MEMORY

[5FACES]

Everyday I see your empty face.
Ice blue eyes that cut into my lonely heart.
All I try is to forget.
the Existence of you
the memory of us.
Pretending,saying words of hate,
But those words cannot erase what I feel
For you.
Hard love is what you gave me,
To be tough is what I learned
Showing no emotions when you talk,
Smiling and laughing,blowing you off.
Inside I'm crying, everyday, too many
questions,
I'm slowly going insane.
You toyed with my emotions and fucked up my
head.
I regret these feelings I have for you,
Ever knowing you.
Why can't I forget?
The love that we made was child's play;
An escape from reality,
creative and wishful,
Trying to fulfill a fairy tale dream.
It takes all my strength to pretend I don't care,
To go in and out everyday, pretending I'm not
hurt.
I just want to forget,
erase the pain of you from my life.
WHY CAN'T I FORGET?

 

[CARESS]

Thank you for sharing your feelings and words with us. Your pain expressed here touches me. Good words, keep on writing.
Hugs,
Caress

 

[CyaLuvyaBye]

tree darl
i no it cliche but everything that does not kill us makes us stronger and everthing that happens happens for a reason i truelly believe it so learn, be strong love urself and move on babe try to think of it as a wonderful learning experience and learn and be wat u can because of it use this pain to take u to higher places
most of all love your self
love tish
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i thought it was you i needed nevertheless i have learnt thru the pain i needed me