and after that 24h 1gram binge typing mistakes and slight presque vu started to occur. For example I missed spaces, letters and sometimes even words, this was accompanied with adding extra 'a' to numerous word endings (e.g. Hi, my is John, nicetomeet you. I live in an emty housa). Interestingly enough typing issues were present only when typing in english language, rarely in native language and never in handwriting and speech. By now these issues have almost completely diminished, phew!
What do you think - could it be damage to my brain or it was just mental difficulties resulting from traumatic experience? On the side note: is my post even comprehensive?
I'm writing this post just to get this issue off my heart and possibly have some neutral feedback about my language syntax from native english speakers.
It appears as if I have experienced some changes in my manner of speech(or perhaps language syntax) and typing after consuming 4 or 5g of methylone over a period of 1.5 months which took place half of a year ago. Last 1g was consumed over the period of 24h during which I had no sleep. It resulted in psychosis which lasted about 12 hours, but significant afterglow was present for a few months until I re-started SSRI treatment.
During and after that 24h 1gram binge typing mistakes and slight presque vu started to occur. For example I missed spaces, letters and sometimes even words, this was accompanied with adding extra 'a' to numerous word endings (e.g. Hi, my is John, nicetomeet you. I live in an emty housa). Interestingly enough typing issues were present only when typing in english language, rarely in native language and never in handwriting and speech. By now these issues have almost completely diminished, phew!
What do you think - could it be damage to my brain or it was just mental difficulties resulting from traumatic experience? On the side note: is my post even comprehensive?
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