8ft-Sativa
Bluelighter
Damn, weed has totally bombed out my memory. . . . . . I think?
Its like this I smoked weed like a true stoner, from early sunrise to sundown and then in the middle off the night even I was always blazed and I mean always.
This continuous cycle went on for about three years, when I was out I would pull out all my draws to look for weed, get down on my hands and knees in hope of finding that elusive bud I think I dropped earlier that week. Whatever you get the idea I was HARDCORE.
Now I have quit like five weeks ago and the thing that’s pissing me off is I can’t remember shit and I mean it, its like I will read an interesting book on something e.g. on spiders/insects and then a few hours later I think to myself what did I learn from that book?
My mind goes blank and it’s like I might off well not have read it because I don’t retain anything. And its really getting me I don’t want to be a dumb ass all my life I want to learn read retain information not for it to just evaporate out of my head.
I smoked from 17-20 years old what sucks about this is my brain was still developing in these three years so that would have permantly retarded it right? My body was quite slow at developing I mean I didn’t get facial hair until I was like 19 and it still isn’t a full beard so its not like my brain would have developed before 17.
Im trying ginkgo tablets but they don’t seem to be doing much I feel real retarded and sometimes struggle to construct a sentence, its all funked up.
So im hoping time will heal though who knows? Anyone have roughly the same experience?
Its like this I smoked weed like a true stoner, from early sunrise to sundown and then in the middle off the night even I was always blazed and I mean always.
This continuous cycle went on for about three years, when I was out I would pull out all my draws to look for weed, get down on my hands and knees in hope of finding that elusive bud I think I dropped earlier that week. Whatever you get the idea I was HARDCORE.
Now I have quit like five weeks ago and the thing that’s pissing me off is I can’t remember shit and I mean it, its like I will read an interesting book on something e.g. on spiders/insects and then a few hours later I think to myself what did I learn from that book?
My mind goes blank and it’s like I might off well not have read it because I don’t retain anything. And its really getting me I don’t want to be a dumb ass all my life I want to learn read retain information not for it to just evaporate out of my head.
I smoked from 17-20 years old what sucks about this is my brain was still developing in these three years so that would have permantly retarded it right? My body was quite slow at developing I mean I didn’t get facial hair until I was like 19 and it still isn’t a full beard so its not like my brain would have developed before 17.
Im trying ginkgo tablets but they don’t seem to be doing much I feel real retarded and sometimes struggle to construct a sentence, its all funked up.
So im hoping time will heal though who knows? Anyone have roughly the same experience?