Ive been reading harm reduction posts on here for years. But things are different now. Ive been going to a clinic 6 days a week for almost 2 years and today i taper down to 45 mg. Im overwhelmed. Its like all of the sudden my body realized what im trying to do and everything hurts. My anxiety is through the roof and im so lazy im sore...but i cant keep living like a slave trading one drug for another. I just need help. I need a friend. I need you people who have been where i am.

