BBDP
Greenlighter
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- Nov 24, 2020
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So I’ve been clean now since March 30th of this year. I have a vacation coming up and I wanted to have some buds over and slam some meth.
this time though I have a lot of anxiety and fear when I think of the slam. I’m worried I’m going to have a heart attack. I’ve never had a problem, except vomiting once after a slam. I only really ever do a 2, sometimes a 3.
But for some reason this time I’m scared. I take a pill for high blood pressure and smoke cigarettes.
Anyone have this type of fear(s) before a slam or partying?
this time though I have a lot of anxiety and fear when I think of the slam. I’m worried I’m going to have a heart attack. I’ve never had a problem, except vomiting once after a slam. I only really ever do a 2, sometimes a 3.
But for some reason this time I’m scared. I take a pill for high blood pressure and smoke cigarettes.
Anyone have this type of fear(s) before a slam or partying?