newromancer
Bluelighter
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- May 12, 2002
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I take MDMA and occasionally Mushrooms for many years now (but only once or twice a year on special occasions) and i was always curious about the combination of both, called candyflip. But till now, i never had the courage to combine them...usually i'm very careful about what i do to my mind and body 
Well, two days ago i was on one of the best Goa-trancepartys in the galaxy..the VOOV-Experience in germany. I love goatrance, i'm addicted to it, i could listen to it all the time, and on the VOOV, you meet some ppl who feel the same, so the set was perfect....
I took my pill (i think around 100 mg of MDMA), dissolved in water, and i started to chew about 1 g of mexican psylos.
t+30 i started to get restless. I was standing with my friends to watch the lasershow, but i couldnt stay with them, i had to run around, randomly talking to ppl and return to my friends ...this repeated for about 15 mins...
t+45 after one of those little journeys, i sat down to my friends and suddenly felt very nauseous. I knew this feeling before from taking mushrooms, so i knew that everything would be good after a while. I thought about ways how to manage this energy in my belly, and i decided to however focus this energy on the music... After i made this thought, a warm wave of energy left my belly, up the spine and left my body right at the top of my head...i was in a state of pure love and harmony (this was probably the moment, when the MDMA began its job...). I was looking on the dancefloor and watched all the lighteffects with colours about 3 times as intense as before...combined with pure love.
t+50 my friends told me that they decided to go to bed...i couldn't believe this, this was the most unnormal behaviour in life well, in my condition, everything was good, so i decided to let them go and to dance. Right in the center ofthe dancefloor there are a few bass-speakers, and on top of them a small elevated platform. The years before, i saw ppl dancing on this platform, but i never had the courage to be with them cause everybody can watch you. But in my condition, i new that the only place where i can be, was with the most crazy ppl on this platform. ther was not even one moment of doubt that this is the right place.
I happily climbed up the platform, earned some beautiful smiles from the ppl up there and i started dancing
t+60 till t+300
well, i think i lost control over the whole thing. When i try to find some memorys over these 4 hours, i can recall some scenes, but not the whole thing. I talked with ppl, hugged and kissed ppl, danced my soul out of my body, i saw mandalas when i closed my eyes, watched the stars and the lasershow.....it was like being awake in a dream.... i remember saying to a wonderful girl: "this is the moment when dreams become reality".
t+300 i came slowly back to reality, the dawn was coming. I was really amazed of where the time went. I felt myself happy and tired. i went back to my camper (a little bit sad that the trip was over, but despite some other endings of pure MDMA-trips, no depression). There i smoked a joint that under normal conditions would have been enough for 2-3 ppl, but i felt no effects ;-) I swallowed one spoon of baldrian (dont know the english name, a plant that makes you relaxed and helps you to sleep well...cats like the smell of it) and i fell asleep. i awoke 5 hours later, was still sleepy and it was hard to focus my eyes on soething...but felt great
Well, to make a summary of the trip: YES, it was a great experience, the best drug-experience i ever had, and i will definitely repeat it, it was WONDERFUL.
But unfortunately i think i lost around 80% of the memorys. The 20% that i remember were the most wonderful moments that someone could imagine, like being alice in the land of oz, just like dreams come true...so the rest of the time must have been too much for a humans mind ;-) So at the moment i dont know what is better, taking MDMA or mushrooms separate and having a good trip where you are aware all of the time, or combining them and having the most wonderful dream-trip, but only remembering of 20% of the time.....
Love and light
Well, two days ago i was on one of the best Goa-trancepartys in the galaxy..the VOOV-Experience in germany. I love goatrance, i'm addicted to it, i could listen to it all the time, and on the VOOV, you meet some ppl who feel the same, so the set was perfect....
I took my pill (i think around 100 mg of MDMA), dissolved in water, and i started to chew about 1 g of mexican psylos.
t+30 i started to get restless. I was standing with my friends to watch the lasershow, but i couldnt stay with them, i had to run around, randomly talking to ppl and return to my friends ...this repeated for about 15 mins...
t+45 after one of those little journeys, i sat down to my friends and suddenly felt very nauseous. I knew this feeling before from taking mushrooms, so i knew that everything would be good after a while. I thought about ways how to manage this energy in my belly, and i decided to however focus this energy on the music... After i made this thought, a warm wave of energy left my belly, up the spine and left my body right at the top of my head...i was in a state of pure love and harmony (this was probably the moment, when the MDMA began its job...). I was looking on the dancefloor and watched all the lighteffects with colours about 3 times as intense as before...combined with pure love.
t+50 my friends told me that they decided to go to bed...i couldn't believe this, this was the most unnormal behaviour in life
well, in my condition, everything was good, so i decided to let them go and to dance. Right in the center ofthe dancefloor there are a few bass-speakers, and on top of them a small elevated platform. The years before, i saw ppl dancing on this platform, but i never had the courage to be with them cause everybody can watch you. But in my condition, i new that the only place where i can be, was with the most crazy ppl on this platform. ther was not even one moment of doubt that this is the right place. I happily climbed up the platform, earned some beautiful smiles from the ppl up there and i started dancing
t+60 till t+300
well, i think i lost control over the whole thing. When i try to find some memorys over these 4 hours, i can recall some scenes, but not the whole thing. I talked with ppl, hugged and kissed ppl, danced my soul out of my body, i saw mandalas when i closed my eyes, watched the stars and the lasershow.....it was like being awake in a dream.... i remember saying to a wonderful girl: "this is the moment when dreams become reality".
t+300 i came slowly back to reality, the dawn was coming. I was really amazed of where the time went. I felt myself happy and tired. i went back to my camper (a little bit sad that the trip was over, but despite some other endings of pure MDMA-trips, no depression). There i smoked a joint that under normal conditions would have been enough for 2-3 ppl, but i felt no effects ;-) I swallowed one spoon of baldrian (dont know the english name, a plant that makes you relaxed and helps you to sleep well...cats like the smell of it) and i fell asleep. i awoke 5 hours later, was still sleepy and it was hard to focus my eyes on soething...but felt great
Well, to make a summary of the trip: YES, it was a great experience, the best drug-experience i ever had, and i will definitely repeat it, it was WONDERFUL.
But unfortunately i think i lost around 80% of the memorys. The 20% that i remember were the most wonderful moments that someone could imagine, like being alice in the land of oz, just like dreams come true...so the rest of the time must have been too much for a humans mind ;-) So at the moment i dont know what is better, taking MDMA or mushrooms separate and having a good trip where you are aware all of the time, or combining them and having the most wonderful dream-trip, but only remembering of 20% of the time.....
Love and light
