I've never stayed up more than a night or two. I usually sleep all night.
No like for real. They did less than the minimum amount of time for getting busted for an insane quantity and was literally released to sell shit laced with idk what. It smells like epoxy though. My DMT guy is trying to figure out what it is and has been able to track done some patents for a fake meth fast drying epoxy enamel that looks pretty similar to what I'm talking about.
It would be essentially impossible to stay up multiple days on this stuff. If you smoke to much you just go to sleep.
It feels a lot like the government legal lab acid I was buying off the web. It was like 1p but way way stronger and more visual. It feels just like it and even has visuals. I have synesthesia and it was made worse from the lab acid so I can permanently see sound. This fake speed is almost psychedelic in nature.
I've been hospitalized twice this year and both times no meth showed up in my system.
So if it's not an epoxy based government made synthetic version of speed, despite having, and I shit you not, the exact same smell, and having someone actually tell me this, after already having someone I know who literally works in a lab say they were suspicious of this, what is it?
It looks like speed, and offers the same relief for me on a mental level alleviating my depression and anxiety but it has little to offer for energy. As well real meth would make my thought process slow down. This, just like the strange LSD analog I had, causes it to rapidly fire off and allows for almost superhuman intelligence. I literally couldn't do math before dosing with that acid. It made me able to see exactly how reality was formed on a mathematical level in real time. This stuff does the same thing. Speed would make me capable of processing emotions and trauma in a way I could handle.
This kind of does it that but it does it by turning my emotions off, and making me forget the trauma even happened, not by allowing me to process and feel it but by simply making it go away.
It becomes hallucinatory at an LSD or even beyond level when mixed with cannabis.
When mixed with LSD it produces DMT like visuals.
It stinks when smoked. Has a fishy farty smell to it. Nothing like what I had years ago. You can't burn it like you could speed but it does leave a very thick dark residue at the end. It always turns yellow but never any darker till that last hit. One chick said it was like safety speed. But
Speed also doesn't show up in my system when drug tested.
So it isn't an amphetamine at all.
But this is what is being mass produced and sold as meth all over my state (Arizona) and it's been a solid year since I had stuff that was "normal" quality speed.
Anyone have any clue? You guys can quit with the "get some sleep" bullshit. You sound like idiots. Why are you on a drug forum if you're going to stigmatize it like normal societal morons that are incapable of think for yourselves? You sound like mocking birds repeating shit your tv told you. People with ADHD and depression are treated fine with Adderall which is what I'm trying to get ahold of from my doctor but it's hard to get here and meth used to be fine for self medicating for me. I never abused it or became a "tweaker" and live a relatively normal life besides doing drugs. I don't abstain from sleep, and meth cured my psychological issues the had created an eating disorder. I eat more now and weigh more now than I ever did when I was sober and starving myself because I couldn't stop OCD obsessing over my weight. I also slept more because the OCD anxiety would keep me.up all night on the computer or doing my makeup or any other random way I distracted myself from the messed up nightmares and anxiety I used to get around sleep.
This stuff does alleviate most of that but it also makes me overanalyze and critically think to the point where I can't keep doing something that clearly is not what I originally thought. And the visual aspect of the drug isn't suitable for daily use or really at all. The same way I really loved that weird LSD analog I realized it wasn't healthy or normal and I still to this day almost a decade later have the tabs that I can't bring myself to do or throw away. I like this shit but what the fuck is it if it isn't speed? I've got it from three sources across the state and they were all the same exact bullshit. Everyone is smoking this shit and it isnt real and it definitely laced with something that can cause people to go into psychosis, seems like primarily it's men who experience that. Meth I can come off of with no side effects or comedown. This stuff is okay at first but then when it's totally out of my system I basically feel like I'm dying. I can't move without hurting I can't sleep but I can't do anything I'm so tired. I stop breathing in my sleep. I can't think and then AFTER I come off it entirely I experience psychosis. Usually a full week off of it is when it gets bad. Meth would be out of my system in a week and I never felt anything but kinda tired after and was always able to return to life as normal. This is what every single person I've come across was selling and using.
So what are we actually smoking? Because it isn't meth and if it is it's definitely laced with something that smells a frightening amount like epoxy.
