Okay, I'm kinda scared right now.
I actually abuse of every kind of medication I put my hands on and I'm tired of it. I've already suffered a seizure from Xanax withdrawal and I wasn't even using to achieve a high, I was abusing because I have a fucked up insomnia plus some sort of fear of sleeping. So eventually I was taking ten 2mg pills every night until the day I didn't used it in two days and had the seizure.
Now I'm abusing methylphenidate. Started with a recreational value but ended being a way to get my depression and basically any bad feeling out. I've been in this state for almost four months and I really, really wanna get better. My psychiatrist prescribed me 50mg of Zoloft for my depression and 10mg Valium for my insomnia. Hours ago I just gave the rest of my Ritalin stash to a friend that actually needed it more than me and I'm afraid of the future.
Since I was using it to suppress my depression and now I started with Zoloft, what can I expect? What can I do to help the everyday life without snorting lines that makes me feel happy? I'm tired of it and I want to get better. I smoke a lot and I'm not thinking about quitting my cigarettes for now cause I think it would be too hard and I'm thinking about using weed sometimes (I don't have easy access to it) but some people believe that the sobriety only can be achieved with stopping everything... I can't since I'm on Valium, if I stop it I won't sleep, right? Zoloft antidepressants effects will begin soon? Sorry for my bad english, I'm brazilian and I'm very scared right now.
Thank you all, really.
I actually abuse of every kind of medication I put my hands on and I'm tired of it. I've already suffered a seizure from Xanax withdrawal and I wasn't even using to achieve a high, I was abusing because I have a fucked up insomnia plus some sort of fear of sleeping. So eventually I was taking ten 2mg pills every night until the day I didn't used it in two days and had the seizure.
Now I'm abusing methylphenidate. Started with a recreational value but ended being a way to get my depression and basically any bad feeling out. I've been in this state for almost four months and I really, really wanna get better. My psychiatrist prescribed me 50mg of Zoloft for my depression and 10mg Valium for my insomnia. Hours ago I just gave the rest of my Ritalin stash to a friend that actually needed it more than me and I'm afraid of the future.
Since I was using it to suppress my depression and now I started with Zoloft, what can I expect? What can I do to help the everyday life without snorting lines that makes me feel happy? I'm tired of it and I want to get better. I smoke a lot and I'm not thinking about quitting my cigarettes for now cause I think it would be too hard and I'm thinking about using weed sometimes (I don't have easy access to it) but some people believe that the sobriety only can be achieved with stopping everything... I can't since I'm on Valium, if I stop it I won't sleep, right? Zoloft antidepressants effects will begin soon? Sorry for my bad english, I'm brazilian and I'm very scared right now.
Thank you all, really.