Well I gave marijuana another attempt with the anxiety its left me and the past experiences..after about a year break my second try(first time ended in anxiety as well).
I took about four pulls off a joint while in the city/ghetto skating, then had to drive home on the interstate after and omfg...anxiety and panic and uncontrollable muscle movements and twitches. I was able to maintain driving, but it was no fun....completely never racking. It mellowed out when I got home, it was kind of a bad trip to begin with but I learned from it...only thing you can do. Just reimposed that I have a lot to deal with and I got some underlying issues.
It wasn't all bad, but it had a lot of anxiety and paranoia.
I took about four pulls off a joint while in the city/ghetto skating, then had to drive home on the interstate after and omfg...anxiety and panic and uncontrollable muscle movements and twitches. I was able to maintain driving, but it was no fun....completely never racking. It mellowed out when I got home, it was kind of a bad trip to begin with but I learned from it...only thing you can do. Just reimposed that I have a lot to deal with and I got some underlying issues.
It wasn't all bad, but it had a lot of anxiety and paranoia.