okay so here goes, i'm a 16 year old, i've just found out about the drug "MDMA", it was my first time trying it ever at a doof festival, i took 1 point of mdma crystal, i had an amazing time. anyhow the next night i decided to take another point of mdma again, okay going to shorten the story here.. on the 3rd night i decided to take mdma after the festival at my house with some mates ( bad idea ) had 4 points at once ( lost touch of reality for awhile ), cooked it hard and came down like a motherfucker.. anyway...... sorry for rambling... after that i started doing it more frequently.., once every few weekends to every weekend friday and saturday night, lets take note i was also taking untested "mdma" which after researching and learning more i realised what i had was most probably not even mdma at all., so after doing that every weekend both nights, i started getting sleep paralysis most nights, and really bad anxiety attacks at times, but i still continued to use the drug.. (abused it for about 5 months)
until one night at my house with some friends i had 4 points of "lets say mdma", ate one, then ate another 30 mins later.. then another two in the next hour and a half or so.. idk. Anyway after eatingd then i ate my 4th cap of mdma, and she gave me another teaspoon of it... anyway about 20? mins later? IDK i was completely unaware of what was going on for 6 hours straight after this.. i had fully lost touch of reality and felt like i was completely out of body.. i have been told i was pacing around my house for hours really paranoid, i also projectile vomited water and fluid 3 times.. and i had to walk around the village trying to get a grip of reality.. i do remember at one point walking up my stairs thinking i was in a coma, i was completely delusional, anyway when i finally came down i couldn't stop shaking and was getting bad brain zaps, so i smoked some weed and went to sleep.. the following two days i had anxiety attacks constantly, no appetite, couldn't stop twitching, sweating constantly, i couldn't pass urine or poo easily.., so i decided to take myself to the hospital because i was by myself at home for a few days., anyway that was alrig my 3rd, my friend told me it would make you beam harder to take 5-htp while rolling, me having no idea and beaming i wanted to feel better... so she gave me 3 capsules full of 5-htp... anht they just gave me val, sleeping stuff etc. But the following two months i would get sleep paralysis every single night... and extreme anxiety, brain zaps, memory fog. couldn't stop twitching, eyes were moving under my eyelids constantly when trying to sleep, couldn't easily get into a deep sleep.. it was absolute hell. and oh the depression.. i also felt like a completely different person for the entire two months..... so i had a 6 month break from it, i am now id say 90% recovered, i still have heightened anxiety, and paranoia sometimes. and the occasional jerks before sleep etc.. So i guess this is my story.. it was a very long, mentally difficult recovery the brain is a very powerful thing. i've used mdma since two times but have tested it and only taken half doses. PLEASE PLEASE NEVER EVER DO WHAT I'VE DONE, IT WAS IDIOTIC, and NEVER EVER MIX 5htp WITH MDMA. IT IS NOT FUN AT ALL AND WAS EXTREMELY STUPID!
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until one night at my house with some friends i had 4 points of "lets say mdma", ate one, then ate another 30 mins later.. then another two in the next hour and a half or so.. idk. Anyway after eatingd then i ate my 4th cap of mdma, and she gave me another teaspoon of it... anyway about 20? mins later? IDK i was completely unaware of what was going on for 6 hours straight after this.. i had fully lost touch of reality and felt like i was completely out of body.. i have been told i was pacing around my house for hours really paranoid, i also projectile vomited water and fluid 3 times.. and i had to walk around the village trying to get a grip of reality.. i do remember at one point walking up my stairs thinking i was in a coma, i was completely delusional, anyway when i finally came down i couldn't stop shaking and was getting bad brain zaps, so i smoked some weed and went to sleep.. the following two days i had anxiety attacks constantly, no appetite, couldn't stop twitching, sweating constantly, i couldn't pass urine or poo easily.., so i decided to take myself to the hospital because i was by myself at home for a few days., anyway that was alrig my 3rd, my friend told me it would make you beam harder to take 5-htp while rolling, me having no idea and beaming i wanted to feel better... so she gave me 3 capsules full of 5-htp... anht they just gave me val, sleeping stuff etc. But the following two months i would get sleep paralysis every single night... and extreme anxiety, brain zaps, memory fog. couldn't stop twitching, eyes were moving under my eyelids constantly when trying to sleep, couldn't easily get into a deep sleep.. it was absolute hell. and oh the depression.. i also felt like a completely different person for the entire two months..... so i had a 6 month break from it, i am now id say 90% recovered, i still have heightened anxiety, and paranoia sometimes. and the occasional jerks before sleep etc.. So i guess this is my story.. it was a very long, mentally difficult recovery the brain is a very powerful thing. i've used mdma since two times but have tested it and only taken half doses. PLEASE PLEASE NEVER EVER DO WHAT I'VE DONE, IT WAS IDIOTIC, and NEVER EVER MIX 5htp WITH MDMA. IT IS NOT FUN AT ALL AND WAS EXTREMELY STUPID!
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