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san pedro -1st time - evaporating relfections
Substance:
* Mescaline (from a San Pedro Cacti)
Experience of User: Weed, alcohol, shrooms, acid, lsa, 5meo-dmt, amt, ketamine, salvia....yeah i know them all quite well.
Where? Santa Cruz, California.
Ok so I aquired a lot of san pedro cacti, my friends and I got stoned, listened to zepplin and peeled the cacti for a while. Then we chopped up the mescaline containing parts and put em in the freezer, each of us had 2 feet of cacti in seperate bowls. The next day, I woke up at noon, we grinded the cactus in a blender, and we looked at the mass amount we had to eat. It is utterly disgusting, at first we tried every other substance to help the taste, but we soon realized, the power of this cacti...Mentally, I just had to accept what i was ingesting.
At 1:30pm we started eating the cactus, as we watch an anime called Ninja Scroll. We discussed and shared facts about the cacti, and someone brought up that this cactus grows 1 inch every 5 years, and we each consumed around 24 inches, and i thought about all the things the cactus had experienced in the past 120 years or so, and how i was now ingesting it all. around 4:30 we downed the last bit of it, and mild hallicinations were already starting. we all felt very mellow, so we ventured into the meadow below our house, it was cold, but we all sat down and watched the sunset.
A cloud abouve the sun formed into an egyptian mummy, with the head of a coyote, as the wraps around the mummy unfolded, the cloud dispearesed throughout the sky. I was fairly certain i had witnessed Ra the sun god, it was just this totally clear visual that was very spiritual in nature. After that, we went back to my place, listened to Pink Floyd, meddle and drew with oil pastels, then we listened to the grateful dead, dark star and did more art, and we finished with miles davis.
Our friend had made ganja cookies, so we ate those, and we just walked around the campus. I looked up at the stars, and say one particulary bright star give birth to a celestial butterly that was shimmering in red, yellow, and blue colors, it fluttered about and then flew into space, and the outline of its shape was made by more stars. Then we found an odd staircase that went up quite high, i think it was the science building. At the top of the staircase there was an entrance to teh building, but it was locked, but there was a brown couch outside the door, like 2 stories up. WE both sat down and looked out this window. We could see our reflections, and at first i was quite freaked out. My eyeballs kept hallowing out in the reflection, and then my face would resemble some sort of horrible monster.
At last i just thought to myself, Fuck it, im going to really look into myself. I stared intently into my own eyes and watched in amazement, as my head evaporated into pure energy, then the rest of my body, as i looked at the window, all i could see was the view and the reflection of the couch behind me. I realized that the reflection was only a reflection, it wasnt me at all, I said to my good friend, "I feel safe with myself" He agreed, and we left that little place with big grins on our faces.
THe whole experience just rocked my mind, I had always hallicinated things expanding, or forms that werent there, or intricate patters and morphings, but this time, I had seen something that was real, cease to exist, it had disapeared. THe rest of the night i walked around the little of area of campus where i knew most everybody, and i shared laughs, smoked some more weed and just had great conversations with everyone. I realized what matters is the connections we make with people...
Please respect the cacti, its not something to get you all "fucked up" I feel before anyone does this, they should be very comfortable with themselves and their life situation. Oh, one more thing, thebody high is like rolling, but totally organic.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
Substance:
* Mescaline (from a San Pedro Cacti)
Experience of User: Weed, alcohol, shrooms, acid, lsa, 5meo-dmt, amt, ketamine, salvia....yeah i know them all quite well.
Where? Santa Cruz, California.
Ok so I aquired a lot of san pedro cacti, my friends and I got stoned, listened to zepplin and peeled the cacti for a while. Then we chopped up the mescaline containing parts and put em in the freezer, each of us had 2 feet of cacti in seperate bowls. The next day, I woke up at noon, we grinded the cactus in a blender, and we looked at the mass amount we had to eat. It is utterly disgusting, at first we tried every other substance to help the taste, but we soon realized, the power of this cacti...Mentally, I just had to accept what i was ingesting.
At 1:30pm we started eating the cactus, as we watch an anime called Ninja Scroll. We discussed and shared facts about the cacti, and someone brought up that this cactus grows 1 inch every 5 years, and we each consumed around 24 inches, and i thought about all the things the cactus had experienced in the past 120 years or so, and how i was now ingesting it all. around 4:30 we downed the last bit of it, and mild hallicinations were already starting. we all felt very mellow, so we ventured into the meadow below our house, it was cold, but we all sat down and watched the sunset.
A cloud abouve the sun formed into an egyptian mummy, with the head of a coyote, as the wraps around the mummy unfolded, the cloud dispearesed throughout the sky. I was fairly certain i had witnessed Ra the sun god, it was just this totally clear visual that was very spiritual in nature. After that, we went back to my place, listened to Pink Floyd, meddle and drew with oil pastels, then we listened to the grateful dead, dark star and did more art, and we finished with miles davis.
Our friend had made ganja cookies, so we ate those, and we just walked around the campus. I looked up at the stars, and say one particulary bright star give birth to a celestial butterly that was shimmering in red, yellow, and blue colors, it fluttered about and then flew into space, and the outline of its shape was made by more stars. Then we found an odd staircase that went up quite high, i think it was the science building. At the top of the staircase there was an entrance to teh building, but it was locked, but there was a brown couch outside the door, like 2 stories up. WE both sat down and looked out this window. We could see our reflections, and at first i was quite freaked out. My eyeballs kept hallowing out in the reflection, and then my face would resemble some sort of horrible monster.
At last i just thought to myself, Fuck it, im going to really look into myself. I stared intently into my own eyes and watched in amazement, as my head evaporated into pure energy, then the rest of my body, as i looked at the window, all i could see was the view and the reflection of the couch behind me. I realized that the reflection was only a reflection, it wasnt me at all, I said to my good friend, "I feel safe with myself" He agreed, and we left that little place with big grins on our faces.
THe whole experience just rocked my mind, I had always hallicinated things expanding, or forms that werent there, or intricate patters and morphings, but this time, I had seen something that was real, cease to exist, it had disapeared. THe rest of the night i walked around the little of area of campus where i knew most everybody, and i shared laughs, smoked some more weed and just had great conversations with everyone. I realized what matters is the connections we make with people...
Please respect the cacti, its not something to get you all "fucked up" I feel before anyone does this, they should be very comfortable with themselves and their life situation. Oh, one more thing, thebody high is like rolling, but totally organic.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
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