love_child
Bluelighter
Hey guys I just wanted to share that I have been clean and sober off of all drugs and even booze for just over 5 months. I've pretty much done it all and was last iv'ng meth which was obviously ridiculously amazing.
Thing is the first couple of months was so easy to keep off but literally out of the blue this last month all I have been thinking about is doing it. I just sit there and day dream about iving meth and my stomach gets butterflies and I have to go take a shit because that's how much of an effect my cravings have. I'm at the point where it's something I want to do how and I feel like I probably will eventually.
Anyone else going through this...
Thing is the first couple of months was so easy to keep off but literally out of the blue this last month all I have been thinking about is doing it. I just sit there and day dream about iving meth and my stomach gets butterflies and I have to go take a shit because that's how much of an effect my cravings have. I'm at the point where it's something I want to do how and I feel like I probably will eventually.
Anyone else going through this...