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(MDMA/Unknown Quantity) - First MDMA experience

Dontevenknow

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I'd like to state that I'm not writing this to glorify the drug in any way, I'm just writing my personal experience so others thinking about taking the drug may find this helpful. I am also inquisitive to as if any other users on this site have had a similar kind of experience.

Right... So it started on a Friday, me and a few of my friends were going to a festival and camping there over the weekend, I'm 17 and this was my first time doing anything like this so I was kind of worried as to how It was going to be. I prepared myself for the weekend with two huge bottles of vodka and enough weed to get me through 3 days and nights (I'd like to also say that I have been smoking weed for a long time and still smoke regularly). As we arrived it started raining and immediately put me in a bad mood, so as soon as I got my tent up I went in a smoked a huge joint to pick me up a little. By about 11am everyone had set up their tent and started drinking, I on the other hand didn't really fancy drinking due to the hassle of walking backward and forward to the toilet so I stuck smoking weed, mingled around the campsite for a little bit smoking with people I barely knew in their tents.

By about 3 I decided I needed to get off my high ass and start drinking (also like to say that I'm quite a heavy drinker). I got through about a litre of straight vodka and the alcohol had combated my high. Fair to say I was quite drunk.

As there was no acts on the Friday most people in my social group were getting drunk and chatting to one another like they would do at a party, I said to myself before I went to the festival that I didn't want to spend my money on something that I would do on a weekend anyways, so I went around the campsite looking for something more fun. At about half 5 a friend approached me that I hadn't seen for ages as he moved away and attended a different school, we conversed a bit and I come to find out that he had been experimenting with drugs recently and that he was on his way to pick up some "Mandy" (mdma), I hadn't even seen a class a drug before due to the area I live in, so this was all new... I had only really heard of it and had no idea of the effects.

So anyway, I was already fucked up so this sounded like a great idea. We picked up a gram off some shady looking guy in a tent and then we were off. I began to feel a little intimidated by the thought of getting on a drug that I had no idea what it would do to me, i just trusted my friend... (Lets call him Michael)... When he told me how good it was and that I'd have a great night.

So we got back to my tent and he told me to just dip my finger in the bag and put some on my tongue, it tasted bitter and left a chemical taste in my mouth. I said to him I wanted to try a little bit first and let it hit me then I'd come back and have the rest if I wanted it. Knowing it takes about 30 minutes to kick in I decided that I would try sober up a bit, I drank some water and sat in a deck chair waiting to come up.

20 minutes later.. Nothing happening

40 minutes later .. Nothing happening

7.00pm I go to get off my chair and find Michael as I didn't think I took enough, as soon as I stand up I feel a little different, everything starts to look what can only be described as defined. I start to feel good in my body as I walk around trying to find Michael, I hear people talking that are far away and i feel confident enough to just go and talk to them and join in. But before I start doing anything fun, I needed more, I had a great feeling and knew my night was going to be amazing. I found Michael and we went into his tent, he wrapped up some mdma in a rizzla for me and I took it down with a swig of water, I left the tent still feeling my tiny hit from earlier and find myself talking to a completely new group of people who tell me about dj set in an arena outside camp that started at about 8. Basically it was the closest thing you could get to a rave without actually going to a rave. So I grab Michael and find a couple of my other friends and we begin walking there.

As we were walking I started to feel a little nauseated and began to think it was a bad Idea, everything began to look hazy and I didn't really feel like dancing at all. This feeling lasted a good 10 minutes. We got into the arena and pushed our way though the crowd, I started to feel even worse in this hot crowded place surrounded by sweaty bodies, it was uncomfortable, Michael looked at me and noticed that I was in a bad place and told me that the same thing sometimes happens to him before he comes up, so I listened and tried to push through, luckily enough the dj set hadn't started yet.

It had been about an hour after I had dropped and I was still waiting for this bad feeling to go away, trying to keep my place in the crowd as we were quite far forward. Finally I gave up and told Michael that I needed to stand outside and get some air because I thought i was going to be sick. Michael was at first hesitant but took me out because apparently I looked fucked!
Anyway we got outside, and as soon as I got a breath of fresh air a surge of energy went through my body and I felt euphoric, a huge smile spread across my face and I was immediately up for anything, me and Michael were on the same wavelength and I loved everyone and everything.

When we had to get out of the arena it felt like we were wedged between huge bodies... Now it literally looked like everyone moved out the way for me as I walked through the crowd (in reality I was probably just forcing people out of the way without recognition). I somehow found my group of friends from earlier in the crowd and noticed that I had lost Michael but I didn't care, I just carried on telling everyone what I loved about them and how happy I was that I was with them, I was so happy to be with a group of people that knew that I almost started crying.
It got to about 9 and the dj set come on with an assortment of lights, the beams looked beautiful, like I could grab them out of the air, I felt in tune with the music and let the beat take control of me and pulse through my body. If I was sober or drunk or high I would have felt so out of place but I literally felt at home, the dj began to play songs that I knew and I yelled them at the top of my voice. All I wanted to do was jump and dance and I had enough energy to go for hours.

There was a particular moment of the night that I remember where about 50 fully grown men where setting up a moshpit, and I felt confident enough to join them. A huge circle of emptiness sat in the middle of the crowd as I and 100 people I didn't know waited around the brim of it, waiting for the song to drop. About three seconds before the song dropped a spotlight shone on the moshpit and I looked across me and around me... Then the song dropped and everyone just run in trying to injure each other, it was FUCKING AMAZING.

I come out of this giant moshpit and somehow found Michael again, at an instant he started laughing at me and I had no idea what he was laughing at, come to find out I cut me eyelid open in the moshpit and didn't feel it because I was too fucked, I had blood pouring down my face. Instead of leaving I took of my tee shirt and tied it round eye, continued on dancing and enjoyed my night just like I wanted to.

The djs set finished at about half 12 and the mdma still hadn't worn off, me and Michael decided it'd probably be best to get my eyelid looked at so we danced (not walked..danced) over into the medical tent where a bunch of doctors looked at my eye lid in disgust (it couldn't of looked good). I sat and laughed and conversed with a man sitting next to me and we exchanged life stories (as you do). The doctors figured i was on the drug due to my teeth grinding but they didn't care. About half hour later I left the tent with 3 stitches In my eye and we continued on.
I began to feel my comedown so we decided it would be best to go get more, so we got another gram and had about quarter each in a rizzla bomb. I didn't even care this time I was just exited for it to kick in again.

We went back to the campsite, showed a few of my friends what had happened to my eye and then left again on search of something else to do. 10 minutes later I come up, a lot quicker than last time and without getting that sicky feeling. Again I feel euphoric, at a distance I hear music, I don't even know how I heard it because it was so far away but I traveled towards it with Michael and we found a completely pimped out bus with huge speakers playing loud music, it was driving slowly and people were just following it and dancing, so we followed that accidentally for about 2 hours dancing and conversing with everyone. Come to realise we were completely lost, we had followed this bus so far and got so caught up in the effects of the drug that we didn't have any idea where we were.

We dropped more mdma as we realised it'd probably take us a while to get back to camp, the whole walk consisted of teeth grinding and finding out everything about each other, I felt secure enough to tell him stuff I wouldn't tell anyone, but it felt so good to tell someone this, like one massive release.

I think we made it back to out tents at about 6-7 in the morning. I had 2 hours sleep, got up Saturday, smoked a joint met Michael and admitted to him that was the best experience of my life. We planned ahead and bought more for the rest of the festival, I told all my other friends about my story form the night before and even got a few of them to do it that night (I didn't peer pressure them it was their own choice). Next day they said the same thing, that it was THE best experience of their life.

I now only do it on occasions because I know how bad It can be for you, but I actually urge everyone to try it once in their life because they are missing out. Big time.
 
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I think more people will read this if you fix up the paragraphs a bit more, so much detail!
 
Yes, it would certainly be an easier read if you broke it up into separate paragraphs. HOWEVER, you did a great job of inputting a lot of detail. This was a good read. :) I found myself smiling at several points in text, your report makes me reminiscent of my first roll.

I'm relieved to read that you are aware of the harmful effects from abusing MDMA! After all, this is an HR forum. If you haven't already, go over to the Ecstasy Discussion forum and comb through some of the threads; you'll find a lot of information on HR and ways to improve your rolls.
 
A drug, even a drug as good as MDMA, is a bad thing to fall in love with, especially at the tender age of 17. My advice to you would be to educate yourself about potentially fatal drug interactions now, so you'll know what not to combine (for example, heroin and xanax) if you continue to use drugs, and secondly, cherish your first 15 or so experiences with MDMA--the high changes over time for the worse, I'm afraid.
 
Nice report, Dontevenknow. Remember, something as simple as paragraphs can make or break a long trip report like yours. I took the liberty of inserting paragraphs.
 
MDMA has to be my favorite party drug. A lot of times it gets a bad rep. but only by those that don't know anything about it.
I've only had great experiences with both Molly and E. I would have loved to do it out in the woods and then attend a festival.
My most memorable nights were at Wavefront in Chicago last summer. To this day, nothing has ever compared to the happiness
that I felt.
You're report was great, makes me miss Wavefront a ton though!
 
I did MDMA for the first time last week. I had 300mg crystals on Thurs evening, and 500mg crystals after work on the Fri.

I did not do it as a party drug... I did it on my own, chilling on my sofa. I found it (for me) to be such a cognitive stimulant. Not what I was expecting at all. On the Fri I was taking fairly small amounts very frequently (I don't mind the taste so I crush up and dissolve in my mouth for a fast come-on). I was watching some old QI's and felt soo sedated throughout. I don't know if this is a normal-person reaction?

Is it me (and perhaps the way I have taken it), or are pills different? (around people & larger qty at one time vs. very even small usage)
 
You don't mind the taste of mdma? dafaq :)

yeah it's sedating at higher doses such as yours... a typical dose for a male is like 120-150mg. Pills often have adulterants in them e.g. amphetamine so that would feel much different. Set and setting is very important, use the BL search and you'll find a plethora of information about that
 
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