doing 3/4 of a gram of addies in 4 days is a very large amount and most certainly is a huge contributing factor to your depression
I assumed this would happen before the straw touched my nose; but how long does it normally last?
I just want a break.
I am alternation between depression and snapping at my friends; they are amazing, and don't turn and walk off on me, because they know i'm trying, but I still feel like a complete dick.
I am a couple weeks off dxm now I think, and I am noticing all five of my senses are improving.
I am really scared at how few of these sie effects are listed anywhere on the web, nobody did much research on the long term effects of dxm in humans, did they :/
I feel like I have threshold psychosis sometimes, I get the thoughts and urges but can clearly identify them, and I know the impulses are highly illogical and occasionally, dangerous.
It feels similar to a low dose of dramamine.
The irony of that, is not lost on me.
I am a big supporter of marijuana, but would you guys expressly recommend avoiding it for the time being? I can't afford much at all, so it's more of a treat; but still.
I had a run in with spice blends here, and even as cheap as they sell it, it is not any better than in the past, and it claws up your head and leaves you in a fog.
I think I'm partially addicted to the habit and ritual of dosing, not necessarily being high. I love smoking, but don't always want to be stoned, you know?
