Dont listen to the pussys saying "you are scared for life". I made it through and i have good news for those who suffered same symptoms as me:
- Anxiety GONE
- depression GONE
-intrusive thoughts/obsessive thoghts GONE
- sleep problems GONE
- dizzyness/fucked up balance GONE
- small panic attacks (never fullblown, weed gave that shit) GONE
I started getting these symptoms after my last dose it was shitty pipe pills that fucked me and ive done mdma/pills 8-9 timesin my life always leaving atleast 2-3 months between every use. Sometimes 1 month BUT NOTHING LESS. I felt so fucked up and hopeless that i ended up here with you guys while some of my friends do it weekly and never been happier. Its unfair but it proves we are mentally and physically not suited for drugs. Ive lifted weights every DAMN day since this shit and eat a healthy clean bodybuilding diet through all this with lots of vitamines, cardio (soccer 3-4 times a week) and LOTS of healthy fats. I dont attribute my speedy recovery for the foods but the excersice. It gets the blood flowing to the brain and keeps you more calm. My doctor told me panics, anxiety and depression got nothing to so with the food tou eat. Its just a chemical imbalance in he brain and basically im back to baseline now. For those in the same place as me (lifting, atleast got a social life and TRULY believes in them self) Dont listen to the ones saying you will never recover. I laugh at the time i felt anxious and this hopeless despair and feeling of dread. Just imagine the ones trying to crush your hope how they look like. 99% they are fat neckbeards with 0 social life and are doomed. Just do YOU and start doing something to improve and i swear you will be fine! Why the fuck are old users never coming back and reporting?? BECAUSE THEY AVE MOVED ON, they are never coming back here cus they have rceovered!
Btw i just cant speak for the ones with hppd and and the ones who abused the shit out of molly. Ive only done it 8-9 times WITHOUT benzos/ssri. The thought of relying on medicine scared me. Like i just came to the point i have to use NERVE medicines to go through life, thats fucked up (for me) and really felt like a loss. So yeah 4-5 months and im symptom free everything is good i look good (made some quality gainz through lifting) and im excited everyday!! Believe me dont think about the time you WILL recover.
- Anxiety GONE
- depression GONE
-intrusive thoughts/obsessive thoghts GONE
- sleep problems GONE
- dizzyness/fucked up balance GONE
- small panic attacks (never fullblown, weed gave that shit) GONE
I started getting these symptoms after my last dose it was shitty pipe pills that fucked me and ive done mdma/pills 8-9 timesin my life always leaving atleast 2-3 months between every use. Sometimes 1 month BUT NOTHING LESS. I felt so fucked up and hopeless that i ended up here with you guys while some of my friends do it weekly and never been happier. Its unfair but it proves we are mentally and physically not suited for drugs. Ive lifted weights every DAMN day since this shit and eat a healthy clean bodybuilding diet through all this with lots of vitamines, cardio (soccer 3-4 times a week) and LOTS of healthy fats. I dont attribute my speedy recovery for the foods but the excersice. It gets the blood flowing to the brain and keeps you more calm. My doctor told me panics, anxiety and depression got nothing to so with the food tou eat. Its just a chemical imbalance in he brain and basically im back to baseline now. For those in the same place as me (lifting, atleast got a social life and TRULY believes in them self) Dont listen to the ones saying you will never recover. I laugh at the time i felt anxious and this hopeless despair and feeling of dread. Just imagine the ones trying to crush your hope how they look like. 99% they are fat neckbeards with 0 social life and are doomed. Just do YOU and start doing something to improve and i swear you will be fine! Why the fuck are old users never coming back and reporting?? BECAUSE THEY AVE MOVED ON, they are never coming back here cus they have rceovered!
Btw i just cant speak for the ones with hppd and and the ones who abused the shit out of molly. Ive only done it 8-9 times WITHOUT benzos/ssri. The thought of relying on medicine scared me. Like i just came to the point i have to use NERVE medicines to go through life, thats fucked up (for me) and really felt like a loss. So yeah 4-5 months and im symptom free everything is good i look good (made some quality gainz through lifting) and im excited everyday!! Believe me dont think about the time you WILL recover.