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MDxA - Semi Exp -The mystery of the mood modifier

babb_olicious

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Ecstasy-2 year user-the mystery of the mood modifier

Friday, October 15, 2004 is one birthday that will go down in history. As the birthday girl, I had the connection and had to make my way to Katy early that day with two other friends to pick up the pack. The pack was picked up as well as one line of glass, which was my first time. The drive home was much more enjoyable.

As night fell all around us the people came. The party was well organized and all the main essentials were covered so that all those participating could enjoy there roll to the fullest. We were surround by woods in the middle of cow country. The camphouse was fully equipped with jugs of water and orange juice, a monster stereo, numerous techno sings, and enough pillows and blankets for the world. All the windows were covered to give us the pitch black effect, light sticks, blinking rings, and strobefx added for the greatest light shows ever comprised. We were ready to get fucked up and did we ever.

As the birthday girl, everyone dropped with me to celebrate my 20the year of being alive. We dropped, me taking one) about 11:30 and I took a good two and half hours to hit; as for everyone else only 15 minutes, 30 at most. Because I usually hit fairly quickly, never taking more then 20 minutes in the past, this was very frustrating to watch everyone else. So my boy hit me with another I dropped that about 1 after my first. These double stack pink Q's were wicked once I finally hit. Twice throughout the roll, I snorted a half. These added for a great visualizations and a good pick me up.

The roll was amazing everyone was so into the lights and we spent most of our time in the living room in a huge mob watching, those that could give do it, lightshows. Pacifiers were bitten in half and everything and anything that could be chewed on, was because of the hardcore teeth chatting effect. This tab included every good thing about rolling.

There was one problem with moods but it wasn't noticed until later. As morning came we all began to feel what we thought was a come down. We left the camphouse with smiles on our faces. The roll lasted for a good 8 hours. We all allowed ourselves for a much more relaxing night on Saturday to heal from the tabs effect. As night fell again, some of us reunited to once again party but in a relaxing manner. As we gathered all of us realized through conservation that we still felt some of the roll in our bodies, but nothing to be concerned about. We spent the night on my roof and didn't manage to close our eyes once. As we relaxed visualizations began to appear in the stars and trees. We weren't rolling but we were definitely tweaking really hard and it would come in spirts. Some of us enjoyed this, others were haunted by paranoia of police surrounding the house in every direction.

Sunday came and we had no taken a tab in over 24 hours yet the tweaking became more constant and much more effective. Our moods began to change like the second hand moves on a clock. As time went by each person had some change in mood in one certain order. We would become furiously anger, then in less then 1 sad and crying, and in the next 1 or so laughing hysterically. Although this may not sound dangerous hits effect of each mood varied with each person. One is now in rehab because he tried beating the shit out of four of his best friends, another almost killed himself because he thought that the police were surrounding us. And me I could not think, talk, walk, or anything else without hearing techno music and nuts. Or tempers got worse and the bad moods became more frequent then the good moods. Sunday became a day that many of us thought would be our last. The tweak became a constant roll and I had no idea how to stop this experience. Sleeping, smoking, and taking showers only kicked the roll in even more. Were we stuck like this forever.

Well I'm typing this today, and this is my first day to be straight again. I'm exhausted and sleep deprived. These effects went on for two days. All those that rolled are now fine.

We all agree that this was the best roll of our lives, but also the most dangerous. If we could only figure out what caused us to tweak and change our moods we would do it again. I thought I would never stop hearing music and be able to control my emotions again. The roll itself was without a doubt a 10 but the come down will be remembered as one of the scariest near death experiences of my life. My birthday will now be marked as the weekend of no rest and numerous emotions.
 
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Maybe it's just me, but it doesn't sound like your pills were adulterated with anything that would explain the sudden violence and mood swings. Sounds like you were just coming down (you particularly, since you dropped twice). MDMA can open up the mind and body, and if your friend was beating the shit out of friends of his, perhaps he just faced up to some inner demons and needed to release supressed anger towards them.

Drugs are not always the reason why people do fucked up shit. Often people will do it anyway, and just need a straw to break for it to eventuate.

This is a good report, although it does need paragraphs ;)

If I were you, I would be rethinking my attitude towards taking MDMA without precautions (having the right set and setting, preloading, postloading, making sure your friends are in the right mental state for it as well, and NEVER underestimate the power of MDMA)

As a simple start, try just taking LESS! If it took you 2 hours to peak, don't worry about it, look for the more subtle effects of MDMA rather than just the floored, on your ass mashed up mess it can make you.
 
Mean Girl said:
This is a good report, although it does need paragraphs ;)

Sadly, it's true... I clicked on this thread due to the interesting title, yet I was greeted with one big, long blob of words. Maybe I'm a snob, but I refuse to read posts with no paragraphs. This sucks, of course, because I really wanted to read the report... but I didn't. Oh well.
 
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