Mephedrone Addiction

[naatural]

True, but that's what will power is all about. Even in the midst of the most epic sessions you get moments of clarity!

Ye I know what you mean. For me personally it's only a problem if I've been drinking beforehand so my will power has already taken a pretty big beating, and I have pretty shitty will power to begin with =[

 

[The Kid]

Ye I know what you mean. For me personally it's only a problem if I've been drinking beforehand so my will power has already taken a pretty big beating, and I have pretty shitty will power to begin with =[

Aye, booze is just bad, bad and thrice bad.

 

[eclipsedesign]

That said, I still do it pretty much every weekend but that's something I choose to do. Think I'm going to have a break though. Although it doesn't have a massive comedown, I notice a fairly low mood until about wednesday, which isn't worth it. I probably do roughly 5-8g's every Friday > Saturday night.

Fuck me. I really would try and get going on that break you mention as soon as possible 5-8g's in a night is a shitload for your body and mind to deal with.

 

[naatural]

if only the effects lasted as long as the parent drug methcathinone, maybe there wouldn't be such a strong nagging desire to "have just a bit more"

 

[stargazur]

I went a bit mad on this over christmas. When i first had it it got me really high and was great. When i started having it often though it only gave me a short lived crappy high that wasnt really worth the staying awake for.

On christmas eve i had a couple of lines round a mates house but had another gram round my house. I ended up staying up all night playing on GTA because of it. Just by my self cos i knew it was there. Was fuct round my parents on christmas day =(

When i first had it i thought it was brilliant but i soon found out how shit it really is. It made my heart beat crackers and if i lay on my left side could feel every beat. I`m never having that stuff again and methylone doesnt give a good enough high for me to bother with unless i have it with meph.

I`d love some decent pills and coke again. You cant beat proper class a`s =/

 

[Mugz]

TBH, all it sounds like you need is a bit more will power! Sounds stupid

The thing about will power is that it doesn't last very long in a lot of people. It can't be sustained over long periods of time. You are correct though that willpower is needed, but it's the correct application of will power that is important. Instead of just trying to rely on willpower to stop doing something or hold yourself back, use the time to make a plan of action.

When you have a plan written down it is much easier to stick to because you will have already thought of all the steps needed to change and you should have noted down all of the possible triggers for relapse and how you will combat them if they occur. This way it will be much easier for you to stick to your intentions.

Of course, some people already have really strong will power and will not need to make a plan, but most people don't and this approach will help build up your will power.

 

[The RZA]

blue knees and fingers with some kind of brain damage

Brain damaged fingers??

Fuck, this stuff just gets worse and worse.

 

[The Kid]

When you have a plan written down it is much easier to stick to because you will have already thought of all the steps needed to change and you should have noted down all of the possible triggers for relapse and how you will combat them if they occur. This way it will be much easier for you to stick to your intentions.

Very good advice.

 

[The Quad]

Brain damaged fingers??

Fuck, this stuff just gets worse and worse.

Haha :D

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

I probably do roughly 5-8g's every Friday > Saturday night.

Oh please. Just stop that. It's stupid.

 

[been head]

^ thats sort of binging is definatly why we are seeing so many problems with meph. there arnet many people that had nasty side effects from doing a sensible amount. mdpv is going the same way as meph now, more and more people fucking them selves up on it from just doing stupid amounts.

 

[The Kid]

Oh please. Just stop that. It's stupid.

^ thats sort of binging is definatly why we are seeing so many problems with meph. there arnet many people that had nasty side effects from doing a sensible amount. mdpv is going the same way as meph now, more and more people fucking them selves up on it from just doing stupid amounts.

I seem to be losing the will to care about folk who are seriously harming themselves by behaving like twats when it comes to meph consumption.

It's going to get banned anyway (thanks to the idiots) so fuck it, let the silly fuckers turn their knees blue and their hearts into disease riddled pulp.....

 

[naatural]

hello first time poster

basically i am a 41 year old who ought to know better. i have a definite pschological addiction to meph,not as in every day use,but in obsessive weekend binges consuming a maximum of 5 grammes because i will not order anything above this amount.

when i recieve my package on the friday i take it to work with me and have my first line around 1pm......woooosssshhhh,i'm off.friday always goes with a bang,topping up every hour or so,sneaking in my little hidey hole to rack up lines like a secretive fucking junkie.then when i get home to my flat this carries on until all the meph has gone saturday morning/afternoon.

i have been doing this somewhat compulsive behaviour for the last 8 or 9 months and am finding it hard to break the cycle.this weekend is my first meph free weekend for a long time and i am craving.luckily i had some trams laying around and have taken300 mgs.seems to have taken my mind off,feel quite chilled writing this.

the euphoria from meph is overwhelmingly fantastic,never before has a substance got a grip on me like this though i do have an addictive personality,hence why i do not touch alcohol anymore long story.

i have been experimenting the world of legal highs [shit name;i know] for roughly 6 years because i can't be bothered with illegals and all the hassle that comes with it far easier just clicking the mouse a few times.

anyway i,m not stopping the meph but have cut back back only ordering 2 grams at a time now,but i WILL stop because deep down i want to i feel pathetic for letting a stupid fucking chemical somewhat control my existance.

great forum by the way very informative. sorry for the terrible grammer bit of a rushed post and good luck to anyone with similar problems there is more to life than this my good people. with love.scrooloose

Hia! Sounds like you've made a healthy step in ordering less at a time. I reckon a lot of the problem with meph is caused by just how easy it is to get more if you feel like it.

Do you take meph on your own or with friends? From what I've read here, and from my own experience, it seems like people overdo it either because their whole social circle is well into it or because they feel a bit isolated in their everyday routine. x

 

[Shambles]

I seem to be losing the will to care about folk who are seriously harming themselves by behaving like twats when it comes to meph consumption... fuck it, let the silly fuckers turn their knees blue and their hearts into disease riddled pulp.....

You haven't quite grasped the concept of addiction have you

mdpv is going the same way as meph now, more and more people fucking them selves up on it from just doing stupid amounts.

Peevee is physically very benign though - will mess with your head but leave body intact.

 

[naatural]

Peevee is physically very benign though - will mess with your head but leave body intact.

Never tried mdpv myself - are you joking around about the fact it's got a comedown, or is it that u think it *actually* might change things in your head (lol gotta love my scientific vocab)? I'm much more scared of losing my mind than my body tbh x

 

[Shambles]

MDPV has no real physical comedown. Anything that keeps you up for days on end can send folks a bit doolally though.

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[naatural]

MDPV has no real physical comedown. Anything that keeps you up for days on end can send folks a bit doolally though.

Yeah I remember the day when I finally realised that half the crapness I was feeling a day after going out and doing meph was very much caused by not having slept or eaten properly. MDPV would probably make me go bonkers in that case.

On the other hand, like I suggested before, longer duration often means you're less likely to keep coming back for more and getting psychologically addicted

 

[Shambles]

Meph lasts longer than peevee for me (including residual stimulation, not the "good" part) which is one of the reasons I'd say it was more fiendish - short-acting = fiending 99 times out of 100

PS: That's the smoked peevee duration - orally/nasally it's probably longer than meph.

 

[naatural]

gotta hate that residual stimulation...

makes me miss the early days of taking mdma when you could actually go to bed while high and manage to fall asleep without much problem

worst thing about meph with me is that i try and go to bed afterwards, but the desire to have a bit more means i can't get to sleep at all. Having a bit more doesn't help get you to rest either, and you get this vicious circle :/

 

[naatural]

Christ,in the very early days of meph use icould actually rail half a gram throughout the evening and go to sleep with half a gram left for the next day.Sadly those days are long gone .

Naatural, i take meph alone because meph and me equals selfish cunt. IT'S MINE,ALL MINE!!! and yes,easy access plays a big part. I wasn't like this with the GBL,IT was share and share alike good times.

I guess it's the whole dopamine reward system thing :/ if you're taking it on your own I think there is some underlying characteristic that makes you more prone to addiction/compulsive behaviour (well that's what the case is with me, that's for sure).

Your best bet is really to stop ordering it. Easier said than done