skarazira
Bluelighter
( a persona piece)
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
I don't fucking care if I overdose,
putting whatever I can find up my nose
Stick the needle deeper into my vein
Jesus, clean the fucking thing
thats inhumane.
Go ahead send me to rehab, lock me up,
spoon feed me from the methadone cup,
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
Pump my stomach,
I lay here and laugh.
Release me from the hosipital
back on the "forbidden" path.
Take this hit of acid it's
"sooo fucking good."
Now jump off a building
bake yourself in an oven
like a good druggie should.
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
I've been places you'd never want to be.
Seen faces you'd never want to see.
Just thank fucking god that you aren't me.
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
I find myself in a crackhouse
on a sunday morning.
Don't know how I got there.
Found myself there without warning.
I look around at the horrid things I see.
All these people are as fucked up as me.
Smoke this weed It'll do you good.
Eat these pills,
Like a good druggie should.
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
Do what I Say, not what I do.
I don't want the drugs
captivating you.
They've got themselves chained to me.
They won't let go, let me free.
Why cant I just be innocent?
Like I used to be?
But hey my life is cool right?
Not knowing where i'm going to sleep each night
but it's cool though
because....
I'm not afraid of death,
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs took away my life
now, I can't cry
-sara
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Alcohol... It's whats for dinner.
[This message has been edited by skarazira (edited 02 November 2001).]
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
I don't fucking care if I overdose,
putting whatever I can find up my nose
Stick the needle deeper into my vein
Jesus, clean the fucking thing
thats inhumane.
Go ahead send me to rehab, lock me up,
spoon feed me from the methadone cup,
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
Pump my stomach,
I lay here and laugh.
Release me from the hosipital
back on the "forbidden" path.
Take this hit of acid it's
"sooo fucking good."
Now jump off a building
bake yourself in an oven
like a good druggie should.
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
I've been places you'd never want to be.
Seen faces you'd never want to see.
Just thank fucking god that you aren't me.
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
I find myself in a crackhouse
on a sunday morning.
Don't know how I got there.
Found myself there without warning.
I look around at the horrid things I see.
All these people are as fucked up as me.
Smoke this weed It'll do you good.
Eat these pills,
Like a good druggie should.
I'm not afraid of death.
snorting, shooting, inhaling
till my last breath.
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs got me I Cant lie.
Do what I Say, not what I do.
I don't want the drugs
captivating you.
They've got themselves chained to me.
They won't let go, let me free.
Why cant I just be innocent?
Like I used to be?
But hey my life is cool right?
Not knowing where i'm going to sleep each night
but it's cool though
because....
I'm not afraid of death,
I'm not afraid to die.
The drugs took away my life
now, I can't cry
-sara
------------------
Alcohol... It's whats for dinner.
[This message has been edited by skarazira (edited 02 November 2001).]
