benjalex
Bluelighter
Firstly, let me clear up any confusion with the title, I know riding the white pony usually means doing cocaine, but I feel it's an appropriate title for this trip report. Read on, and you'll find out why!
Male, 22, bout 16 stone 6 foot 3 In very good health and not on any prescription medication. Experienced drug user, but don't take as much as when I was a teenager maybe get "off it" a few times a year now, but smoke weed every week. Have used Ket a couple of times, but never really "holed" Just social use, with beers on a night out. Methoxetamine is being marketed as a legal, Ketamine alternative, so I assume that the effects would be similar.
Setting: In my flat with my younger brother Tom (19) and best friend Padre (son of a Vicar lol!), also 19. Both have been introduced to one RC after another by me since the Meph days. It's like a little thing we have going, we try them when we feel like it's appropriate. It's getting increasingly difficult to get hold of good illegals, so readily available alternatives are a real bonus.
So we'd been out enjoying the freaky warm weather, and have had a couple of pipes of nice Weed, played some football in the park by the river, but not really putting too much effort into it, pretty standard night. It got Dark and chilly, so me, Tom and Padre went back to my flat, I told them I had a surprise for them and their eyes light up, they know exactly what I mean!
We got back to mine and I immediately pulled out a 250mg baggy of "MXE" labelled up with the usual warnings, and purity information - stated as 99.19%.- no vendor discussion - The white power is very fine, and kinda flour-like, it clings to the bag, but settles to the bottom if you give it a shake.
10:00 - Bag was emptied onto an upturned glass casserole dish, split into a big pile and a little pile, roughly 2 to 1. The big pile was racked up into 3 lines, so roughly 55mg each line with another 3 lines worth of roughly 27mg each to leave until later. 3 large rum and cokes (bout a triple measure in a pint glass, topped up with fuck loads of ice) were prepared.
10:05 - 10er was rolled up and lines went up a treat, it burned a little but I liked it! I think racking up a good line with your mates is half the fun. I blocked the nostril I didn't use and give it a right good snort back, and I nearly throw up from the backdrop, again I like this, it seems to make it come on quicker for some reason, for me at least.
10:10 - Feelings of initial numbness and tingles remind me of a low dose of Salvia, so far so good! We drank the Rum and Cokes, no need for another we thought, so I just brought the bottle of Coke through from the kitchen for hydration if we needed it.
10:30 - After clicking through some YouTube videos, we decide to watch some footage of Portal - the game, as the new one came out that day, and we had been talking about it earlier. I think it must have been the robot lab technician voice that did it, because these vids send us all off on a mad un'! We watched in amazement at the world record play through, and the trailers for the new game sent the room spinning. I was starting to feel like I'd had a really good line of Ket, but everything seemed to be a bit nicer somehow. I was comfortable and warm, my extremities tingling and my mind was racing, probably with excitement as I didn't really know what to expect. I stood up and walked about, kinda felt a bit bouncy and in slow-mo, watching my hands wave in front of my face was fun, vision was blurred and sentences are were hard to string together. These effects continued, much the same for another half an hour or so, Tom and Padre reported similar effects.
From this point, times are approximate. I had my phone with me to try keep track of time for good reporting, but things started to get really messy from here!
At about 11:15 I decided it would be a good idea to have the next line, as I feel like I'm not going to get any further with this initial dose. Tom and Padre however say that they're starting to feel really fucked up, like they could be leaving earth! With that in mind, I set up another 3 lines from the remaining small pile, with one for me that was larger than the other two (at their request might I add) so I could get to the same level as them! The lines are done, and almost instantly, I feel like I've got it right. By now I must have had about 90mg of the stuff and it started really building into something special.
We decided to try some music out, and Padre was left in charge. First choice, 30 FUCKING SECONDS TO SHITTY MARS... not impressed to say the least. "Just listen to it man, it'll go well with the mood" said Padre. It didn't. More Spotify skipping was done until we eventually decided just to turn the thing off because we were too fucked up to care either way. By this time, we all had great difficulty talking, and performing simple tasks like talking and standing up became nearly impossible. We all ended up sprawled out in the living room, lights on, but with no music. Auditory hallucinations at this point were very noticeable, for me it was voices, every noise that was made could be interpreted as words, but I couldn't understand what they were saying, the slightest movement, a car going by, the cat, all sounded like voices. CEV's weren't intense, but reality seemed warped when I had my eyes open.
Crawling around was fun, I just felt so completely disconnected from my body, like I could see my hands, but they weren't mine. the room looked strange at this point too, like I knew it was my flat, but it looked completely different. I felt like my entire world was that flat, and nothing else existed in the outside world. What seemed like an hour passed, by this time, Tom and Padre were gone, like absolutely not on this planet! Both of them just glued to the spot, eyes closed, with dirty great big smiles on their faces, they were obviously in some far away land within their own heads. I, on the other hand was still very much on this planet, absolutely twatted, but still very aware where I was. I even managed to get up, and stumble through to my bedroom, where there was a mirror. I looked at myself, but couldn't really focus for too long. To be honest, I thought I'd have looked like more of a mess than I did, no pupil dilation, if anything I'd say they were constricted, but I'm used to seeing 2 flying saucer eyes staring back at me when I'm on anything so I could have been mistaken.
My ability to walk, while the other two were clearly in a hole shocked me. I was disappointed to say the least, how was it that they had less than me, but seemed to be tripping harder?! I later put this down to me thinking about it too much, I knew where I was, and that's all I could think about at first, also the taste of rum seemed to linger forever, which kinda played on my mind a bit too. I'm the kind of person that gets an idea stuck in my head, then finds it very hard to think of something else, for example if I went to bed, and I thought that I'd left the back door unlocked or something, I'd not be able to put it to the back of my mind, I'd have to check because it would be the only thing I could think of. I think this caused me to not be able to really let go and "hole".
Anyway, an hour or so passed (at least it felt like that) and Padre and Tom seemed to come round a little, I was sprawled out on the floor with my face against the stone fire place, it felt SOOO good that I must have been in that position for about an hour! We all sat up, and resumed what seemed like normal conversation, describing to each other what we'd experienced and how awesome it was. At one point, I could have sworn that I felt almost normal, but I don't think I was. We all got up and ventured into the kitchen to have a hit from a pipe each. We'd experienced the drug with little else in our system up to now, so we decided we'd try and mix it with a bit of good quality weed to see if it brought anything else on, then if not, we could call it a night and go to sleep, That was the plan anyway...
I took a hit from the home made pipe (washing up liquid bottles, with a screw in bowl make for an excellent device BTW) and almost immediately I regretted it. A while ago, I experimented with aMT and weed, and it left me feeling very much the same - very manic, with paranoid feelings, but less speedy. I didn't feel safe and warm anymore, I felt wrong. After about 15 mins, those feeling subsided but I was left feeling empty, like I was missing something I had before. I thought about trying to eat something, but I couldn't find anything I wanted. Tom and Padre described similar feelings, and we decided to try and just sleep it off. This however is when the night started properly for me.
I laid down on my bed, and it just felt like the most amazing thing ever! I'd just changed the sheets so it smelt AWESOME and it was really cool and comfortable. I positioned myself in the middle of the bed like a starfish, set my alarm for work in the morning, put Deftones - White Pony on and my journey begun. From the opening track, I knew I'd chosen the right album to drift off to, It's in my top 3 and always something I listen to when I'm on something, simply because it just sounds so fucking epic and right for whatever mood I'm in. Needless to say, I was in a hole, I felt myself leave the room as if I was flying towards the sky, I could feel every cell in my body tingling with pure pleasure as I was catapulted to the unknown.
I know every song on this album so well, but it sounded like I've never heard it before, I felt like I was the music and I had total control of what I wanted to do on my journey, my mind conjured things I never thought possible, an experience I will never forget. I feel so humble to have experienced it, I felt like my entire body was cleansed and I was re-born, like I could feel a fresh life source running through my entire self.
Each song brought with it new meaning, and a change in direction. My favourite track on the album is Change (in the house of flies) When I heard the opening guitar I just melted with pure bliss, cementing the track as a contender for my favourite song of all time. When I was spat out the other side after the album fished, I was able to bring myself back to earth fairly easily, Motor controls were shot, and I felt like I was made from wood which was VERY strange! I never felt out of control which was possibly the best part for me. After this I worked my way through Deftones latest release, Diamond Eyes, which didn't quite have the same impact, although the effects of the MXE were probably wearing off by then as it was about 4 or 5 hours from when I had started.
The album finished, and I decided to try and sleep, this wasn't easy, but I think I got a couple of hours of broken, trippy sleep before I got up at 6:30 to get ready for work nice and slowly. To my surprise, I woke up feeling totally fucked up, I could barely walk, never mind talk, so I ran a cold bath, and got in quickly which seemed to snap me out of the groggy feeling. I set off to work at 8:00 and grabbed a sausage and bacon butty on the way in, which I was easily able to eat. for the rest of the day I felt OK, and by the time quittin' time rolled round, I was feeling quite nice, like comfortable and happy.
In conclusion, it is an absolutely amazing substance, that could well take the crown as my favourite I've ever taken. I think for me at least, this is one to do by yourself in a place you feel totally comfortable. I have no doubt that If I'd gone straight to my bedroom after the first dose, I would have had an amazing experience. It's not something I'd do every weekend, although I can see the potential for abuse, I noticed that at a lower dose, it could be good for a social setting, as the warming, comfortable feeling I felt on the come up would accompany alcohol or weed nicely. One thing to say, it is VERY potent, so please be careful.
Male, 22, bout 16 stone 6 foot 3 In very good health and not on any prescription medication. Experienced drug user, but don't take as much as when I was a teenager maybe get "off it" a few times a year now, but smoke weed every week. Have used Ket a couple of times, but never really "holed" Just social use, with beers on a night out. Methoxetamine is being marketed as a legal, Ketamine alternative, so I assume that the effects would be similar.
Setting: In my flat with my younger brother Tom (19) and best friend Padre (son of a Vicar lol!), also 19. Both have been introduced to one RC after another by me since the Meph days. It's like a little thing we have going, we try them when we feel like it's appropriate. It's getting increasingly difficult to get hold of good illegals, so readily available alternatives are a real bonus.
So we'd been out enjoying the freaky warm weather, and have had a couple of pipes of nice Weed, played some football in the park by the river, but not really putting too much effort into it, pretty standard night. It got Dark and chilly, so me, Tom and Padre went back to my flat, I told them I had a surprise for them and their eyes light up, they know exactly what I mean!
We got back to mine and I immediately pulled out a 250mg baggy of "MXE" labelled up with the usual warnings, and purity information - stated as 99.19%.- no vendor discussion - The white power is very fine, and kinda flour-like, it clings to the bag, but settles to the bottom if you give it a shake.
10:00 - Bag was emptied onto an upturned glass casserole dish, split into a big pile and a little pile, roughly 2 to 1. The big pile was racked up into 3 lines, so roughly 55mg each line with another 3 lines worth of roughly 27mg each to leave until later. 3 large rum and cokes (bout a triple measure in a pint glass, topped up with fuck loads of ice) were prepared.
10:05 - 10er was rolled up and lines went up a treat, it burned a little but I liked it! I think racking up a good line with your mates is half the fun. I blocked the nostril I didn't use and give it a right good snort back, and I nearly throw up from the backdrop, again I like this, it seems to make it come on quicker for some reason, for me at least.
10:10 - Feelings of initial numbness and tingles remind me of a low dose of Salvia, so far so good! We drank the Rum and Cokes, no need for another we thought, so I just brought the bottle of Coke through from the kitchen for hydration if we needed it.
10:30 - After clicking through some YouTube videos, we decide to watch some footage of Portal - the game, as the new one came out that day, and we had been talking about it earlier. I think it must have been the robot lab technician voice that did it, because these vids send us all off on a mad un'! We watched in amazement at the world record play through, and the trailers for the new game sent the room spinning. I was starting to feel like I'd had a really good line of Ket, but everything seemed to be a bit nicer somehow. I was comfortable and warm, my extremities tingling and my mind was racing, probably with excitement as I didn't really know what to expect. I stood up and walked about, kinda felt a bit bouncy and in slow-mo, watching my hands wave in front of my face was fun, vision was blurred and sentences are were hard to string together. These effects continued, much the same for another half an hour or so, Tom and Padre reported similar effects.
From this point, times are approximate. I had my phone with me to try keep track of time for good reporting, but things started to get really messy from here!
At about 11:15 I decided it would be a good idea to have the next line, as I feel like I'm not going to get any further with this initial dose. Tom and Padre however say that they're starting to feel really fucked up, like they could be leaving earth! With that in mind, I set up another 3 lines from the remaining small pile, with one for me that was larger than the other two (at their request might I add) so I could get to the same level as them! The lines are done, and almost instantly, I feel like I've got it right. By now I must have had about 90mg of the stuff and it started really building into something special.
We decided to try some music out, and Padre was left in charge. First choice, 30 FUCKING SECONDS TO SHITTY MARS... not impressed to say the least. "Just listen to it man, it'll go well with the mood" said Padre. It didn't. More Spotify skipping was done until we eventually decided just to turn the thing off because we were too fucked up to care either way. By this time, we all had great difficulty talking, and performing simple tasks like talking and standing up became nearly impossible. We all ended up sprawled out in the living room, lights on, but with no music. Auditory hallucinations at this point were very noticeable, for me it was voices, every noise that was made could be interpreted as words, but I couldn't understand what they were saying, the slightest movement, a car going by, the cat, all sounded like voices. CEV's weren't intense, but reality seemed warped when I had my eyes open.
Crawling around was fun, I just felt so completely disconnected from my body, like I could see my hands, but they weren't mine. the room looked strange at this point too, like I knew it was my flat, but it looked completely different. I felt like my entire world was that flat, and nothing else existed in the outside world. What seemed like an hour passed, by this time, Tom and Padre were gone, like absolutely not on this planet! Both of them just glued to the spot, eyes closed, with dirty great big smiles on their faces, they were obviously in some far away land within their own heads. I, on the other hand was still very much on this planet, absolutely twatted, but still very aware where I was. I even managed to get up, and stumble through to my bedroom, where there was a mirror. I looked at myself, but couldn't really focus for too long. To be honest, I thought I'd have looked like more of a mess than I did, no pupil dilation, if anything I'd say they were constricted, but I'm used to seeing 2 flying saucer eyes staring back at me when I'm on anything so I could have been mistaken.
My ability to walk, while the other two were clearly in a hole shocked me. I was disappointed to say the least, how was it that they had less than me, but seemed to be tripping harder?! I later put this down to me thinking about it too much, I knew where I was, and that's all I could think about at first, also the taste of rum seemed to linger forever, which kinda played on my mind a bit too. I'm the kind of person that gets an idea stuck in my head, then finds it very hard to think of something else, for example if I went to bed, and I thought that I'd left the back door unlocked or something, I'd not be able to put it to the back of my mind, I'd have to check because it would be the only thing I could think of. I think this caused me to not be able to really let go and "hole".
Anyway, an hour or so passed (at least it felt like that) and Padre and Tom seemed to come round a little, I was sprawled out on the floor with my face against the stone fire place, it felt SOOO good that I must have been in that position for about an hour! We all sat up, and resumed what seemed like normal conversation, describing to each other what we'd experienced and how awesome it was. At one point, I could have sworn that I felt almost normal, but I don't think I was. We all got up and ventured into the kitchen to have a hit from a pipe each. We'd experienced the drug with little else in our system up to now, so we decided we'd try and mix it with a bit of good quality weed to see if it brought anything else on, then if not, we could call it a night and go to sleep, That was the plan anyway...
I took a hit from the home made pipe (washing up liquid bottles, with a screw in bowl make for an excellent device BTW) and almost immediately I regretted it. A while ago, I experimented with aMT and weed, and it left me feeling very much the same - very manic, with paranoid feelings, but less speedy. I didn't feel safe and warm anymore, I felt wrong. After about 15 mins, those feeling subsided but I was left feeling empty, like I was missing something I had before. I thought about trying to eat something, but I couldn't find anything I wanted. Tom and Padre described similar feelings, and we decided to try and just sleep it off. This however is when the night started properly for me.
I laid down on my bed, and it just felt like the most amazing thing ever! I'd just changed the sheets so it smelt AWESOME and it was really cool and comfortable. I positioned myself in the middle of the bed like a starfish, set my alarm for work in the morning, put Deftones - White Pony on and my journey begun. From the opening track, I knew I'd chosen the right album to drift off to, It's in my top 3 and always something I listen to when I'm on something, simply because it just sounds so fucking epic and right for whatever mood I'm in. Needless to say, I was in a hole, I felt myself leave the room as if I was flying towards the sky, I could feel every cell in my body tingling with pure pleasure as I was catapulted to the unknown.
I know every song on this album so well, but it sounded like I've never heard it before, I felt like I was the music and I had total control of what I wanted to do on my journey, my mind conjured things I never thought possible, an experience I will never forget. I feel so humble to have experienced it, I felt like my entire body was cleansed and I was re-born, like I could feel a fresh life source running through my entire self.
Each song brought with it new meaning, and a change in direction. My favourite track on the album is Change (in the house of flies) When I heard the opening guitar I just melted with pure bliss, cementing the track as a contender for my favourite song of all time. When I was spat out the other side after the album fished, I was able to bring myself back to earth fairly easily, Motor controls were shot, and I felt like I was made from wood which was VERY strange! I never felt out of control which was possibly the best part for me. After this I worked my way through Deftones latest release, Diamond Eyes, which didn't quite have the same impact, although the effects of the MXE were probably wearing off by then as it was about 4 or 5 hours from when I had started.
The album finished, and I decided to try and sleep, this wasn't easy, but I think I got a couple of hours of broken, trippy sleep before I got up at 6:30 to get ready for work nice and slowly. To my surprise, I woke up feeling totally fucked up, I could barely walk, never mind talk, so I ran a cold bath, and got in quickly which seemed to snap me out of the groggy feeling. I set off to work at 8:00 and grabbed a sausage and bacon butty on the way in, which I was easily able to eat. for the rest of the day I felt OK, and by the time quittin' time rolled round, I was feeling quite nice, like comfortable and happy.
In conclusion, it is an absolutely amazing substance, that could well take the crown as my favourite I've ever taken. I think for me at least, this is one to do by yourself in a place you feel totally comfortable. I have no doubt that If I'd gone straight to my bedroom after the first dose, I would have had an amazing experience. It's not something I'd do every weekend, although I can see the potential for abuse, I noticed that at a lower dose, it could be good for a social setting, as the warming, comfortable feeling I felt on the come up would accompany alcohol or weed nicely. One thing to say, it is VERY potent, so please be careful.
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