Exstacy- Speed, first experience on drugs
First Experience
The first time id ever done any kind of drugs in my life! and wat and introduction! I was conned into going into Northbridge with my brother and some of our friends from work on a saturday night during september last year. I had no intention wat so ever to get involved with drugs especially exctasy, this was bought on after reading a book in high school about a girl who had died after taking one in sydney.
We all rolled around to a girls house not far from my own house where we were all meeting to get prepared for the night ahead. There was me, my bro, 2 girls and another guy from work all of which did drugs. My bro was the first to crack open his stash and he kicked off proceeding shortly followed by everyone else. (except me i was drinking) After another 30 mins the subject turned to giving me some drugs just to see wat it was like and that the experience would be good for me. I thought about it for a while but never gav it a serious thought as no way would anybody giv away some of there stuff for free. i was wrong, they were deadly serious and soon they had racked up a nice line of speed ready for me to snort at my pleasure. Now i was willing to try it but i was feeling alittle pressured, so i hit them with question time. I quizzed them about everything from wat it does, to wats in it and more importantly wat will happen to my health if i take it. i got all the info i needed and decieded that i would giv it a go.
Now i really dont like the idea of snorting anything up my nose and to be honest it was horrible. The burning and then the taste of it running done ur throat. Yuck, call me a girl but i really didnt like this part. I had one more line before i left and then it was into the car for the trip into northbridge. We decided to stop in a maccas to get some ojs as this apparently helps with the drugs?! im not to sure but it was free and wat the hell. I walked in the door feeling this weird sort of urge to talk shit and more importantly move and use up some energy. Im a naturally hypo person i dont hav ADD or anything like that but if i get pumped up about something or im looking forward to something i will be very 'social' is the word. But this was something different it was like another kind of urge on top of this and wow does it feel good. I walked in full of good feelings when i spoted my best mate from work S-R (also has written trip reports im in some of them hehehe) I was filled with an urge to go talk to him about wat id done, for some reason this excited me alot and i got even more excited when i saw my x girlfriend working at the time. I was having a bit of a blue with her and letting her see me having fun and about to go out made me feel even beta, although i has no idea why. It was back into the car and away we headed into town. We arrived shotly after 12 and it was off to Rise a trance playing club which sounded right up my ally. I was completely in awe at this point as it was a world i had never seen be4. i had only ever seen northbridge in the day and it was a very different place at nite i can tell u. I love cars as well and this seemed to be the place to show off ur hot Jap import and this only added to my already happy state.
We got into the club and again it was like walking into another world, one that i so desperatly wanted to be apart of. There were ppl everywhere dancing and having fun but more importantly it was the kind of music i loved TRANCE! One of the girls we were with had mentioned be4 that if she could get another biscuit from her dealer she would giv half of it to me. I was strangly excited not at all scarred by the prosect of dropping dispite having read all these nasty stories. Soon the deal was done and i was handed a red pill with a bottle of water and instructions to go to the toilet bite it in half swallow with water and then bring back the remaining pill to giv to the girl again. Off i went and joined the line to the cubicles, at this point i noticed i was no longer felling hypo or anything like that. In fact i was starting to feel paranoided. I was thinkning how dodgy it must look me standing in a line to the cubicles with a bottle of water in my hand and a scarred nervous look on my face. I did as was told any how and walked bac to where the group were standing. Now this is where i was getting a little worried, i still had half the bisciut in my hand and i couldnt see any of the ppl i had come with. I froze in fear and started to reach for my fone to text one of them to try and find out where they had gone. It was only then that i realised that they had moved maybe 5m to the bar where they were buying waters. its funny now but at the time i was shitin myself.
We proceeded to the dance floor and began groovin the nite away. I was begining to wonder when it would hit me and wat the feeling would be like all the while looking at my bros friends tryin to see how to dance. Im not confident enough in a new environment to start dancing so i took 2 doin very subtle movements that really couldnt be seen. i was being very self cousicous put it that way. I cant really remember how long this went for but i remember asking everbody several times how long it normally took for it to hit you. They said about 45-hour and id dropped it about an hour ago and was still feeling nothing at all. I went to the bar with the other guy that came with us and bought some more orange juice and waters, i came along just for an excuse to stop dancing as i felt i was looking like an idiot.
It was at this point as i was standing near the bar that i heard a song i love called Cafe Del Mar. This was when i think everything started to chance! i ran to my bro just to tell him that the song was on even though im sure he was aware that he could hear it. I then went back to the bar where i was standing and my bros friend was talking to a girl i had neva seen be4. i later found out she was also a first time dropper and was trying to get some more of my bros friend. i went up to her and introduced myself and started a conversation with her which is very unlikee me, normally i dont hav the self esteem or confidence to talk to girls just likee that. I talked to her for a while and then went back to were everyone was dancing, this time though i was having an absoulute ball, i was grooving away and having a wiked time but i also didnt giv a shit wat anyone else thought of me at the time. if i was looking like a dic i wanted to be that dic! but it wasnt like that at all everybody u were dancing near would smile and occasionally dance alittle with u. It was as if everybody was on the same level there were no longer anyone cooler or beta than the next person and everyone was happy to be around everyone else. This was the best feeling i had ever felt in the world and it was just unbeleivable.
Next was the first thing that happened that ill look bac on and still smile and laugh. My bro pointed out to me that a rather good looking girl was starting to get close to me, im not an overly hot look guy so iwas very shocked at the idea, looking several time to see if she was really doin it for real or just playing and teasing. Stuff it i thought and tryed my luck, i put my hands just on her waist to see wat she would do, she kept dancing and all was goin cool, ok i thought this is wiked and started to get a little firmer grip round her waist (i was behind her by the way) it was at this point she calmly graped my hands and putted them off her waist and turned around to shake her head. BLAM i got rejected wikedly but instead of feeling like shit and start getting down i brushed it off with a simple wink and smile and walked off! i forgot about any kind of embarassment id felt with seconds and proceeded to enjoy myself more (i even told my bro that id been rejected) butu for some reason it just made me feel even better, if that couldnt stop me feeling this good nothing would!
Dancing was so easy now and everything just seemed to flow and be so natural u could interact with ppl around u and it would be so easy to talk to them. One of the most vived memories i hav was off some guy i was dancing near on a podium offer me a drink of water just out of no where. At first i was suspicious as to wat was in there but he informed my it was nuffin but water. this was a simple gesture but i felt so good that some1 out of no where would offer u something of theres disbite not knowing u from a bar of soap. By now i saw my bros friend again and he offered my another half of flipper and some more wizz, i accepted and we made or way to the toilets.
This was the next memory that makes me just piss myself laughing. we both go into the same cubicle and do our stuff and then walk bac out again, the look on the guys that were in the toilets aswell was priceless im not sure if they thought we were gay or they knew excatly wat was goin on but i can remember just laughing out loud as we walked out.
The girl i had seen with my bros friends be4 that i had talked to was dancing with her little group and soon i was befriended with all of them and spent a large majority of the night with them. It was still the most satisfying part of the entire nite, talking to ppl i had never seen be4 in my entire life and getting along with them like they were best friends.
When 6 oclock finally came i was still licking the clouds, i was so happy and elated that i didnt want to leave. I walked outside and was surprised to see that the sun was up and that northbridge was quiet again. We got in the car and drove home dropping ppl off on the way, i was still flying at this point. I was curious as to wat the comedown would be like but i found that when i got home i could sleep alittle everynow and again and even if i couldnt i was still happy to just lie there and reminise about the world i had just been introduced to, i remember several times just lying there laughing about some of the stuff i had done. I hung the two glow sticks i had on me at the time off some of my medals above my bed, i remember saying at the time that it would keep the spirit alive!
My come down wasnt bad at all and when i got up i went to S-R's house to watch the Grand Prix and talk to him about my experience.
Some of the interesting things that hav come out of are my ability to enjoy life more, i see now to be able to look at some things and just feel good about it, seeing northbridge for instance always brings back some awesome memories and hearing Cafe Del Mar always makes me smile regardless of the mood im in. I can no good out not on drugs and dance with out feeling like an idiot and i will go up to ppl and talk to them just as i had done with i had dropped. If anything this experience showed me not to be scarred or intimadated by ppl anymore and that when u go out its wat i make of it that makes it a great or bad nite.
All in All it was one of the best nights of my life and ill never forget the events that happened.
I hope you enjoyed my report and find something interesting in there for you
Seeya
W-R
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First Experience
The first time id ever done any kind of drugs in my life! and wat and introduction! I was conned into going into Northbridge with my brother and some of our friends from work on a saturday night during september last year. I had no intention wat so ever to get involved with drugs especially exctasy, this was bought on after reading a book in high school about a girl who had died after taking one in sydney.
We all rolled around to a girls house not far from my own house where we were all meeting to get prepared for the night ahead. There was me, my bro, 2 girls and another guy from work all of which did drugs. My bro was the first to crack open his stash and he kicked off proceeding shortly followed by everyone else. (except me i was drinking) After another 30 mins the subject turned to giving me some drugs just to see wat it was like and that the experience would be good for me. I thought about it for a while but never gav it a serious thought as no way would anybody giv away some of there stuff for free. i was wrong, they were deadly serious and soon they had racked up a nice line of speed ready for me to snort at my pleasure. Now i was willing to try it but i was feeling alittle pressured, so i hit them with question time. I quizzed them about everything from wat it does, to wats in it and more importantly wat will happen to my health if i take it. i got all the info i needed and decieded that i would giv it a go.
Now i really dont like the idea of snorting anything up my nose and to be honest it was horrible. The burning and then the taste of it running done ur throat. Yuck, call me a girl but i really didnt like this part. I had one more line before i left and then it was into the car for the trip into northbridge. We decided to stop in a maccas to get some ojs as this apparently helps with the drugs?! im not to sure but it was free and wat the hell. I walked in the door feeling this weird sort of urge to talk shit and more importantly move and use up some energy. Im a naturally hypo person i dont hav ADD or anything like that but if i get pumped up about something or im looking forward to something i will be very 'social' is the word. But this was something different it was like another kind of urge on top of this and wow does it feel good. I walked in full of good feelings when i spoted my best mate from work S-R (also has written trip reports im in some of them hehehe) I was filled with an urge to go talk to him about wat id done, for some reason this excited me alot and i got even more excited when i saw my x girlfriend working at the time. I was having a bit of a blue with her and letting her see me having fun and about to go out made me feel even beta, although i has no idea why. It was back into the car and away we headed into town. We arrived shotly after 12 and it was off to Rise a trance playing club which sounded right up my ally. I was completely in awe at this point as it was a world i had never seen be4. i had only ever seen northbridge in the day and it was a very different place at nite i can tell u. I love cars as well and this seemed to be the place to show off ur hot Jap import and this only added to my already happy state.
We got into the club and again it was like walking into another world, one that i so desperatly wanted to be apart of. There were ppl everywhere dancing and having fun but more importantly it was the kind of music i loved TRANCE! One of the girls we were with had mentioned be4 that if she could get another biscuit from her dealer she would giv half of it to me. I was strangly excited not at all scarred by the prosect of dropping dispite having read all these nasty stories. Soon the deal was done and i was handed a red pill with a bottle of water and instructions to go to the toilet bite it in half swallow with water and then bring back the remaining pill to giv to the girl again. Off i went and joined the line to the cubicles, at this point i noticed i was no longer felling hypo or anything like that. In fact i was starting to feel paranoided. I was thinkning how dodgy it must look me standing in a line to the cubicles with a bottle of water in my hand and a scarred nervous look on my face. I did as was told any how and walked bac to where the group were standing. Now this is where i was getting a little worried, i still had half the bisciut in my hand and i couldnt see any of the ppl i had come with. I froze in fear and started to reach for my fone to text one of them to try and find out where they had gone. It was only then that i realised that they had moved maybe 5m to the bar where they were buying waters. its funny now but at the time i was shitin myself.
We proceeded to the dance floor and began groovin the nite away. I was begining to wonder when it would hit me and wat the feeling would be like all the while looking at my bros friends tryin to see how to dance. Im not confident enough in a new environment to start dancing so i took 2 doin very subtle movements that really couldnt be seen. i was being very self cousicous put it that way. I cant really remember how long this went for but i remember asking everbody several times how long it normally took for it to hit you. They said about 45-hour and id dropped it about an hour ago and was still feeling nothing at all. I went to the bar with the other guy that came with us and bought some more orange juice and waters, i came along just for an excuse to stop dancing as i felt i was looking like an idiot.
It was at this point as i was standing near the bar that i heard a song i love called Cafe Del Mar. This was when i think everything started to chance! i ran to my bro just to tell him that the song was on even though im sure he was aware that he could hear it. I then went back to the bar where i was standing and my bros friend was talking to a girl i had neva seen be4. i later found out she was also a first time dropper and was trying to get some more of my bros friend. i went up to her and introduced myself and started a conversation with her which is very unlikee me, normally i dont hav the self esteem or confidence to talk to girls just likee that. I talked to her for a while and then went back to were everyone was dancing, this time though i was having an absoulute ball, i was grooving away and having a wiked time but i also didnt giv a shit wat anyone else thought of me at the time. if i was looking like a dic i wanted to be that dic! but it wasnt like that at all everybody u were dancing near would smile and occasionally dance alittle with u. It was as if everybody was on the same level there were no longer anyone cooler or beta than the next person and everyone was happy to be around everyone else. This was the best feeling i had ever felt in the world and it was just unbeleivable.
Next was the first thing that happened that ill look bac on and still smile and laugh. My bro pointed out to me that a rather good looking girl was starting to get close to me, im not an overly hot look guy so iwas very shocked at the idea, looking several time to see if she was really doin it for real or just playing and teasing. Stuff it i thought and tryed my luck, i put my hands just on her waist to see wat she would do, she kept dancing and all was goin cool, ok i thought this is wiked and started to get a little firmer grip round her waist (i was behind her by the way) it was at this point she calmly graped my hands and putted them off her waist and turned around to shake her head. BLAM i got rejected wikedly but instead of feeling like shit and start getting down i brushed it off with a simple wink and smile and walked off! i forgot about any kind of embarassment id felt with seconds and proceeded to enjoy myself more (i even told my bro that id been rejected) butu for some reason it just made me feel even better, if that couldnt stop me feeling this good nothing would!
Dancing was so easy now and everything just seemed to flow and be so natural u could interact with ppl around u and it would be so easy to talk to them. One of the most vived memories i hav was off some guy i was dancing near on a podium offer me a drink of water just out of no where. At first i was suspicious as to wat was in there but he informed my it was nuffin but water. this was a simple gesture but i felt so good that some1 out of no where would offer u something of theres disbite not knowing u from a bar of soap. By now i saw my bros friend again and he offered my another half of flipper and some more wizz, i accepted and we made or way to the toilets.
This was the next memory that makes me just piss myself laughing. we both go into the same cubicle and do our stuff and then walk bac out again, the look on the guys that were in the toilets aswell was priceless im not sure if they thought we were gay or they knew excatly wat was goin on but i can remember just laughing out loud as we walked out.
The girl i had seen with my bros friends be4 that i had talked to was dancing with her little group and soon i was befriended with all of them and spent a large majority of the night with them. It was still the most satisfying part of the entire nite, talking to ppl i had never seen be4 in my entire life and getting along with them like they were best friends.
When 6 oclock finally came i was still licking the clouds, i was so happy and elated that i didnt want to leave. I walked outside and was surprised to see that the sun was up and that northbridge was quiet again. We got in the car and drove home dropping ppl off on the way, i was still flying at this point. I was curious as to wat the comedown would be like but i found that when i got home i could sleep alittle everynow and again and even if i couldnt i was still happy to just lie there and reminise about the world i had just been introduced to, i remember several times just lying there laughing about some of the stuff i had done. I hung the two glow sticks i had on me at the time off some of my medals above my bed, i remember saying at the time that it would keep the spirit alive!
My come down wasnt bad at all and when i got up i went to S-R's house to watch the Grand Prix and talk to him about my experience.
Some of the interesting things that hav come out of are my ability to enjoy life more, i see now to be able to look at some things and just feel good about it, seeing northbridge for instance always brings back some awesome memories and hearing Cafe Del Mar always makes me smile regardless of the mood im in. I can no good out not on drugs and dance with out feeling like an idiot and i will go up to ppl and talk to them just as i had done with i had dropped. If anything this experience showed me not to be scarred or intimadated by ppl anymore and that when u go out its wat i make of it that makes it a great or bad nite.
All in All it was one of the best nights of my life and ill never forget the events that happened.
I hope you enjoyed my report and find something interesting in there for you
Seeya
W-R
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