Increased exercise related to marijuana anxiety?
Hi, it's been quite a while since I've posted on BL, usually I only do in time of need. I have been smoking weed almost everyday for the past 8 years (with the occasional day or two off here and there, but that is rare, up until now) and sure every once and a while I get that paranoid weed anxiety high. After the weed anxiety was getting to be a bother, I decided to only smoke hash instead, as it would give me the body high but not the mental paranoia that I get from straight up weed. Lately I have been increasing my exercise routine (going to the gym and swimming laps everyday now) and my usual post exercise smoke would always relax me, and make me feel great after a hard day. Now though, almost every time I smoke afterward, I get terrible anxiety and become panicked, and think about my future and past and about things I normally wouldn't dwell on unless I was really stressed out. This only happens when I smoke alone. I think it's because when I smoke with other people it kind of takes my mind off things and makes me just focus on the present moment. This really sucks because I do really enjoy being stoned, but it's gotten to the point where I have just been smoking a lot less, which also makes the anxiety worse when I do smoke because my tolerance is becoming lower. This really fucking sucks, because I love getting stoned! I know I shouldn't depend on a drug to make me happy, and I don't use weed like that. I really just like to use it to relax and unwind, never as a means of self destruction.
I had a friend a while back who was a huge stoner, and then started working out on a regular basis, and he told me that he was getting a lot more anxiety after smoking than he usually did, but he thought it was because of the supplements he was taking (weight gainers and energy supplements). Thinking back to this makes me think that maybe exercise itself has something to do with the paranoia/anxiety, because this only started happening when I started working out every day about two weeks ago.
I really don't want to quit smoking weed, because it is such a harmless and relaxing drug. I quit drinking and doing dope a few months ago, and this is really the only outlet that I have that I can use responsibly. If anyone has any helpful information, or knows ways around this, please let me know, I am open for suggestions. Thank you!